Latest Posts by filiasapphonis - Page 2

30/03

j recommended me a movie to watch called room in rome ?? and she was like oh it’s 18+ be careful and i replied IM 18 IM LEGAL so…. embarrassed 🫠🫠

but i looked this movie up and it’s literally just . lesbian sex WHAT DOES THIS MEAN

How to get closer with your teacher crush

A lot of y’all asked me to make this post so here is it

Be interested and focused in their lesson

Have good grades in their class

Don’t be afraid to ask for help if it’s really not a subject you are good into

Be intelligent, don’t act dumb to get their attention, they will see as a bad student

Stay after class to talk with them about class or ask them about something concerning homework, eventually you could start talking about other topics not concerning school

Be yourself, don’t fake your personality, show them the real you

Be bold and confident, keep eye contact, talk to them in the hallways, start conversations…

Get how to contact them ( their email, number, social media), ask them if they can give it to you do you can send them a project or an additional work you would like to have their opinion on and boom now you have it

Find the place where they usually stay in the school and try to be there as much as you can, of course being there and not doing anything is unnecessary, so try to talk with them, if it’s the library you can start talking about books and a longer conversation will come

Join a club they lead, it’s a great new experience for you and a good way to be closer to them

Give them a gift and the end of the year, be original

Seek a friendship with them not a romantic relationship, by seeking a romantic relationship you will most likely end up being disappointed

Once you know them better, see if you share any similar interests, it’s a great conversation starter

Make inside jokes that no one around you understand, I swear it’s so funny

Make them think of you when they see something you like by talking about it a lot or posting about it if they have your socials, that way they will think of you every time they see it and even send you stuff related to it

Ask them for suggestions, it can be about books, movies, songs, places, games,etc

Be polite and respectful

Be interested in learning things about them

Good luck everyone! If you want more details you can ask me with the questions option or text me :)

28/03

saw her for a chat today i think i disturbed her marking tho lol

The Underworld ferryman Charon watches as Hermes, in his role as psychopomp, leads the soul of a deceased man toward him. Attic white-ground lekythos, attributed to the Sabouroff Painter; 440s BCE. Now in the Altes Museum, Berlin. Photo credit: ArchaiOptix/Wikimedia Commons.

I WANT TO POST PICS OF J AND THIRST BUT THAT IS SUCH A BAD IDEA

my sister just agreed w me that j is hot idk how to feel

no i do this all the time 😭i feel like such a creep but i literally plan my routes round school to see her lmao

Every time i try to bump into my tc i never see him but then he bumps into me every time I'm not even remotely trying to find him

WHAT DID SHE SAY??? GIVE US UPDATES

i’m so embarrassed 😭😭😭

i brought her cookies and didn’t plan to stay but i ended up staying the whole of lunch and we were just having our usual conversations. and somehow it came up in conversation that she had a student a few years ago who wrote her a love letter before he left ??? and she was like . that was kind of funny

and then i for some reason decided to come out with “i used to have such a crush on u in like first year “ ??? like ???? why would i do this ??? i made it clear to her that it was a “former “ crush tho

and she laughed and said she never noticed but she was flattered . and then just started talking about gillian anderson lol

and i was leaving i was like i’m so sorry for telling u that and she replied with its ok happens to all of us , see u next week ???

then got a uni acceptance so i sent her an email which she hasn’t replied to , but knowing her she’s probably sleeping and will reply on monday

not sure what to make of this tbh but not a bad thing ?? and she said the cookies were good so

I JUST TOLD HER I USED TO HAVE A CRUSH ON HER . AHAISIDKDJEJWKSKSKSJSNDND E

Franz Kafka, Letters to Felice‎

no i did NOt just stay up to midnight making cookies specifically to give to her

literally i walk past her room all the time and she’s . not there or teaching then when i’m hungover as fuck eating an entire meal while walking she sees me when she’s getting into her car 😐

Every time i try to bump into my tc i never see him but then he bumps into me every time I'm not even remotely trying to find him

j was driving out of school today as i was leaving because we had a short day and it was so sunny she was driving with the top down of her car . i love this woman

