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If we start chronologically, probably
"Liberta" by pep's
If we start with ore usual non-chronological storytelling...
Nah actually that one does fine either way-
@trashy-kitty
If your life was a movie, what would the first song be in the soundtrack?
I'll start: Next Semester by 21 Piolets
Tagging: @ivys-head-is-spinning @musical-dash-trash @januscorner @glitchyycatt @unholyxvoid @buggy-is-a-warrior @lemonlord14 @twomanyfandomshelp @sparky4577 @capn-atlas @kito-kat @wolftroll2 @yellow-computer-mouse @fishcow99 + anyone else who wants to join! //nf
Gender? Shifting like a shadow creature.
Sexuality? Why is everyone so hot?!?! Must be global warming.
Romantic attraction? Not unless everybody gets really cool about a bunch of things really fast.
@trashy-kitty
Gender, Sexuality, Romantic Attraction Tagging Game
How do: You put your gender, sexuality, and romantic attraction down with a line break between them—but, here's the catch, don't use any labels! So, for example, this, "Gender? Agender Sexuality? Lesbian Romantic Attraction? Demiromantic" would be this: "Gender? I hardly know 'er! Sexuality? Girl-kisser Romantic Attraction? My friends, I think"
So, here's mine!
Gender? Yours, fool Sexuality? Yes Romantic Attraction? Only if I know you well enough
TAGS (under the cut, and don't feel obligated to do it!) (and obviously those who I have not tagged can participate too)
@bassguitarinablackt-shirt @gloriousvermin @midnight-thedyke @littlebookworm69 @runwiththerain @cybercerealkiller @ishouldsleepbut @ssavinggrace @i-love-your-father @us-costco-official @scifikode @i-am-an-arson-enthusiast
Waaah I love this one so much!!!
Feels so me!!
@trashy-kitty There's moon options baby-
SUNNY MAN RAINBOW PAL MOON 🌝 who are you!?
@caffeinated-eccentric-polymorph @indigoisaspookyghost2 @hurtlingtowardsdeadlines @milanesa-con-matecocido
Fun little spooky season questions! (bit late but shhh)
🎃: Would you rather carve pumpkins or paint them? Both!! I never got the chance to do either and I'd love to try!
👻: Have you ever had a paranormal experience? (Ghost, poltergeist, demon, etc) A few! I might go more in dept into that in another post if I get the spoons
😈: What is your absolute favorite Halloween costume you've ever worn? Probably the closet cosplay of Beetlejuice I improvised in 2019 or the skeleton I did- I just wore a gothic outfit and painted bones on my skin basically, but I really liked my skull make-up!
🍁: What is your favorite part about the Halloween season? The spiritual aspect, the horror movies (not all of them though), the spooky aesthetic in general ^^
🍂: Do you like pumpkin pie? If not, what's your favorite pie? I don't like the taste of pumpkin in general- I like most fruity pies tbh, but I think my favourite would be a simple berry pie.
🌻: What's your favorite Halloween treat? (Caramel apples, candy corn, a certain chocolate bar, etc!) I'd love to taste caramel apples, but I've never had the chance! I usually get the weird Halloween candy like the eyeballs and all though!
🎈: What is your favorite movie to watch during spooky season (or your favorite scary movie)? I love binging Over the Garden Wall!! Perfect mix of cosy autumn and eerie Halloween vibes! I also like trying to watch new horror movies while staying in my limits- though I have to figure out where it is for gore still This Halloween season I'm planning to watch Scream and make my lover discover the second It movie (I made her discover the first one last year and we didn't get the chance to watch the second one together yet)
🕯️: Do you prefer haunted houses or haunted mazes? Both! I'm pretty easily scared but I love being a scare actor and I do love scaring myself so i love doing this kind of stuff!
🧪: Do you like Halloween movies like HalloweenTown and Twitches? If so, what's your favorite movie in that genre? I've not seen either actually! From what I'm seeing it's a bit like the Christmas movies I used to watch as a kid but for Halloween?? I had no idea that this genre existed and I'm definitely going to give it a try!
⛓️: An iconic Halloween / spooky season memory of yours? I usually go to tale walks, where you go for a little walk and along the way meet actors that tell a story along with scare actors; or I go to spooky or esoteric markets if I can find some!
🔮: Have you ever been to a costume party? Do you like them (or think you would)? I don't think I have! I'd love to though! I love dressing up and frankly, dancing and playing around with characters seems like a good time!
☢️: What's your favorite "campfire" scary story? Not sure I rememeber any!
