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My Sirius Black Headcanons:

talked to the moon while in azkaban bc he missed remus

actually a huge softie

tough exterior but super sensitive on in inside

at one point the other marauders found out that he could speak french almost fluently and the one who loved it the most was remus

the first time james told him that he loves him and that he was like his brother, he cried bc no one had ever told him that they loved him before

gave remus a notebook, but only so he can read it when remus is asleep

while in azkaban, he would also transform into a dog every full moon. he would lie down and stare at the moon, hoping remus is okay and that makes it safely through the night

biggest drama queen hogwarts has ever seen

sleeps in remus' sweaters

wears a leather jacket instead of his robes and doesn't understand why mcgonagall tells him to “take that thing off”

always likes to hug everyone and his love language is physical contact

would blast muggle music when he was at 12 grimmauld place for the holidays just to piss off his blood prejudiced family

after graduating hogwarts, he finds out about muggle motorcycles and never uses floo again

black suits are his thing, but only when he isn’t wearing his leather jacket or his gryffindor robes

biggest heart. if he cares and loves you, he cares and loves very hard and deeply. when he says, he got you, he got you. literally for anything

I know I will be dead long before you read this but I want you to know that it was I who discovered your secret.

Naturally,“ said Madame Rosmerta, with a small laugh. “Never saw one without the other, did you? The number of times I had them in here – ooh, how they used to make me laugh. 

James: hey, Remus, what’s on your mind?

Remus: * Sirius Black. Sirius Black. Sirius Black. Sirius Black. Sirius Black. Sirius Black. Sirius Black. Sirius Black *

James: Remus?

Remus: nothing

Renegade // a mix for teenage Sirius Black [listen]

I feel like Remus is one of those cat people who can sleep anytime they want to, like he’ll literally just lay his head down on Sirius’ lap and fall asleep straight away. Sirius will 100% pretend to be irritated but will sit there and stroke Remus’ hair until he falls asleep too.

Yes, Andrew Garfield as young Remus Lupin is my religion.

Remus: I finished my book

Remus: and I have to wait a week before I can get the next one

Remus: I'm pretty sure this is the worst form of torture ever

Remus: hOw Am I gOiNg To SuRvIvE

Sirius and James: is he ok-

My Remus Lupin Headcanons:

loves classic literature

always takes a book with him wherever he goes

a lot more sensitive than he lets on

sticks little notes into his books

and they’re filled with wonderful, witty metaphors explaining his thinking and also fabulous insights, not just about the stories themselves, but also the nature of reading and writing

black tea fanatic

has a “secret” diary and writes every moment he has with sirius in it bc he wants to remember all of it. first date, first surprise, first trip together, first anniversary etc. he writes down all of it and doesn’t miss any parts

the quietest marauder, but he’s also the one with the quickest, wittiest remarks and comebacks

muggle books. so many of them. in drawers, underneath his bed. he loves the way muggles describe everything with so much beauty and depth

favorite holiday is christmas and he’s the best at giving gifts bc really listens and takes into consideration what would make the ones he loves smile

issues with anxiety and depression

soft spot for lily (platonic soulmates)

makes all his bookmarks by himself and each one is individual

sirius going to azkaban, the “betrayal” of james and lily was soul shattering for him. he spents months remembering everything sirius said to him and wondered if it all been an act. the hugs, the compassion, the kisses and the love

libraries and bookstores are his safe haven and bring him comfort

James wearing Sirius' leather jacket and doing an impersonation of him in their dorm and he goes like “Remus Lupin. Wow. Moony is HOT.” 

Headcanon that Sirius would give Remus hand written excerpts from books he thought he might like. 🥺

At this point I’m just using my page as a dump site for all the art I make to cope with sad feelings

A world of their own

Remus: Honestly people should just fuck off

Remus: But not Sirius tho. Sirius is the one exception

Remus:

Remus: So is this the moment when I realize I'm hopelessly in love with him

9 nights in Remus John Lupin’s Life. The whole thing is hidden by a cut because of a depiction of self harm. One of the most complicated things I’ve ever drawn. Phew!

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One summer, Remus returns home from the farmer’s market to find a large black dog sitting by his front door, basking in the afternoon sun. When it hears his footsteps, the dog raises its head and jumps to its feet, tail wagging and tongue lolling out the side of his mouth. Remus rushes forward, pulling the dog into a warm embrace. What the hell are you doing here? The dog only whines, his jowls undeniably smiling.

Remus tells his parents that the dog must be a stray and that he can’t possibly leave him to bake in the summer heat, so he brings the dog inside and up to his room. Before he can even shut the door, there’s a very handsome boy standing behind him, arms snaking around his waist and pulling him towards the bed. Sirius’ fingers rake through Remus’ hair, tracing the scars over his cheeks. Couldn’t wait to see you, Moony.

incorrect marauders quotes [1/?]

