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WHAT DID SHE SAY??? GIVE US UPDATES

i’m so embarrassed 😭😭😭

i brought her cookies and didn’t plan to stay but i ended up staying the whole of lunch and we were just having our usual conversations. and somehow it came up in conversation that she had a student a few years ago who wrote her a love letter before he left ??? and she was like . that was kind of funny

and then i for some reason decided to come out with “i used to have such a crush on u in like first year “ ??? like ???? why would i do this ??? i made it clear to her that it was a “former “ crush tho

and she laughed and said she never noticed but she was flattered . and then just started talking about gillian anderson lol

and i was leaving i was like i’m so sorry for telling u that and she replied with its ok happens to all of us , see u next week ???

then got a uni acceptance so i sent her an email which she hasn’t replied to , but knowing her she’s probably sleeping and will reply on monday

not sure what to make of this tbh but not a bad thing ?? and she said the cookies were good so

I JUST TOLD HER I USED TO HAVE A CRUSH ON HER . AHAISIDKDJEJWKSKSKSJSNDND E

Franz Kafka, Letters to Felice‎

no i did NOt just stay up to midnight making cookies specifically to give to her

literally i walk past her room all the time and she’s . not there or teaching then when i’m hungover as fuck eating an entire meal while walking she sees me when she’s getting into her car 😐

Every time i try to bump into my tc i never see him but then he bumps into me every time I'm not even remotely trying to find him

j was driving out of school today as i was leaving because we had a short day and it was so sunny she was driving with the top down of her car . i love this woman

23/3/22

spent lunch with her today and she showed me a photo of her with blue hair and her family which was super cute <3

idk when i’m next going to see her though, don’t have her class to next week and i don’t want to see her too much in case she thinks i’m weird so probably will have to wait till next monday :,)

she is the most beautiful woman ever i genuinely can’t

and not to be nsfw but it’s getting warmer and she was just wearing her usual white shirt today without the suit jacket and ohmygod mommy

forever trapped in the cycle between “I want to talk to my tc because if I don’t I’ll feel like my day is ruined” and “oh fuck I feel like I’m being annoying because I talked to my tc again and he definitely knows that I like him and he thinks I’m weird”

every month or so i forget about this account for a few weeks

make it happen !! i’m really shy and literally never spoke to her outside much of class until this year, then one day i asked her for help with my university application and sat with her over lunch one day . this turned into me seeing her far more often over lunch , but i definitely had to make all the effort in initiating it . now we talk when we (rarely) pass each other in the corridor and she asks me how i am in class and we have conversations . next step is getting her number lol

i spent lunch w j today and OHMYGOD

we were talking about keeping in touch after i leave and she said it’s fairly common for people here to come back on their university holidays and say hi to their teachers , and she even said she is going for coffee with a former student this weekend . so. we will be doing that

she also said she’s free same time tm so it’s a date lol - should i bake something or bring anything ? ADVICE PLS

i spent lunch w j today and OHMYGOD

we were talking about keeping in touch after i leave and she said it’s fairly common for people here to come back on their university holidays and say hi to their teachers , and she even said she is going for coffee with a former student this weekend . so. we will be doing that

she also said she’s free same time tm so it’s a date lol - should i bake something or bring anything ? ADVICE PLS

i am going to see her today i will find a way. manifest with me pls i miss her too much

just hit me i have like a month of school left before exams and then i will probably never see her again. i want to tell her how i feel on our final day in june when we come in for a service thing but i feel like she’ll hate me for it if i do

she literally went home like i saw her going home as i was walking to her room . day = ruined

A get to know J post!

so i’ve been in this community since like 2016, but had to keep deactivating my previous blogs because my “friends” found out and were telling people. i realised i ramble a lot about j but haven’t really made a post describing what she’s like so here it is!

shes 30 years older than me and teaches classics - i have her for latin (i wanted to take the other subject she teaches but it clashed on my timetable sadly)

she was my teacher in my first year of secondary school and i’ve had her every year apart from one. this is now my last year of school.

i’d never studied latin before and she made me fall in love with the subject and i’m doing it in university next year too

shes quite tall, blonde , always wears a suit and looks kind of like cate blanchett/ gillian anderson

milf vibes even tho she doesn’t have kids

she’s …. kind of single ? we’ve talked about this she’s in a kind of long distance relationship thing but has said she’s not going to marry him and has seen him like .. twice so i dk what that means

cat person :))))))))

i have her class once or twice a week just sadly , but usually come in for a chat on a monday and we have . really good conversations that get quite personal

she likes girls (!!!!) i’m like 99% sure, we have talked about this and she gave me advice about it too

i’m pretty sure she suspects i have feelings for her bc it’s not really normal where i’m from to like go and just speak to teachers , but i haven’t told her anything and won’t until she’s not my teacher anymore

i’ve been so inactive recently for literally no reason but things with j have been going well. we had a really good conversation a while back and it got very personal on her part and also she knows i like girls now lol. but on a sadder note - i always used to talk to her every monday, but now every other one there’s a class in her room and she’s in the office which i can’t really go into :( tomorrow is a good monday though i think

