Something That Should Really Be Addressed

My L.A. teacher: *wonders why none of us actually go through lessons*

Also my L.A. teacher: *assigns 11 slides with 10 pages each*

"They hurt you because they like you." Needs to stop.

I come on here today to bring forward an issue that I have personally dealt with myself.

Most of us females, when we're young, are taught that a boy likes us if he is hurting us, by bullying us, throwing things at us, pulling our hair, pushing us around, you name it. Anything a boy at a young age could possibly think of doing, they did it. When I told my mother about a boy bullying me when I was still in elementary school, from 1st to 4 grade, and even when I see him now, in 11th grade, he treats me like shit. Any chance he got, he used it to hurt me, whether that was emotionally or physically. He'd get his little sidekick friend to chase me around the elementary playground and throw the rubber at my back, so much so that it could cause burns and bruises. I never told my mom that, because when I did, I was told "oh. that's because he likes you."

He abused me, and yet, I still liked him. I still had that stupid little crush on him, even if he hurt me. I was young and impressionable, and I didn't know any better. When I was told "it's because he likes you", that tells me, my little, underdeveloped brain, that it is OKAY for men to treat me like shit, because they love me, and THAT'S why I should stay. I should ALLOW men, with their big fat egos and fragile masculinity, to treat ME like shit because they 'LIKE' me.

In my first relationship, I was treated like shit by my girlfriend and some of her friends. People that I considered my friends. Yet I was gaslighted, I was manipulated and verbally abused by these people who I thought cared about me. People I thought LOVED me. I thought that love was enough, even if they treated me like shit, maybe, deep down, I even thought I deserved it. That I was the one in the wrong. I wasn't in the wrong. They didn't care, they didn't love me, platonically, or otherwise. They abused me, they neglected me. It's been years and still, their actions and words cover me in their shadows. I'm still healing.

Still, to this day, I let people walk all over me, because I push so many people away in fear of the manipulation and abuse that I may be put through, and I have no one else. I don't allow myself to go out and meet new people because I'm so afraid of losing them if I get attached. And I know this, but I also know where it comes from. I've let people walk over me all my life, just because I was taught that it was okay for people to do that because they love me. I was a kid, and I needed acceptance, so I let it happen, but I was never faced with acceptance.

For my whole life, I've been told "he hurts you because he likes you.", and only one time had I brought it up, recently this year, and my mom realized, "Wait... he did that to you? Why didn't you tell me?" My mom realized her error, and while I do forgive her, I cannot forgive those words that set up the first years of my life.

That is why we cannot tell children these things. If you teach your kids that it is okay for them to be abused out of 'love', then you're not only part of the problem, but you are setting them up for the life of a victim. A victim may never understand what love really is because when they think love, they think ABUSE, they think hitting, yelling, throwing things, and cursing. No one deserves to live life as a victim of anything, and it is our job to help future generations NOT grow up like we did. We're supposed to teach generations after us that abuse is never the way, that abuse is NOT love, and it never will be. Abuse. Is. Abuse. Let's start saying it like it is.

This is fucking hilarious coming from someone who acts like meowbahh (a disgusting creep who profits off the NSFW art of a dead youtuber) is some bullshit profit.

You mock Muslims, and mock religion in general. You're "religion" is a fucking cult. Anyone who supports you and that disgusting, so-called "artist" are also disgusting creeps that are enabling the disgusting shit that Meowbahh creates.

I may joke about having a cult, but that doesn't make us a cult, and we don't genuinely treat our thing as a god or "lord" or "savior".

I cannot even imagine someone defending that disgusting person, but humanity is low enough as it is, so I'm not sure why I'm surprised. 🤷‍♀️

I cannot believe I'm back here with something is DISGUSTING as this.

TW// s3x, death, corpses

Please take the time to read my tweet, and read meowbah's tweet with extreme caution.

I'm genuinely asking that people take the time to at LEAST spread the word if you cannot report them. If you have a twitter account, USE IT!

Arum - dustberry fanchild - !! a friend's OC !!

Not my art - you can ask him if you want

My friend - Star_Natz

am i turning into todoroki or what-

No one:

Not a single soul:

Not even Vivziepop herself:

Me: ALASTOR IS THE LOVE CHILD OF TONY AND BILL DAMMIT!

So ya'll know the FNaF theory about Gregory being the FNAF4 bite victim? If you don't, basically, after bite victim's death, William couldn't handle his death, and remade him as a robot. Gregory and the bite victim look extremely similar, though it would typically be impossible for them to be the same because we know bite victim died, sparking the possiblity that William made him into a robot, and that robot being Gregory. (Plenty of evidence shown in the game) For better information, I'm obviously directing you to MatPat's theory about it.

Anyways! I'm sat here watching Astro Boy and noticed parallels about son's death, then remade into a robot, and immediately it got me thinking "WILLIAM AFTON IS THAT YOU"

I hoped to never go on to social media to call out someone for abusing me in some way... but here I fucking am.

TW// grooming, toxic relationship

At the age of 10, I met someone online who I shared a common interest with. They introduced me to their friends, and one of them would become my abuser. After our little group fell apart, her and I stayed friends. Eventually, we figured out we liked each other, and we started dating by the time I was 12.

