If The Vibes R Off I Will Assume You Hate Me And Want Me Dead

i NEED to cvt myself more after i have a shower... i need to drown in my thoughts for a bit

me after telling my therapist im not self harming and i have no urges too. (im lying):

when someone doesn’t wanna tell me what i did wrong and suddenly i’m 8 years old wondering what i did to make my mom mad again

i want to cut everyone off but i know that no one will even notice my absence

i hate my life i hate having to worry about work and school and my friends 24/7

im so behind on my school work right now and thats making me go insane

cvtting is the best coping mechanism i have right now

me when the days start blending together and I can't remember what I'm supposed to be doing

JAYD3N'S SONG OF THE DAY

day 4 - i do me by kiiikiii

stan kiiikiii ⭐

unfortunately i DID take what you said to heart and now i’m sobbing and debating on whether i should kill you or kill myself

"You’re so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.

im not lovable. i know im not