Sirius secretly sends Remus little notes all December, then reveals himself on Christmas

December 1st 

Your eyes are mesmerizing I could watch them for hours

- Xoxo 

December 3rd 

I hope you have a good day, remember to smile. It makes you miles prettier. Not that you’re not already stunning.

- Xoxo 

December 9th 

I love you

- Ღ 

December 11th 

I would wait a whole lifetime for you. 

- Seriously 

“I love you? Wow. Are you sure you have no idea who this is?” 

Remus sighed and shrugged, taking the folded paper from James’s hand and tucking it back inside his pocket neatly. That was the thing. The notes were always short, barely two sentences at the most, written in a script that looked somehow familiar to him but he had yet to pin how. The notes could barely mean anything. They were just pieces of paper, right? 

But Remus hung onto them. It had been almost two weeks now and every two days, without fail, he would wake up to another small folded paper next to his bed. James and Peter swore they never saw anyone enter their dorm, it was theirs after all and no one else should have been able to get in without them noticing. 

“Maybe they’re levitating them through the window?” Sirius offered one morning while tossing his tie around his neck. Remus had cocked an eyebrow and asked, “Who would go to all that trouble?” 

Sirius grinned and shrugged. “Who knows, Moony. I mean, who wouldn’t?” 

Remus frowned. “What do you mean by that?” 

“I mean…you’re you.” Sirius uttered a slightly awkward laugh before leaving the room with a wave. “C’mon it’s time for breakfast, don’t take forever coming down.” 

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I’ve got a clear vision in my head of a young Remus coming back from full moons and missions for the Order with only the strength to put on slippers before he’s out like a light.

“I solemnly swear that I am up to no good”

I found a textured line brush I like ❤️

Sirius: I need a moment to collect myself after Remus John Lupin does anything.

Lily and Remus: We have extremely high standards and expectations!

Sirius and James: *Desperately trying to lick their own elbows*

Remus: What the hell have we gotten ourselves into.

Lily: Apparently our standards are shit.

So this is my first drawing of this style… and I’m not really sure what I’m doing.

The exact moment when Sirius realized that he would live for Remus. Moony and Padfoot on my parents’ house near the lake. - James Potter. 16. Winter.

The Act of Love ||  𝖂𝖔𝖑𝖋𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖗

Summary: Remus and Sirius sleep together for the first time.

Warnings: smut (18+)

A/N: This is my first attempt at writing, so i apologize in advance haha. I thoroughly enjoyed writing this, but i’m still a little bit insecure. Hope you enjoy nevertheless!

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Sirius and Remus are in their dorm, door locked with a strong locking spell, just in case. James and Peter went out to Hogsmeade and now there’s no one that can disrupt their precious time together.

They’re only inches apart and then they’re kissing. Sirius gently lifts Remus up and lies him down on his bed, while hovering above him and instead of his lips, he goes down and kisses his neck. Remus is unable to control his yearning any longer. His heart is beating fast. His brain loses it’s ability to think rationally. So he decides to listen to his heart. His heart, that tells him to take this further.

“Sirius-”

“Hm?” he pauses kissing his neck.

“I...” he swallows loudly and feels the slight blush that grows on his cheeks “I think i’m ready.....i really want to....with you....but i mean we don’t have to, if you don’t want to.”

Sirius looks up and cups his cheek with his right hand. They're staring into each others eyes once again.

“Remus....i want to. You have no idea how long i've been thinking about this.....you and me.”

Remus’ stomach flutters at his words.

“I just thought you weren’t ready and i didn’t want to put any pressure on you,” Sirius murmurs.

“I wasn’t for a long time....the thought of my scars....and exposing myself to you....but i want this with you....and only you.”

Remus feels a sudden rush of shame and tries to hide his face. Sirius frowns a little at his words and still cupping Remus' cheek, he puts his thumb under his chin and turns his head to look at him.

"No.....you never have to hide...not from me. You’re beautiful to me no matter what and a few scars won’t change that.”

“I love you..” Remus says with tears in his eyes.

“I love you too. You have no idea how much.”

Their lips meet in a passionate, heated and breathtaking kiss. There’s no shame, no more hiding, just pure love and lust rushing through both of them. Remus feels like he’s spilling over.

Their tongues interconnect in gentle caresses and Sirius' hand finds the way under Remus' shirt, pressing his palm onto his heated skin. He lets out a soft whimper and almost reflexively, he slides his fingers into Sirius' long, dark hair and slowly strokes through it.

Sirius slowly pulls away and commences to take off Remus' shirt, then pulls him in for yet another heated kiss. As they explore each other's mouths, they strip each other from their clothes, leaving them both completely naked. Remus worried about being naked in front of Sirius a lot in the past, but the slight embarrassment he continues to feel, does not overweight the want of having him in the most intimate way.

He looks up at Sirius, as he sits back and begins to trail his fingers down his belly. Both their eyes are cloudy with lust and burning affection.

