Ed Recovery - Blog Posts

i keep getting ed stuff for no reason on this app when i do not interact with those people at all and keep blocking them. tumblr can you stop please im just a fat mf trying to exist in this world without someone telling me that im an obese unlovable bitch and that i need to get to 90 pounds. like okay you guys have fun killing yourselves over not being able to fit into a child size (lighthearted) (kind of not)

btw i literally have a binging disorder (bed) and frequently go into binging episodes. i am similar yet opposite to yall but please can this app stop forcing me to look at 7h1nsp0 (replace 7, 1, 0 with t, i, o respectively). i love my thunder thighs dont yall bitches steal my thunder.

anyways for anyone trying to recover from an ed i love you ill give you so many kisses. mwah

Me when you can actually notice my weight loss 🙏🙏🙏

Context: TW for past ED

I have struggled with a BED for almost 5 years of my life, and I have currently been in recovery. It’s not even really recovery because my therapist refuses to acknowledge the fact that I have a BED. I have been eating more healthy foods and have avoided my trigger foods (icing, candies, peanut butter, etc). To actually see that I am actually getting better and to hear it from other people makes me so happy, my goal is to be at a healthy weight and lifestyle and to never binge again.

hi, I'm Via!! this is my new intro post!!

-I was born in August 2008, and I'll graduate class of 2027.

-I'm far too inactive on here, my Instagram is @/mellogore.

-I'll be moots with anybody, literally anybody.

favourites!!

•video game: Life is Strange (s1, Before the Storm, and s2).

•artists: Nicole Dollanganger, Taylor Swift, and McKenna Grace. bands: Panucci's Pizza and Twenty One Pilots.

•televison shows: My Mad Fat Diary, Big Bang Theory, Skins, and a plethera of cartoons.

•films: Ginger Snaps 2: Unleashed, Superbad, Star Wars prequels, misc og Barbie films.

-if you want to be moots for fandom reasons, please skip this next part. I do not condone self-harm or eating disorders in anyway, and my page will be used to recover from by eating disorder and joke about my self-harm.

*requested organisations: National Eating Disorder Association (NEDA), National Alliance for Eating Disorders, OA (overeaters anonymous).

*for background, I've been dealing with the binge eating subtype of bulimia since 2017. I will not be going into detail of my development.

*again, this page will NOT be used to promote eating disorders in anyway, this is me documenting my recovery. I do not promote disordered eating behaviors, and my Insta dms are always open for people who need them. my page is open to anybody, no matter where they are in their ED journey.

(this is the part I want fandom moots to skip).

*lw- 82pounds (aged twelve),

*hw- 160pounds (aged thirteen),

*cw- 130pounds,

*gw- 120pounds.

*I am trying to lose weight healthily, while putting on muscle and recovering from my eating disorder. please no ana tips and only venting.

thank you for reading!! I hope you're all doing well!

-via gray, 01•16•25.

If any of you likes to use this kind of stuff, I made a calorie tracker for this year's April 💞

So if you're currently in recovery, you'll be able to see your progress (remember that forcing yourself is not good. Take it one step at a time)

“Maybe I should just try the ingredients on their own first,” I think, imagining myself blankly staring at the wall while chewing a dry piece of lettuce in my apartment in total silence

Being a picky eater as an adult is so hard because I’m TRYING to expand my pallet, but every time I look up a recipe it’s like “this meal’s so quick and easy! It only takes 3 1/2 hours of prep, 6 hours of cook time, and 45 minutes to plate :) There are fifty ingredients, half of which you’ve literally never had in your life :) so if you don’t like this recipe or you forget to make it, I guess you’ll just have to throw out $50 worth of food that you have literally no other use for!! Have fun, super easy for new cooks, super fun and easy and quick :))))”

Being a picky eater as an adult is so hard because I’m TRYING to expand my pallet, but every time I look up a recipe it’s like “this meal’s so quick and easy! It only takes 3 1/2 hours of prep, 6 hours of cook time, and 45 minutes to plate :) There are fifty ingredients, half of which you’ve literally never had in your life :) so if you don’t like this recipe or you forget to make it, I guess you’ll just have to throw out $50 worth of food that you have literally no other use for!! Have fun, super easy for new cooks, super fun and easy and quick :))))”

*eating disorder recovery montage set to All Star by Smash Mouth*