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wow, i jst ruined another friendship
should i jst kms atp yall?
welp
were getting to the point where im ghosting ppl i love n care abt again
fuck
(chat, is it weird that i feel an attempt coming?)
im a bad person
i only hurt those around me
everyones lives would be better if i was dead
i only ruin things
i shouldve died a long time ago
i shouldve never made it this far
im not going to get further in life anyways
im going to die before im 20
either from su1cide or from my illness
i hope i die soon
everyone would be better off that way
(sooner or later im gonna sl1t my throat or ove3d0se on my meds or h4ng myself from a tree in my backyard)
me when i promise i wont kms but my 20 minutes of happiness pass n i wanna do it again:
i think im feeling it now
jst like u do
if god doesnt to it, im taking matters into my own hands istfg
i hope this is my last year
fr, yall will never understand how disappointed i am of myself rn, bcz i was actually getting kinda better n now im thinking abt the fastest n easiest ways to commit again
The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful
literally my healing era rn:
(im switching from being completely healed n from being on the verge of su1c1de <33)
Constantly switching between healing and complete self destruction
my intro !!!
charlie!!
they/them [non-binary, afab]
pan aroace [demiromantic+aceflux]
in a relationship!! my amazing dear darling wife: @vodozemacc350
teen [not comfortable w sharing my age, but my age range is 13-16]
4nor3xia, depression, anxiety, sh add1ct (cvtter) + other undiagnosed mental health illnesses (undiagnosed autism n borderline personality disorder)
im chronically ill, but i dont like talking abt it a lot
i talk a lot abt my sh n 4nor3xia, so if u feel uncomf w seeing that, block me, dont report
scene + indie
please use tonetags 4 me ToT
my dms r open, talk to me please TvT
u can ask if u want any of my other social
DNI LIST:
p3dos, z00s, any other ___phile (this is a kinda-dni, im ok w interacting w u as long as u dont say/do anything bad bcz i have trauma from multiple p4rapl1les i met in the past)
h0mophobes, r4cists, tr4nsphobes, m1sogynist, ect.
ESPECIALLY trump supporters
fandoms:
arcane
mouthwashing
pjo
hp
icp
fear street [both books n movies]
mlp
sally face
scream
+ many more that i dont remember rn-
my 4n4 info!!
hw/sw: 45 kg
cw: 44.6 kg
gw1: 42 kg
gw2: 40 kg
ugw: 38kg
thatz it <3 bye ^^