Write Your Tc A Card

why the fuck is nobody kissing me right now

Well do you?? 🥺

i hope i frustrate you and you think about me a lot

I wouldn’t know what else to call it other than jealousy but it’s like every time I’m talking to the opposite sex and he’s there he always manages to break up the conversation or make me follow him somewhere. It’s hilarious because of course I only have eyes for him 😂👀✨

Imagine…

- Him trying and failing to look away as you bend over in class

- Him intentionally being really friendly with other students just to make you jealous - then smirking about it to himself

- Him searching up your social media on a “whim”

- Him smiling as he sees you outside his office window

- Him defending you when another teacher dares say something bad about you in front of him

- His friends asking whether the student that he just bumped into, in public, is you

- Him searching up your schedule and grades

- Him getting reminded of you when listening to a song

- Him wishing you could be there to cheer him up

- Him being jealous of any interactions you have with the opposite sex

- Him putting you in a group with someone he knows you hate just so you’ll stay after class (and complain)

- Him putting you in a group with someone he knows you hate so he doesn’t get jealous

- Him playing the game of, “How many times can he talk about you until his partner gets suspicious,”

- Him walking down hallways he knows you have classes in for the chance of bumping into you

- Him looking around the cafeteria specifically for you

I genuinely wonder what's it's like to not be emotionally attached to a man who I mean nothing to

Sigh

One day he was handing out sheets and I’m like ‘thank you’ and he whispers ‘that’s alright’ so so sweetly. He continued round (I sit right at the front) and I made sure to listen out as other people said thank you but he didn’t say anything back to them. Aaaah, this is literally fucking with my heart, because I’m probably, most likely overthinking it haha.

Understanding

I never understood how one could have a tc, in fact it weirded me out.

But boy, do I understand now.

I just hope that his wife and his kids will always love him unconditionally. Because he deserves to be happy.

Was supposed to have a lesson with him today but that changed and we had a talk (like an assembly with some other person) instead, siiiigh. But, I have him for a double period tomorrow whoop whoop!! I’ve also decided that I’m going to give him his poetry copy back, even with my messy scribblings in it :/

i like monday’s because i finally get to see your face again