23/3/22

spent lunch with her today and she showed me a photo of her with blue hair and her family which was super cute <3

idk when i’m next going to see her though, don’t have her class to next week and i don’t want to see her too much in case she thinks i’m weird so probably will have to wait till next monday :,)

she is the most beautiful woman ever i genuinely can’t

and not to be nsfw but it’s getting warmer and she was just wearing her usual white shirt today without the suit jacket and ohmygod mommy

forever trapped in the cycle between “I want to talk to my tc because if I don’t I’ll feel like my day is ruined” and “oh fuck I feel like I’m being annoying because I talked to my tc again and he definitely knows that I like him and he thinks I’m weird”

every month or so i forget about this account for a few weeks

cut my split ends off and now my hair is . so much shorter i have such a lesbian haircut now

make it happen !! i’m really shy and literally never spoke to her outside much of class until this year, then one day i asked her for help with my university application and sat with her over lunch one day . this turned into me seeing her far more often over lunch , but i definitely had to make all the effort in initiating it . now we talk when we (rarely) pass each other in the corridor and she asks me how i am in class and we have conversations . next step is getting her number lol

i spent lunch w j today and OHMYGOD

we were talking about keeping in touch after i leave and she said it’s fairly common for people here to come back on their university holidays and say hi to their teachers , and she even said she is going for coffee with a former student this weekend . so. we will be doing that

she also said she’s free same time tm so it’s a date lol - should i bake something or bring anything ? ADVICE PLS

i spent lunch w j today and OHMYGOD

we were talking about keeping in touch after i leave and she said it’s fairly common for people here to come back on their university holidays and say hi to their teachers , and she even said she is going for coffee with a former student this weekend . so. we will be doing that

she also said she’s free same time tm so it’s a date lol - should i bake something or bring anything ? ADVICE PLS

i am going to see her today i will find a way. manifest with me pls i miss her too much

just hit me i have like a month of school left before exams and then i will probably never see her again. i want to tell her how i feel on our final day in june when we come in for a service thing but i feel like she’ll hate me for it if i do

she literally went home like i saw her going home as i was walking to her room . day = ruined

A get to know J post!

so i’ve been in this community since like 2016, but had to keep deactivating my previous blogs because my “friends” found out and were telling people. i realised i ramble a lot about j but haven’t really made a post describing what she’s like so here it is!

shes 30 years older than me and teaches classics - i have her for latin (i wanted to take the other subject she teaches but it clashed on my timetable sadly)

she was my teacher in my first year of secondary school and i’ve had her every year apart from one. this is now my last year of school.

i’d never studied latin before and she made me fall in love with the subject and i’m doing it in university next year too

shes quite tall, blonde , always wears a suit and looks kind of like cate blanchett/ gillian anderson

milf vibes even tho she doesn’t have kids

she’s …. kind of single ? we’ve talked about this she’s in a kind of long distance relationship thing but has said she’s not going to marry him and has seen him like .. twice so i dk what that means

cat person :))))))))

i have her class once or twice a week just sadly , but usually come in for a chat on a monday and we have . really good conversations that get quite personal

she likes girls (!!!!) i’m like 99% sure, we have talked about this and she gave me advice about it too

i’m pretty sure she suspects i have feelings for her bc it’s not really normal where i’m from to like go and just speak to teachers , but i haven’t told her anything and won’t until she’s not my teacher anymore

i’ve been so inactive recently for literally no reason but things with j have been going well. we had a really good conversation a while back and it got very personal on her part and also she knows i like girls now lol. but on a sadder note - i always used to talk to her every monday, but now every other one there’s a class in her room and she’s in the office which i can’t really go into :( tomorrow is a good monday though i think

