Cinna’s Rants - Blog Posts

imagine starting 13+ fics based on romance... without a hint of how to write it. im actually serious. how tf do you fall in love. wtf am i even DOING

im starving for attention and social interaction. it's wayyyy past midnight. this is so inconvenient

hello yall

me: oh no!! i feel the urge to spread positivity again! that one voice in the back of my head: no matter how much you do it no one will ever return it me: shut up that one voice in the back of my head

(based off of true events)

anyways can yall gimme stuff to make fanart of? and im not talking about jshk canon. i want fanfics, ocs, self-inserts, just anything aside from canon rn...

dead tired but wants to write will be my mood for the next 12h because oops it’s an hour away from early morning.

oops i did nothing for an entire night.

oops i did not sleep.

oops i did not eat.

oops i (did it again-)

oops i

oops

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. if only i could write without turning into a zombie to gain motivation. i hear the birds. it’s gonna be a wonderfully bad day

anyways i feel like i should post more art but i look back and hate it later so that’s that

on another note, i hate my ability to completely switch artstyles every single three days

why am i doing this on mobile

how do mobile users do formats ...

i gained respect a long time ago but let me reaffirm that 😭 mobile is pain

im back again with my nonstop posting (and nonstop tears)

in order from left to right, up to down:

HANANENE HOLDING HANDS !!!!!

mirai ml <333 🫶🫶🫶

tsuchiyako making peace signs ~~~ skdfhksjdhfjksdk

MY QUEENSSSSSSSSSSS 🥺🥺🥺🥺 SHIJIMA LOOKS SO CONTENT I LOVE HER ♡♡♡♡ MEI LOOKS SO HAPPY AND FUN AND I LOVE HER SO MUCH ♡♡♡♡

anyways. i should shut up.

... JSHK SEASON THREEEEEEEEE !!!!!!!!!!!

(aidairo ily)

CRIES SCREAMS CRIES SOBS SCREAMS CRIES

... EXCUSE ME

ARE WE GETTING A SEASON 3

SKDHFKJSHDJKFHSKDJHFSKLJHDK SET YOUR CALENDARS

POST

ANDDDD THE TEASER SEQUEL VISUAL THING BY AIDAIRO IS THE SACRIFICE ARC

TIME TO CRY LIKE OUR LIFE DEPENDS ON IT

hanako-san, hanako-san, you stupid tsundere-coded knife-wielding dramatic asf magical girl nene simp brooding sulkily in a corner as sakura petals fall in slow motion framing your face, please stop making me bawl my eyes out at 3am in the morning

every single time. every single freaking time i say 'i'll do it today!' 'i'll do it this weekend!' 'i'​ll-'

empty promises to myself, empty gazes at the one thing i need to do, neverending cycles of completing not even the smallest action. aren't i supposed to have grown out of this??? always getting distracted by small projects? irrelevant, irrational people-pleasing always coming first? the fics i have finished writing yet constantly edit? the art i rip into pieces?

at the very least i'll get a break soon. then i can afford the time to cry over mei & shijima & hanako-kun & nene all over again like i did four months ago on a lovely morning that did not last