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(งツ)ว on my way to develop feelings for someone who will never reciprocate
Don’t tell me off, please
My tc told me off today in the middle of a corridor (not in lesson :/ ) and now I feel like shit. He was accusing me of skipping a lesson basically because he saw me walking around. He kept being like ‘Did you go?’ And I kept saying that I did and he was like then why did I see you walking around with E and I was repeatedly like ‘I still went though, I’m not lying’. I was literally about to cry like I think he could tell I was getting upset because he was like ‘you’ve got such a good thing going on here don’t let yourself down’ and then he left me alone. I felt like shit, if it was any other teacher I literally wouldn’t have cared but it’s because it was him. Tbh I hate being told off and the fact he was the one telling me off just made it worse, I couldn’t even laugh it off because I care about what he thinks. I kept saying I wanted to get in trouble with him I take it baaack, it’s horrible. Apparently his week’s been quite stressful though so maybe that’s what it was?? Because when I went to see him later to collect some work he was quite cold then as well siiigh, idk if I can do this whole having a tc thing. 🥺
Tc update
Honestly things with my tc have been fine but nothing amazing to write about. I love that when I see him in corridors though we always talk, like the other day he asked me if I was alright and it just took my by surprise and I fucked up but like he’s so sweet, and he’s always smiling and saying hello to me siiiigh tbvh.
Anyway I’m in such a tiff rn because I think I’m crushing on someone else and omg, my heartbeat like fuuuuuck, I’ll talk about who it is in the next post (it’s lowkey still a tc)
Write your tc a card
If you don’t know how to start up a conversation with your tc, since Christmas is coming up, write them a Christmas card!!
If you don’t want people to get suspicious write Christmas cards for all your teachers (if you have too many, maybe your favourites other than tc) but just make your tcs really personalised.
If you want to seem even less suspicious get other people to sign it as well, like the rest of your class (just their names or maybe a little message with that) and after everyone has, you can write a personalised paragraph or two yourself without people finding out how personal you made it or how much you wrote.
If you’re not sure about when to give it to them, I’d suggest on like the last day or two days (in case they end up not coming in or something) before the Christmas break or at the end of your last lesson with them before the break. You can go to their office and hand it in and have a little chat or you can just do it after lesson and have a little chat. If it’s after lesson you probably want to wait behind a bit so it’s not awkward for you if people see you or end up listening in on your conversation and also so you don’t feel rushed. I’m telling you about it now so you have time to think about what you’re gonna write, what card you’re gonna get etc etc (if you don’t have the money to buy one, make one!!)
Good luck!!
P.S. this is a little disclaimer, please respect their privacy and don’t do anything reckless that’ll get them to lose their job.
P.S.S. This is also applicable to birthdays. If you know their birthday you can write one for then too.
Me staring at my tc waiting for his pupils to dilate when he looks my way.
is it just me or does anyone else come up with a whole conversation that could possibly happen between them and their tc,,,,, like you create a whole narrative of what you would say and how they could possibly respond.
dont look at me im gonna fall in love
not to sound like a golden retriever on main but the feeling when someone praises me for something i did? indescribable
Good confrontation
I went to give in my essay today so we talk for a bit about it and then he goes ‘I wish everyone could be as proactive as you but don’t tell everyone about doing this because then it’d be too much for me to get through, if it’s just you it’s fine’ I was buzzing tbh. Later on I go ‘I just want to apologise as well because I probably should have given it in before the half term so you’d have the time to mark it, but that’s due to my own being unorganised’ he replies with ‘don’t ever apologise for giving in extra work, I’ll find the time’ he’s honestly so sweeeet like the way he said it makes me feel like I should never apologise for anything ever again to him, it was lowkey overwhelming. I then asked ‘Am I distracting??’ and he seemed to be thinking really hard about this and struggling to come up with an answer so I expanded and said ‘like in lesson would you say I’m disruptive, I just wanna know so I can be more self-aware’ he said that it wasn’t necessarily me but the girls on my table (E + J haha I mentioned them before) saying how he was going to implement a seating plan, obviously I don’t want to move because they’re my friends so I literally go ‘noooo pleaseeee don’t Sir’ begging like a fucking child, it worked though. He says he was going to give it one more week, now this wasn’t enough for me and I say ‘how about we make an agreement (he was very amused at this point) if we’re good next week we can stay in the same places’, ‘okay fine, fine’ he says and I’m just smiling uncontrollably because everything was in harmony again. We joked a bit more before I left but I realised that I’d gone without wishing him a good weekend so I quickly popped my head past the door and said ‘happy weekend!’ The confrontation was great tbh, if anything maybe this is a platonic infatuation I have for him, is that a thing?? (if not, I’m making it a thing now lmao) I can acknowledge he’s attractive but honestly I just want to be close to him (like close friends). Also I forgot to ask for his birthday, also also, it was easier to talk to him because he normally shares his office with other teachers but when I went to see him he was the only one there so that was a plus.