“Is this okay?” Sirius asks gently.

Remus, closing his eyes once more, can hear himself saying yes. Everything just feels too hazy. He begins to place open mouthed kisses on each of Remus' scar filled hips and it triggers soft pants and longing whimpers.

Sirius makes sure to cover every inch of skin. On Remus' inner thigh, he slids his hand down and cups his privates. Sirius watches as his eyes squeeze tight together.

“You’re doing so good for me, baby..” Sirius gasps out.

He proceeds kissing down Remus' entire naked body and Remus’ hands tighten in his hair the closer he gets to his erection. He shudders and his back arches as Sirius begins to lick him.

“Sirius...i-”

Fingers curling and uncurling weakly into the sheets. Remus' throat feels dry, unable to formulate words. He's reduced to breathless whimpers and voiceless moans. Sirius' hand cups his cheek once again, thumb swiping underneath his right eye as if wiping away nonexistent tears.

"Look at me, love.." he murmurs.

Remus forces his eyelids open. Sirius' face is flushed and he’s looking at him with love. So much love. The longing to feel him becomes overwhelming, so Remus slowly lifts his legs and wraps them around the other boy's waist.

Sirius lets out a surprised whimper and gasps into one of their never ending kisses. This is utter bliss and Remus never wants it to end. Sirius takes hold of his legs and holds them there.

They’re staring longingly into each other’s eyes and as Remus gives a silent nod, Sirius reaches over to his nightstand to grab his wand. He utters a silencing spell and then he reaches to the bottom drawer, grabbing a condom and lube.

The preparation is slow. Sirius is careful, so as not to hurt him. He focuses his eyes on Remus. He is attentive. Trying to see what is working for him and what isn’t. The image of Remus, underneath him and his utter trust, to do this with him, almost makes his heart burst with love.

"Just tell me if i need to stop, okay baby?"

Remus nods and finally, Sirius begins to line himself up and slowly and carefully eases himself into him. They both breathe shaky breaths.

Having Sirius this close to him is overwhelming, to feel him inside of him and him being this tender with his body, almost makes Remus want to cry. He loves him with every fiber of his being. A part of him says it’s to good to be true, yet Sirius harmonizes his own moan of ecstasy with his. The sheer sound of his vibrato, causes Remus to shudder yet again.

Gods, it feels good. So so good, even though it’s still a little bit painful. He makes a hissing sound and Sirius heart contracts painfully in his chest, knowing he causes him pain.

"Are you okay?" Sirius asks concerned, ready to pull out.

"I. am. fine." Remus moans out.

Sirius kisses him, soothing the pain quietly as he begins to pull out, only to slid back in a few seconds later. Both of them moaning unabashedly loud at the feeling.

When Remus is ready, Sirius goes deeper. Inch by inch, until he is fully sheathed inside. He bottoms out and Remus is clenching so tightly around him, he swear he can feel his pulse.

A thousand butterflies well up in Remus' stomach. The rhythm is slow, forcing him to notice every movement. His body clenches tight, only to be pushed open wide, over and over again. Sirius lays loving kisses as he sets a steady rhythm. His head hangs low as he pulls out and then pushes back in, keeping a slow and careful rhythm.

"You feel so good my darling," Sirius breathes.

He’s spurring Remus on, praising him and continues to tell him how good he feels around him. Remus is whining and moaning openly now. Crying out as he’s clinging to Sirius' back, legs looped around his waist. He wasn't even aware that he could make these kinds of sounds. It’s music to Sirius' ears. To see that he can bring Remus pleasure like this...it motivates him to keep trying harder. How long he wished to be with Remus like this. His Remus.

“I love you,” he gasps, grabbing either side of Remus' hips and thrusts into him harder and deeper. Again and again, repeating “I love you I love you I love you-”

Remus keeps his eyes screwed shut, as he slowly throws his head left to right. He’s losing himself.

“Sirius, Sirius, Sirius,” he babbles around each thrust.

He can’t even think straight. So all he can think to do is pulling Sirius closer to him and pressing his lips onto his for a deep kiss.

“So beautiful,” Sirius murmurs, his mouth pressing to Remus’ jawline and fingers cupping his face. He can feel his inner muscles tighten around him. Remus is a sweating, shaking mess by now, completely lost in pleasure.

“Come for me, baby. I need to feel you come around me,” Sirius says before he reaches between Remus’s legs, grabs his most private part and starts pumping.

And so he does. With a prolonged whimper and Sirius’ name on his lips. Back arching off the mattress as his orgasm ripples through his body.

“Sirius..” he almost screams out, completely lost in the moment.

“I got you, baby” Sirius pants heavily, brushing the hair from Remus's sweaty forehead. “I got you.”

Remus’ hands caress his back, keeping him as close as possible, while Sirius rocks once more and shutters apart in Remus' arms and filling him with everything he got.

Wolfstar + Harry

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