So I Took It A Bit Further, I Dont Think I Have A Sense Of Design At All :D

here goes sketch #2

Some recent sketches.... never stop drawing!

The mirror person

What does it mean, being yourself? Doing the things you like? Behaving the way you want? I never experienced things like that,because I’m a mirror person. If i meat someone, I automatically take over their nature, copy their behaviour, like what they like. Why? Don’t ask me. Honestly, I have no clue. I’ve done this since I was a child. If I Talk to someone,I feel this little tingle on my skin, and immediately, I feel their feelings. This lasts, until I talk to someone else. Many people dislike me because in me, they see themselves with all their negative properties and habits. On the bright side, I know when someone is fake. The “no, really, I’m fine ”’s and the self-esteem faker’s. The “you’re my best friend, but I’ll talk mean about you”’s. I’ve experienced them so often, I can’t Even count that high. Sometimes, when I am a depressed person, I wonder, what’ s the sense behind all this. Is it a punishment for something I’ve done in a past life? And how am I supposed to ever find someone who truly likes me, even if my nature changes all the time? I was certain, that I didn’t have a self, which belonged to me ,and only to me. That was before I met her.

2008: wow I was so stupid last year

2009: wow I was so stupid last year

2010: wow I was so stupid last year

2011: wow I was so stupid last year

2012: wow I was so stupid last year

2013: wow I was so stupid last year

to be continued

Cats are really challenging ^^

This one little sketch is from my sketchbook.... (traced and fixed it digitally)

I just felt like answering my own questions that I had since I began to draw...

Don´t mind the awkward comments, that I favor to do on my sketches...

 It´s supposed to remind me..

Fanart of one of my favourite anime: Toradora

- planning on coloring this!

- I am not really comfortable drawing anime/manga style and honestly this took a lot of hours to “draw” ( FYI: I spent at least 5 hours on this..... zZZ way too long and after 29 layers in photoshop I was somewhat happy with this... I went many “extra miles” to correct my proportions that arent in any ways good, and then the pose used to look really awkward (I didnt use reference for the pose though)....

- well It´s a small step to a better artstyle and it was worth the effort.

a contrast between artstyles 

I actually draw like the right one most of the time :D

I tried some foreshortening, really really rough sketches to introduce myself to it