Latest Posts by numbrunaway - Page 2

i NEED to cvt myself more after i have a shower... i need to drown in my thoughts for a bit

me when the days start blending together and I can't remember what I'm supposed to be doing

"You're an attention seeker!!!" Ofc I am. Now give me your attention or I explode ( ,,⩌'︿'⩌,,)

let's overdose together (romantic)

when I’m wiping up bl00d and it’s like wack-a-mole whenever one starts bl33ding again

i have hobbies, like cutting and thinking about death

oh how i wish it wasnt so warm where i live already i wish i could cvt my arm more but i guess i have to do my legs instead where i can cover it..

JAYD3N'S SONG OF THE DAY!

day 2 - with the IE (way up) by Jennie

mom: "you have no reason to be tired"

YES I DO I JUST GOT OFF OF WORK WHERE I HAVE TO CHASE KIDS AROUND AND TRY TO TEACH THEM GYMNASTICS

how i feel because i have to go to work soon kill me please

i hate my life i hate having to worry about work and school and my friends 24/7

im so behind on my school work right now and thats making me go insane

cvtting is the best coping mechanism i have right now

im not lovable. i know im not

every year i reach new lows and wish i killed myself earlier

my family fucking hates me

my friends fucking hate me

strangers fucking hate me

I dont deserve to live

i want to cut everyone off but i know that no one will even notice my absence

Why do people react so strongly toward cutting? To me it's an equivalent of smoking or drinking so it's just another coping mechanism. It's not that serious. Chill the hell out

how i feel standing in the mirror felling completely obese with my totally fake scratches on my arm

unfortunately i DID take what you said to heart and now i’m sobbing and debating on whether i should kill you or kill myself

yeah alcohol is cool but have you ever been someone's first choice? me neither. pass the bottle.

Pardon me for being childfree but I'm the byproduct of people who are better off without children. It only makes sense to end my bloodline here so this disease won't spread.

If the vibes r off I will assume you hate me and want me dead

its so hard to believe someone could love me. im always always too much or too little. never enough.

"You’re so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.

Nobody apologized for how they treated me they just blamed me for how I reacted

how i feel when people ask me what the scars on my arms are and i say "oh they're rabbit scratches totally"

JAYD3N'S SONG OF THE DAY

day 1 - Good things go by linkin park

good things really do go!1!@1@1@

sitting near the water / whirlpools remained me so much of how all i want to do is to drown myself

fuck my life honestly i cant stand it

i feel so obese..

according to google being 100 lbs is considered morbidly obese. i need to stop eating whenever i feel like it and go back to eating once every 24hrs

parents when you show signs of mental disorder (they're the reason you have one)