The Mirror Person

The mirror person

What does it mean, being yourself? Doing the things you like? Behaving the way you want? I never experienced things like that,because I’m a mirror person. If i meat someone, I automatically take over their nature, copy their behaviour, like what they like. Why? Don’t ask me. Honestly, I have no clue. I’ve done this since I was a child. If I Talk to someone,I feel this little tingle on my skin, and immediately, I feel their feelings. This lasts, until I talk to someone else. Many people dislike me because in me, they see themselves with all their negative properties and habits. On the bright side, I know when someone is fake. The “no, really, I’m fine ”’s and the self-esteem faker’s. The “you’re my best friend, but I’ll talk mean about you”’s. I’ve experienced them so often, I can’t Even count that high. Sometimes, when I am a depressed person, I wonder, what’ s the sense behind all this. Is it a punishment for something I’ve done in a past life? And how am I supposed to ever find someone who truly likes me, even if my nature changes all the time? I was certain, that I didn’t have a self, which belonged to me ,and only to me. That was before I met her.