💀: What's your favorite 'autumn flavor'? (Pumpkin spice, caramel apples etc FLAVORED things) I don't think I've ever tried pumpkin spice, but I'd like to! Otherwise, I don't think I usually have this kind of stuff.
Update: found the term, you were correct!
Here's the link to what I found (link)
It’s so great to see anothe polymorph/shapeshifter who also has MaDD (I think the term for those is Xenreve if I’m not mistaken?)
May I ask about your kin experience while also having MaDD?
I don't know, maybe? To be fair I didn't know there was a term for that-
I'll look into it though, so if anyone has links-
It's a bit special, because I'm pretty sure I was a dog therian before anything else, but now it's shifted to being my main form as a shapeshifter.
I've daydreamed for as long as I can remember, and I don't mean the normal amount obviously: it's always been, and still is, a coping mechanism for me, dare I say the one I default too (art is a close second though, and I often mi the two).
As a note, my daydreaming hasn't been maladaptive for the last few years, but I still say I have madd. It's chronic the way I see it: if I'm not careful, it could become pathological again. Now i don't have to be careful all the time, but when I feel particularly bad I have to consciously use other ways to cope along with daydreaming, otherwise it still has a tendency to take over.
I like saying that until a few years back, I was fully living in my head. I had pretty much no life outside of my daydreams. And living fully in your daydreams for that long has had some interesting effects on my psyche and identity.
I've come to realise that I lived through my paraself because of multiple reasons, the main one being masking and being terrified to stop.
I mask way less now, and that's led to me feeling like my paraself, except reverse isekai'd: I barely have any memories outside of my daydreams until the years I "got out of my head", so it feels like being dropped from my world, the one I lived in 95% of the time, into this one.
Since my world is very much full of magic, there's a lot that didn't quite transfer to this body.
In source, I'm a shapeshifter. My constels and main forms are linked to this too: they're the forms I liked to take the most and the things I was and/or related to.
Now I also used to have magic. I could heal with it and create illusions. (I could also bend the elements a bit, but healing and illusions were my main ones).
I discovered earlier in childhood here witchcraft and forms of healing, and I've edged around it for a while (the healing methods, I've been practising witchcraft in this verse ever since I discovered it), but this year I've started learning to heal! It's not quite how it worked for me, but it's similar enough that it makes me really happy to be able to do so again.
For the illusion part, I've found performance arts the closest thing to it. I used to incorporate my magic into my art a lot, and I feel very connected to Everything when I'm performing, it's really euphoric.
That's all I can think about for now ahah, but I might reblog this with additions if I think of any ^^
In any case, thank you so much for the ask anon!! I love yapping and this was such an interesting and lovely question to answer <3
Hi, I thought I was a pansexual trans man, turns out I'm a demirose panrose genderfluid person!
Everyone introduce yourself by what you thought your OG queer identity was and what you currently identify as
Ill go first: hi I was bisexual now I’m a pansexual aroace
Trick-or-treat !! :D and BOOp 🐾🐾🐾
Happy Halloween!!!! 🍂🦇
As a treat to you and trick to me, here's a fun fact: a few months ago I got my very first Wattpad account back. It has one thing in common with my old notebooks: my first ever documented self-insert.
I had made myself Jack Sparrow's daughter.
The chokehold that fictional man had on 10 to 14 year-old me is wild-
I find this very heartwarming but also this feels so embarrassing to me today despite me not cringing at shit nowadays (self-insert mary-sues are cool, sue me; the only thing I cringe at are creepy street interviewers).
Trick or treat!
Happy Halloween!! 🧡🦇
Just did a writer one, so here's an alterhuman one!
One of my favourite snack in my verse is actually a drink!! It's a slightly alcoholic cocktail (though it's an alcohol brewed from magic fruits - aka fruits that grow on plants imbued with earth magic - and therefore affects humans less and magical creatures more, the opposite of regular alcohol).
It's a mix of sunberry liquor, starfruit syrup and some sungrape juice, topped with a bit of lemon juice! It's called a SunnySyn, but most people just call it a sunny X)
Continuation of this 🔖Questions Source (link)
🖋️ Have you ever found a writer who thinks just like you? If so, who?
I don't think you can fully think like someone, so not really.
I'll give out an author whose thoughts make me think (/vpos) instead: Virginie Despentes. SHe's raw and true, and that can be shocking to some considering what she talks about, but I find it refreshing and necessary. It's honest, it's not sugarcoated, it's real.
It’s so great to see anothe polymorph/shapeshifter who also has MaDD (I think the term for those is Xenreve if I’m not mistaken?)
May I ask about your kin experience while also having MaDD?