Things were fine for awhile, but during an arguement one time, I remember her calling me toxic. I didn't even know what that word meant, yet it stuck to me for years. I didn't get over that until I finally stepped into the light, left her behind, and finally started to get better.

We'd keep arguing, we'd take "breaks", but with each break we'd end up still be like "ily" and realize that we weren't truly having a break, ever.

Once we broke up, it only took me a day to decide that we couldn't even stay friends. It didn't feel right. I ghosted her, and I don't even remotely regret it. I was only 13. Things were quiet, and with my therapist, I had come to realize how much she really abused me.

6 months later, my abuser reached out to me. She snuck into my discord server, once she revealed herself, I was willing to make small talk. I was willing to forgive. I was naive.

I mentioned that I told my friends in my server about what she did. So she snooped and got upset when I called her a groomer. So, I deleted that message... but I really shouldn't have.

I'm 16 now, and I only just now realized that she abused me so much worse than I think. Everytime I realize that she did something wrong, I think "it can't get worse than this.", but it has. Most of my memories of the time I had with her is blotted out, but one thing I do remember is a BDSM list.

I was 13, maybe even 12, when she sent me the blank list, and one filled out. She told me, "You should do this and send it to me. Here's mine." I don't remember looking at hers, but I remember genuinely trying to fill it out, because I was young. I was naive. I didn't know any better.

I didn't know most of the things listed on it. I had to look half of it up, and I was so uncomfortable doing it the whole time. Not like anything could have had any truth to it because I was fucking 12/13. I had absolutely 0 experience in anything sexual. I was so uncomfortable doing it, it wasn't fair to me to do something like this and not understand any of it.

I didn't realize how damn weird it was back then. I only just realized it and it's been nearly half a decade. There are certain people out there that have used that list to groom their victims, I found it out just now, and it hit me like a fucking train to realize that I was victim to it.

Tabby, I don't fucking give a shit if I ruin your chances of college, or a job. You don't deserve a good life because you ruined mine. And even though I've learned to grow around my trauma, I cannot move on from the fact that you are the reason I struggle so much today. I don't fucking trust people, because of you and the way you treated me. But I have learned to realize that I will not tolerate people stepping all over me and I will not be treated unfairly because I have fucking worth and you don't get to act all innocent anymore.

My abuser is Tabbybat6. Bluebat, Tabbitha, whatever the fuck she goes by now. I first met her on Steam, we moved to hangouts, then Discord. She has Wattpad, Instagram, Tumblr, and on everything I could think of, I have her blocked and restricted.

Tabbitha, if somehow, you're reading this, I hope you understand the way you made me feel, someday. I hope you feel all the pain you made me feel from your abuse. And I'm praying to the god I don't believe in that justice gets fucked served.

okay so random headcanons i have for dsmp (in a NON-CANON universe, still characters tho ofc)

XD's name is Xander, idk why, but to me, it fits.

HD's name (GeorgeHD, aka God George for those who dont know) is Henry, because it's George's middle name. (because GeorgeHD.. HD is his last two initials... so... Henry... not Tommy's cow-)

and that's all I have for you, Tumblr, have a good day

you know what annoys me?

this stupid video i keep getting recommended on youtube, called "we don't talk about dan schneider" my first point is: why? because he essentially publicized his own fetishes through literal children? what makes him worse than any other pedophile or serial killer? why do we talk about the zodiac killer, jack the ripper? why talk about dr**m or kr*s tyson? why talk about any other criminals, like d.b. cooper or the Columbus high school shooters? this leads right into my second point: we talk about these examples to not repeat the past. what makes schn**der any different from these people, that makes it horrible to talk about? nothing. because we continue to tell these stories because it's a part of human history and we talk about it to not repeat it. if we dont talk about these cases, the past will be repeated, we will be blind to all the signs that we now recognize as predatory.

don't say "dont talk about them". talk about them. warn people. show them the warning signs. dont forget about what he's done, so we can help people in the future. stop living in a circle. live in a line. don't repeat the past.

BY THE WAY!! I hope that everybody knows it is not okay to make memes and jokes about this situation, not about Manatreed, not about Dream, nothing. This isn't a situation to joke about, there is no "lightening the mood" with inappropriate jokes. I just wanted to say this because there are many people out there that will try.

https://twitter.com/dreamwastaken/status/1488479934389567488?t=2uLfQqsS2rm8U5vi2Nk1ww&s=19

So are they happy with what they've done? (the fucks that started the drama that is)

Being someone who suffers with anxiety, it is fucking disgusting to see people exploit it, and it is especially disgusting to see that both Manatreed and Dream suffered with anxiety from this situation, because people want nothing more than to see others suffer. I never condone trolling, doxxing, etc. etc., but if you're one of those fucks that decided to start this drama: go get a damn life.

Sorry for coming off aggressively or angry, but I am pissed off, with plenty of good reason to be.

And in this time right now, we need to support Dream and Manatreed. It must have taken a lot of courage for them to get through the anxiety and come out to say anything at all.