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Maybe I’m the only one who freaked out about this but bdubs’ last words before his second death made my jaw drop so I. Further dramatized it of course with a comic dfbjdfbksfgfg also I just wanted to draw ren and bigb furious :]

Limited Life - Out of Context bc of course [FINALE SPOILERS]

no i will not defend myself, nor will i be taking questions. uhh if this gets reacted to: sorry (but only a little)anyway please take the product of my speed...

I really love this out of context LiL video! Stalary did such a great job!

Heather by Conan Gray, but Bigb is Heather and Scar is the one singing. If you want you can also do Cleo as Heather and Pearl singing.  

DOUBLE LIFE SPOILERS!!!!

Guys! My mind is getting filled with ideas of angsty! OMG! Just Grian trying to win over Bigb. And Scar taking damage to freak out Grian or maybe its his way of trying to get his attention since Grian has his eyes on Bigb. 

Maybe a Scar and Pearl team up aka the Breakheart duo? Who knows! My mind is racing with ideas omg. I might as well write some fics at this point because I just want to share the angst! 

This is ten times funnier when you found out what his task was

(spoiler)

It was to dig a hole

His task was only to dig the hole

He didn't need to get all suspicious about it!

BigB causing server wide brain damage

Doodle req - BigBs secret life skin !!!

A secret life Bigb!! Based off his red life skin! <3

some designs I doodled for a random au that I never ended up writing which I had come up with mainly an excuse to have the three of them attempt a bajillion piece puzzle and go absolutely insane trying to finish it (they lost like ten pieces)

The gist was: nosey journalist and local conspiracy theorist meet cryptid in the woods who turns out to have the most normal guy core personality. Like 60% of the au was just the three of them chilling and pursuing their interests and hobbies (which consist of being extremely unsettling and weird at people, and puzzles). Also Pearl’s shirt says Ekko Astral (it’s a band) because in the au she listens to them a lot.

thisss a million times this! The thing that people forget about the secret soulmates ordeal is that Grian chose BigB, but he did not choose to be paired with Scar. He made it clear from the beginning how he didn’t want to be with Scar. (Interjection: this is all c!s, and not hating on scarian also a valid ship just me rambling about how I like to interpret it and also it’s very grammatically incorrect and probably pretty repetitive because I didn’t really read through it lol) He was forced to team with him by their shared health, but the term “cheating” implies that Grian chose to be with Scar and then later went back on that. Secret Soulmates, meanwhile, was purely for Grian’s emotional benefit. They gave each other hearts and cookies and there was nothing in particular about the two of them that screamed alliance made for practical reasons. They were just kind of keeping each other company, BigB needing it because his soulmate was away so often that the guy had joined a singles support group, and Grian needing it because well if I write all my thoughts on why in this one sentence it’ll go on forever. Even from third life, Grian shows bias toward Bigb, commenting that if it comes down to it he doesn’t think he’ll be able to kill him even though Bigb is on the opposite side.

But back to my point about why I think Grian is lonely: in double life, Scar behaves with Grian the same way that he behaves with him in third life, where he was reckless and Grian just had to go along with whatever scar said because he was indebted. This in contrast to double life, where the soul bound puts each partner on equal standing, but Scar, probably without realizing, takes the lead, but Grian is no longer content to follow. Scar takes for granted that Grian will always follow him, hence the reason he seems more inclined towards petty vengeance than actual anger or even worry when he finds out about BigB. He is confident that Grian will always come back to him, which, when Grian doesn’t want to, makes things. Complicated. Really, he builds himself a panda reserve, Grian made it very clear that he’s not super fond of the pandas, but Scar is operating on how he knew Grian in third life, before Grian joined the south lands where equality (sometimes rather than equity even when thats not really good, but that’s it whole own shebang) was like their whole shtick, so he thinks that everything he builds for him is for both of them, because in the past he was in charge and had to take the lead. So Grian seeks out someone he wanted from the beginning of both that season and of the series who is, as prev stated, very calm. Scar wanders off to go do something dangerous expecting Grian to follow because that’s what he would have done in third life, but Grian is like okay, you go do that, and goes over to go do arts n’ crafts with BigB. BigB, also, has been constantly on the outside of groups and rarely having an alliance of his own because other people find him creepy or scary or unnerving, which is something he encourages, and even seems to enjoy, but Grian is usually the only one to not be scared off by BigB’s bigbness, like in secret life when he was like this base is scary but it’s also cool, hey is that your initial in the roof and he is literally the only one to notice that and Bigb is just so excited that someone noticed something about his base that wasn’t hey this place is terrifying. They just genuinely enjoy each other company. They can just be silly and definitely not bossy together and have fun! They, for all their fanon characterization, and actually probably one of the healthiest c!relationships in the whole series, because they actually like each other, chose each others company out of their own free will and for no other reason than their affection for the other, and are not toxicly codependent. Idk this is a pretty long and probably incoherent ramble, but I felt compelled because please for the love of all that is sculk someone put some biggri on ao3 that is literally anything other than cheating in scarian angst fics. Thank you prev for reminding me how much I love this pairing.

I know that Grian said “Bigb treated me right” just to get a rise out of Scar but I feel like this is a good opportunity to talk about how much (in my opinion) Grian and Bigb as a pairing are slept on

They both have this chaotic energy that feels complimentary, Grian’s pesky bird-ness and BigB’s whimsy. They both have this quiet rebellion or discontent against the games. BigB knows that it’s all for nothing and doesn’t play into the Watchers’ emotional manipulation, whereas Grian (up until wild life) tries to escape and fight the Watchers’ hold on him.

I feel like BigB’s calm energy is a sigh of relief for Grian. That he can trust someone, and be trusted, without it being another game. That he doesn’t need to constantly worry about survival, and can just enjoy existing. They just want to frolic in a meadow and have a nice picnic your honor

I feel like there’s so much more to this pairing beyond the secret soulmates thing and that their chemistry is actually reall nice! And have a lot of potential for AUs and fanfics!

Absolutely late to do this BUT I DID IT(originally posted to my Instagram)

Lizzie and BigB! Or should I say... Terry ?

Part 1. P2. P3. P4. P5. P6. P7. P8 (here) P9

Full Pic

i’ve been rewatching last life …

I'd like a silly little bigb.. I'm having Thoughts about him

I fell asleep and suddenly he was in my sketchbook

BigB you will always be special to me

+chibi closeups

"I'll show you what will happen if you stay in the pale garden for a long time"

Hermit-A-Day 24: Friends!!

I tried 2 sketches of really complicated pieces but I was so tired I couldn’t finish either so here’s a little calm-down piece of Grian and BigB!