I don't know, maybe? To be fair I didn't know there was a term for that-
I'll look into it though, so if anyone has links-
It's a bit special, because I'm pretty sure I was a dog therian before anything else, but now it's shifted to being my main form as a shapeshifter.
I've daydreamed for as long as I can remember, and I don't mean the normal amount obviously: it's always been, and still is, a coping mechanism for me, dare I say the one I default too (art is a close second though, and I often mi the two).
As a note, my daydreaming hasn't been maladaptive for the last few years, but I still say I have madd. It's chronic the way I see it: if I'm not careful, it could become pathological again. Now i don't have to be careful all the time, but when I feel particularly bad I have to consciously use other ways to cope along with daydreaming, otherwise it still has a tendency to take over.
I like saying that until a few years back, I was fully living in my head. I had pretty much no life outside of my daydreams. And living fully in your daydreams for that long has had some interesting effects on my psyche and identity.
I've come to realise that I lived through my paraself because of multiple reasons, the main one being masking and being terrified to stop.
I mask way less now, and that's led to me feeling like my paraself, except reverse isekai'd: I barely have any memories outside of my daydreams until the years I "got out of my head", so it feels like being dropped from my world, the one I lived in 95% of the time, into this one.
Since my world is very much full of magic, there's a lot that didn't quite transfer to this body.
In source, I'm a shapeshifter. My constels and main forms are linked to this too: they're the forms I liked to take the most and the things I was and/or related to.
Now I also used to have magic. I could heal with it and create illusions. (I could also bend the elements a bit, but healing and illusions were my main ones).
I discovered earlier in childhood here witchcraft and forms of healing, and I've edged around it for a while (the healing methods, I've been practising witchcraft in this verse ever since I discovered it), but this year I've started learning to heal! It's not quite how it worked for me, but it's similar enough that it makes me really happy to be able to do so again.
For the illusion part, I've found performance arts the closest thing to it. I used to incorporate my magic into my art a lot, and I feel very connected to Everything when I'm performing, it's really euphoric.
That's all I can think about for now ahah, but I might reblog this with additions if I think of any ^^
In any case, thank you so much for the ask anon!! I love yapping and this was such an interesting and lovely question to answer <3
Taking the offer to join in ^^
I'm pretty different from my child self, so much so I changed my name, even though fundamentally we're exactly the same, so this was interesting!
Making this made me feel full of love for myself tbh 💕
@lifenconcepts if you feel like doing it ^^
Picrew tag game!- Create yourself now vs how you looked when you were a kid
Link
I was tagged by @cutebisexualmess for this but the chain was too long so I'm restarting!
If only that little girl could see me now (she'd probably think I was cool tbh)
uhm tagging: @b3achfagz (ik you dont do tag games so u can just ignore this but i though u might find it cool) @cassiecryptic @viktheviking1 @depressedgremlinbitch @ramencat12 @inkyslimee @the-horrifying-digital-circus @patipati @cute--thing @musicalsiphonophore @tastetherainbow290 @disenchantedwarlock @bookishcatcafe and anyone else who sees this and thinks it looks cool!!
Sagittarius (sun), pan & demi rose, I drink more coffee bc it makes my thoughts clearer but I love both equally
if ur lgbt im curious: pls rb with ur sign, orientation and if ur a coffee or tea person
HEY! Want to help my research?
I won’t go too much into why I need this information but presuming you’re on tumblr I assume you’ll be happy to share - please answer some basic questions about your identity and existence! If you do, you’ll get a very big thanks from me :3 like a question game !!
Feel free to write it as detailed as you want but I deeply appreciate if you would be precise!
It goes as follows:
What sort of animal would you be and why?
What’s your stance on society/humanity? Have you ever had people bring you down, wether it be directly or indirectly?
We’re you ever ostracised as a child from communities or gatherings?
What’s your preferred way to spend some time to recharge, and when do you usually do it. (Bonus, does it actually leave you happy and content?)
Do you have trouble understanding your thoughts?
What are your core beliefs/principles to live by?
Do you consider yourself a good person?
How often do you think on mortality/the future and what it holds? Does it leave you scared or worried?
Are you currently content with your living situation.
Do you have a steady flow of finances / are you satisfied with how much you currently have and/or your job?
What’s your favourite food and why?
Would you like a pet? Any pet. Explain.
What’s your stance on anything sexual?
Do you find relationships necessary (personally to you)?
Have you ever thought that there may be some sort of other force or creature, wether it be something tangible or something divine, watching you? Does it leave you feeling uncomfortable?
Where do you feel safe?
Do you think other people are you the way you want to be seen? How do you want to be seen?
Have you come to terms with what you physically look and sound like? (Mirror, pictures, video, audio) Does it in any way comply with what you like?