and sometimes, when life is a little too hard

and the world a little too mean, I’ll close my eyes

and imagine a life I’d like to live with you someday

and how I’d take you hand and hold you tight

and we’d run away to a sleepy little town where no one knows our names

and we’ll have a cottage with crawling green ivy across worn stone brick

and an iron wrought gate and a red mailbox with our initials painted on it

and wide windows to let in lots of fresh air and sunlight

and a cobblestone pathway leading to a little yellow door

and you’d keep a garden in the front full of herbs and wild flowers

and I’d bake rosemary bread and homemade raspberry jam

and the kitchen would have a window overlooking the garden

and there would be a bird feeder hanging up so our cats could watch the birds

and we’d have two cats, who’d sleep curled up at our feet

and beg for food at 5 am, and we’d play Rock Paper Scissors over who had to get up

and we’d have a skylight above our bed so we can fall asleep under the night sky

and you’d tell me all about the different constellations

and I’ll tell you that your eyes look like stars

and we’ll have a fireplace to keep us warm in the winter

and in the summer we’d leave the windows open and listen to the cicadas

and in autumn we’d have a competition to see who could find the perfect leaf

and we’d stay up all night watching nostalgic Disney movies and eating buttery popcorn

and when we’d go into town to run errors, you’d try to follow the list while I’d just put candy in our basket

and we’d go to the little bookstore on the corner and try to find the funniest book title

and on our way home we’d stop by the bakery to pick up fresh bagels for the next day

and sometimes we’ll go for a walk in the park and feed the ducks

and we’d go to the farmer’s market every Saturday morning

and buy honeycomb and golden delicious apples and little silver trinkets

and on Wednesday we’ll have game night with our friends

and we’ll drink cheap wine and eat good cheese and I’ll get overly competitive

and you’ll try to cheat by looking at my cards and I’ll laugh and push you away

and we’ll stumble home together, laughing as we trip over each other in the dark

and in the early morning I’ll drink my coffee while you’ll drink your tea

and we’d sit together in silence, not quite ready to be awake just yet

and I’d make breakfast and pile your plate high with French toast and blueberries

and you’ll remind me to wear a sweater before we go about our day

and I’ll call you in the middle of the day because I saw something that reminded me of you

and you’ll tell me to get back to work, trying to hide your smile into the phone

and if we both get back home at the same time we’ll race each other to the front door

and we’ll lie stretched out together on the grass trying to catch our breath

and by late afternoon you’ll fall asleep, head resting in my lap as I’d read aloud to you

and I’d watch the sunbeams fall across your face and think that you’re so lovely

and you’d look up and tell me how glad you are to wake up next to me

and we’d sit on our porch swing watching the sunset

and I’d cook us dinner with vegetables from your garden

and we’d eat by candlelight and moonlight and you are the light of my life

and we’ll dance in our living room to an old forgotten love song

and you’d twirl me away before pulling me close to your chest

and I’d look up at you with such open adoration you’d have to look away for a moment

and before we go to bed you’ll turn to me and say that you’re so happy to be alive with me

and then we’ll wake up and do it all over again

and

and

and

j told me how she loves x files and gillian anderson so naturally i had to start watching it (also may or may not have looked at her facebook many times and one of her old profile photos is gillian anderson. i’m so sad she doesn’t use social media anymore though she said she doesn’t like it )

Aeneas, holding the hand of his son Ascanius/Iulus and bearing his father Anchises on his shoulders, flees the burning city of Troy. Terracotta sculpture by an unknown artist; 1st cent. CE. Found at Pompeii; now in the Museo Archaeologico Nazionale, Naples. Photo credit: Alphanidon/Wikimedia Commons.

i’m 18 on monday this means i can legally get with her

25/2/22

came to class early a few minutes early the other day and she told me about her holiday and how she went to visit her family . also it’s so funny every time im speaking to her and this other latin teacher walks in he looks so shocked that im in there

ngl I think that one of the most stressful things about having a tc is that you really have to be the one to show that you’re friendly and interested in getting to know them to make the relationship grow.  like yeah they can initiate a conversation with you every now and again but it’s really up to you to show that you’re not just another student taking their class to pass it, and having to be the one to make that initial connection is so weirdly difficult sometimes.