If You Ever Feel Like This My Inbox Is Forever Open ! ❤️

Love is so fucking hard ,

To give till you die ,

I think Their ment

Till your soul,

Is killed off

And nothing is left

But the clear blue sky .

@trueemotions91

He Called me ,

While in my darkest storm

To teach me

The power of my mind

To follow your heart

Is a fools journey.

As the heart bleeds for lust

Yet The mind survivors alone

It nourishes in silence

In screams in anger

But it forever heals and moves on

The memories remain

But the heart will always play games.

@trueemotions91

Beautiful ! X

Yoshitaka Amano

All I need is air

The sun

The moon

The sea

All things that are beyond the beauty of the earth

When all falls silence , all at last will be

How the world was ment to be

I see you , your struggles and all the things behide

But nature is calling you

To heal you

In the silence , of the night

We need that, to reinstate

Reinstate with the earth , the very place we was made

To feel the air against your naked skin

The noise of the trees

The sound of the leaves and rain

This is what your body is craving

A break from hell

And back to heaven on nature’s ground

Bare footed

To recharge from the ground

Not from the television , we weren’t made a plug in

Pick up the leaves

let the creatures of earth wiggle on your feet

Put down the phone

And dig your hands into earths rich soil

Roll around like you never have

Smell the flowers and enjoy the earth.

@trueemotions91

Come see what I see

Twisted deformed faces in front of me

Crazy they call me

But these fuckers clearly can’t see

Like sheep in a line, all gawping when I open my mind

Don’t believe me when I say

It’s the most powerful thing about me

Trust me when I say it

Ain’t no delusion

I have to fight the beast everyday

You , you are nothing

Compared to this fucker

I cant escape it , not even run from it

Stuck with it till I die

Can you see ?

You , you are nothing to me.

Human like me

But I don’t use my fist to win this fight

My brain is always right

So no escaping me

Because once I get in

They ain’t no getting out

I cant escape me

Even the devil don’t want in this game .

A monster in disguise ,

A gift from god

Who knows what it’s called

Electric powers me

The Voltage erupts

Causing me a rage

With a mind full of volts

That turn into words

Them words turn into ideas

And the whole world spins .

Still makes no sense

Still can’t understand

Nor can I , so join the clan .

@trueemotions91

Crazy world

Crazy life

My brain just ain’t right

All my life

Is a fight

For my right to be classed as normal.

What is normal

I hear them scream

Take one of these pills

And you run to the hills

The wind will give you the chills

The sun will over heat you

The trees will underestimate you

The ground will run with you

The birds follow me

With a tweet tweet,

And then all becomes a silly retreat.

Into my own

I hear them

But my brain ain’t ready for the final call

Because if being normal is you or me

I would rather pick to talk to that tree.

@trueemotions91

Lost Balloons

(Pic is mine. Reproduce however you want)

when i look at the sky

i dont

see clouds

at least not as often as

i see feathers

from missing wings

i dont see myself

next to the stars

im in the middle

where lost balloons are found

i let one go once

it explored the sky

while i swore

it would come back

© @parasomnambulist December 15, 2020

A soul is my beauty

Looks are deceiving

They try and trick the mind

To make us believe

In something that isn’t there

As a soul can’t lie

It speaks the truth beyond the mask

That’s put in as a disguise

To look beyond is hard

It’s a battle with mind and temptation

But which do you choose

When the pretty tunes in to the soul

And Creates the devil

Do you realise the danger your soul has intwined to,

A pretty soul will always have a pretty face ,

You just have to look deeper in the beholders eyes,

The eyes are the beauty ,

As dark as chocolate , as blue as the skies , as green as the mountains on a dewy morning sun rise ,

Not the cold hunger , with a smile upon the face ,

That’s clearly the devil in disguise .

@trueemotions91

Fondling ,

In between the leaves,

Of a crispy bed of seaweed.

Slithering down my body

To find thier new home

deep in between my legs,

Where the spiders wait

Late at night

Stalking thier next victim ,

The mouse use me for warmth,

Scared of the night time dawn.

the owl holds all

Of my darkest secrets,

The stars have witnessed

My deepest desire ,

She feels me

When I whisper ,

Her leaves curl

Into a twisted picture .

Their all use me for

shelter.

@trueemotions91

I hear you,

I can feel you

I can’t see you.

Sickness

Weakness

You make me do all these things.

Love

Hate

Twisted emotions

You control all these .

My movement

My touch

My taste

Are all crazy things

It scares me

To know your the most powerful thing.

@trueemotions91