What’s your preferable way to dress?
In a store, what aisle do you go to?
How would you respond to a crying child in your care?
How would you deal with a misbehaving dog in your care?
What differences are there, in your eyes, between human and animals?
If you could live in an isolated forest, far from any city, and surrounded by animals and nature but with no way to return - would you?
Would you be willing to transform into some sort of animal or creature, permenantly, and are there any preferences or worries you have regarding it?
Where would you like to live?
Do you yearn for something unobtainable?
Have you met the person you consider to be “the one”? This can be platonic (like a good friend), romantic, or anything else. Can even be an animal.
Do you hold any strange emotions or feelings or even memories that don’t seem to be yours? Do you know any place you could have seen it (online or real life) or why they may have formed?
How has being in school affected you?
How has work affected you? (if you don’t work, feel free to skip) mentally, physically, any way.
Do you have any hobbies and what do they mean to you?
Have you ever had some unexplainable pull to do something?
Are you supportive of people with different ideologies or opinions as you?
Do you think it’s possible to get every single person to have the same level of freedom and education and understanding?
What does the universe/world/‘god’ mean to you?
How often do you exist in nature and truly get a hold on it?
What things does existing invoke in you, how do you feel when consciousness, are there any primary functions that are more prominent than others? Do you have any specific thoughts about life? Do you feel aware of a certain taste your life has?
Do you believe in fate/destiny, do you have any experiences which prove that fate, and do you think it has good plans for you?
How do you respond to being hurt by another person? (Verbally or physically)
How do you deal with an accident?
Do you think there’s any ulterior purpose for us being alive, and do you have any idea of what you are meant to do? (Specifically you)
Have you had any paranormal experiences, and do you share them with others?
Do you believe yourself? What sort of personality would you say you have?
Did your parents treat you well?
What are your primary skills and how well do you know them?
Can you plan, and do you stick to those plans?
Do you dream in colour?
Do you think in images, words, audio, or energy? Or a mixture?
Do you remember dreams and how detailed are they?
What sort of activities do you and your family do together?
Do you have intuition/gut feeling and has it ever been scarily right?
What commonly known or said things do you hate or stand against?
Little game inspired by multiple peeps!
Make yourself with this picrew (link)
Take this uquiz (link)
Tag people if you feel like it!
I'll go ahead and tag some mutuals (no pressure tho!), but if you see this feel free to take it as an invitation to participate!!
@lifenconcepts @sun-uwu-kong @sliceoflifeshepard
OMGGGS thank youuu I love long uquizzes!!!!!!!!
Good gods that was such a beautiful experience!! Literally gave me chills. Thank you whoever created this quizz, thank you op for startng this chain, and thank you @lifenconcepts for tagging me <3 /g
Do this and then reblog with your color!
Things I do that link both to my alterhumanity and my autism:
🐦⬛ Collecting stuff (dice, lps, plushies, notebooks, stickers)
🐶 Shake my feet to wag my tail
🐶 Blep
🐶 Lovingly biting (lightly)
👽 Pretend I'm normal and human (doing so less & less tho! /pos)
👽 Using what I know in psychology and about the person I'm talking to to navigate social situations
🐶🦜 Shake shake shake
🦜🐦⬛👽 Mimicking sounds and phrases
🐶🦜🐦⬛ Communicate with little sounds
Things I do that link both to my alterhumanity and my autism:
🐦⬛ Collecting stuff (dice, lps, plushies, notebooks, stickers)
🐶 Shake my feet to wag my tail
🐶 Blep
🐶 Lovingly biting (lightly)
👽 Pretend I'm normal and human (doing so less & less tho! /pos)
👽 Using what I know in psychology and about the person I'm talking to to navigate social situations
🐶🦜 Shake shake shake
🦜🐦⬛👽 Mimicking sounds and phrases
🐶🦜🐦⬛ Communicate with little sounds
🦋 General Tags
#cep-posts : original posts
#cep-being : stuff about myself/my identity
#cep-thoughts : my thoughts on stuff (research, discourse, activism,…)
#cep-witches : my spirituality
#cep-journals : my journaling
#cep-art : my art
#cep-writes : my writing
#cep-fandoms : fandomy stuff
#cep-daydreams : my daydreams
#cep-loves : my selfshipping
#ceps-forever-world : my minecraft forever world
#cep-yaps : rambles and yapping
#cep-socialises : from answering asks to tag games
#cep-nsft : nsfw stuff; minors please block this tag, same for people that would prefer not to see this
Hi! Name's Kai, I'm 21, I use any pronouns, and this is my blog!