tc: *is cute*
me (on my blog): GUESS WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED-
“i could literally spend hours thinking about that one minute I spent with you.”
Was supposed to have a lesson with him today but that changed and we had a talk (like an assembly with some other person) instead, siiiigh. But, I have him for a double period tomorrow whoop whoop!! I’ve also decided that I’m going to give him his poetry copy back, even with my messy scribblings in it :/
i like monday’s because i finally get to see your face again
All I want to fucking do is impress you.
No one:
Absolutely no one:
Tc community: Wandering the halls like you’re lost just so you can potentially cross paths with your tc in the corridors
An eventful maths lesson - last post for today haha
We had a uni student studying maths at oxford observe our maths lesson. Our teacher gave us his surname being like ‘this is mr [insert his surname]’ but honestly I already have a shit memory and am even worse at remembering names and can’t remember for the life of me what it was. But anyway he comes over to my table to observe what I’m doing and I hate when people look at me work because it makes me nervous. Anywhore, he asks me what I’m doing and I fuck up my explanation because like I said - the nervousness. Then my maths teacher asks me to show my working on the board which caught me off guard and which I’m pretty sure she wanted to happen. So after making a fool of myself the uni guy comes up to me and teaches me how to add big numbers in my head without using my calculator. And I’m shit at this because it requires mental space since you have to store numbers in your head etc. But like I said - the nervousness + my bad memory means I repeatedly fuck up while the person sitting next to me doesn’t (there’s one desk and it’s two people per desk, so it’s me and this guy V and he’s pretty much a maths wizz and was good at it, I was not). So to get away from the whole mathsy conversation I ask him about uni life and why he was here, if he wanted to be a teacher etc etc and yeh we got pretty close in the space of that one maths lesson tbh. He also confessed he had no idea what we were doing because it’d been so long since he’d done such easy maths. I looked at him knowingly and said something like ‘you’re doing the type of maths where there’s more letters from the alphabet than actual numbers’ and he chuckles and explained what he did. Then the bell goes and we have to inevitably leave and as I leave I turn around and say ‘Bye Mr uuuum, what’s your name again, I forgot’ and he smiles and sort of chuckled shouting (okay not shouting but in a raised voice) back at me ‘Just call me Leo’ and I smile and say ‘Bye Leo’ but yeh that was an eventful lesson, did I mention he was kinda cute?? Also I remembered his name that time because it’s my star sign haha
Not to be extremely NSFW but please hug me for a really long time
Sigh
One day he was handing out sheets and I’m like ‘thank you’ and he whispers ‘that’s alright’ so so sweetly. He continued round (I sit right at the front) and I made sure to listen out as other people said thank you but he didn’t say anything back to them. Aaaah, this is literally fucking with my heart, because I’m probably, most likely overthinking it haha.
doing one of these again....
REBLOG IF YOU ARE AN ACTIVE TC/TEACHER CRUSH BLOG AS OF OCTOBER 2019.
i need mutuals ✨✨✨
Understanding
I never understood how one could have a tc, in fact it weirded me out.
But boy, do I understand now.