I Live With Atopic Dermatitis. There's No Way To Cure It, You Can Only Compensate.

I live with atopic dermatitis. There's no way to cure it, you can only compensate.

I remember when I believed in God, as a child, I wished for my birthday and new year's Eve only one thing - to be healthy, to stop being sick with it. But it was all in vain. When I was 14 years old, I had already stopped believing in God. I was offended that I was given this disease. I didn't know why I got it.

When I entered the university, my condition was getting worse. I had permanent cracks, itching, and frequent but brief bleeding on my hands. This new year, I've managed to get my skin back to almost normal. But now it's all coming back. As it turned out, atopic dermatitis depends on stress. I'm neurotic and I get nervous all the time.

Now I am forever in this limbo of blood and pain. Nothing and no one can save me.

I remember (from childhood) how I prayed on holidays, as my grandmother said that God would hear my prayers. No matter what treatment I chose, it all came back.

I'm just a mistake

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Hiiiii, I just stumbled upon your blog and omg I love your dividers so much, they're so aesthetic!! ♡ and I saw your requests are open, so I'd like to ask for these pretty babes originally from you as well, only now in a muted tan/cream and white colours! ♡ I'm so sorry if I ask too much, and thank you if you decide to take your time with them, 🥰 hope you're having a lovely, lovely day! ☀️🫶✨

howdy! and thank you so much! i’m so glad you like them ♥️

so i had to go back and re-make all of these so they may not be the exact same size as my originals, but they are pretty close! also i had to use more of the beige/tan tones because a lot of cream tones won’t show up well when i’m making them (or in light mode in general lol). so i hope you like these too!