and sometimes, when life is a little too hard

and the world a little too mean, I’ll close my eyes

and imagine a life I’d like to live with you someday

and how I’d take you hand and hold you tight

and we’d run away to a sleepy little town where no one knows our names

and we’ll have a cottage with crawling green ivy across worn stone brick

and an iron wrought gate and a red mailbox with our initials painted on it

and wide windows to let in lots of fresh air and sunlight

and a cobblestone pathway leading to a little yellow door

and you’d keep a garden in the front full of herbs and wild flowers

and I’d bake rosemary bread and homemade raspberry jam

and the kitchen would have a window overlooking the garden

and there would be a bird feeder hanging up so our cats could watch the birds

and we’d have two cats, who’d sleep curled up at our feet

and beg for food at 5 am, and we’d play Rock Paper Scissors over who had to get up

and we’d have a skylight above our bed so we can fall asleep under the night sky

and you’d tell me all about the different constellations

and I’ll tell you that your eyes look like stars

and we’ll have a fireplace to keep us warm in the winter

and in the summer we’d leave the windows open and listen to the cicadas

and in autumn we’d have a competition to see who could find the perfect leaf

and we’d stay up all night watching nostalgic Disney movies and eating buttery popcorn

and when we’d go into town to run errors, you’d try to follow the list while I’d just put candy in our basket

and we’d go to the little bookstore on the corner and try to find the funniest book title

and on our way home we’d stop by the bakery to pick up fresh bagels for the next day

and sometimes we’ll go for a walk in the park and feed the ducks

and we’d go to the farmer’s market every Saturday morning

and buy honeycomb and golden delicious apples and little silver trinkets

and on Wednesday we’ll have game night with our friends

and we’ll drink cheap wine and eat good cheese and I’ll get overly competitive

and you’ll try to cheat by looking at my cards and I’ll laugh and push you away

and we’ll stumble home together, laughing as we trip over each other in the dark

and in the early morning I’ll drink my coffee while you’ll drink your tea

and we’d sit together in silence, not quite ready to be awake just yet

and I’d make breakfast and pile your plate high with French toast and blueberries

and you’ll remind me to wear a sweater before we go about our day

and I’ll call you in the middle of the day because I saw something that reminded me of you

and you’ll tell me to get back to work, trying to hide your smile into the phone

and if we both get back home at the same time we’ll race each other to the front door

and we’ll lie stretched out together on the grass trying to catch our breath

and by late afternoon you’ll fall asleep, head resting in my lap as I’d read aloud to you

and I’d watch the sunbeams fall across your face and think that you’re so lovely

and you’d look up and tell me how glad you are to wake up next to me

and we’d sit on our porch swing watching the sunset

and I’d cook us dinner with vegetables from your garden

and we’d eat by candlelight and moonlight and you are the light of my life

and we’ll dance in our living room to an old forgotten love song

and you’d twirl me away before pulling me close to your chest

and I’d look up at you with such open adoration you’d have to look away for a moment

and before we go to bed you’ll turn to me and say that you’re so happy to be alive with me

and then we’ll wake up and do it all over again

and

and

and

j told me how she loves x files and gillian anderson so naturally i had to start watching it (also may or may not have looked at her facebook many times and one of her old profile photos is gillian anderson. i’m so sad she doesn’t use social media anymore though she said she doesn’t like it )

i’m 18 on monday this means i can legally get with her

25/2/22

came to class early a few minutes early the other day and she told me about her holiday and how she went to visit her family . also it’s so funny every time im speaking to her and this other latin teacher walks in he looks so shocked that im in there

ngl I think that one of the most stressful things about having a tc is that you really have to be the one to show that you’re friendly and interested in getting to know them to make the relationship grow.  like yeah they can initiate a conversation with you every now and again but it’s really up to you to show that you’re not just another student taking their class to pass it, and having to be the one to make that initial connection is so weirdly difficult sometimes.

why does a fucking teacher need to look so hot

how are ppl just. normally attached to ppl on a healthy level

currently eating a philadelphia bagel every day because she said that’s her favourite breakfast

15/2/22

been inactive recently. but i asked her how she perceived me on friday and her answer was so sweet :,)

when we were talking earlier she said something like people “our age” - there is a 30 year age gap what does this MEAN

7/2/22

we had such a nice conversation today she was telling me about her dream car and her family and how much she hates teaching younger classes and it was literally the best time ever . her laugh is so cute

February TC Challenge Day 3

3.) What kind of date do you think your TC(s) would love to go on the most? Where would you take them?

She gives off hiking/ forest vibes - maybe walking up to a lake and drinking wine and rowing across it, stargazing , that kind of thing

Travelling to some country we picked out at random

Or just a drive in movie

February TC Challenge Day 2

2) if they were here right now, and you could tell them absolutely anything, what would you say?

i mean given the fact i’m in my bed looking as crusty as possible it would not be the best scenario for a meaningful confession and if she was with me in my room i think i would have alluded to some feelings previously.

however if i was just with her at 23:51 regardless of location i would tell her everything i’ve ever felt about her and how she’s the only person who makes me excited to live

stop talking to other students and kiss me