Everything I Feel, Think Or Do Is Bad When I'm With My Mom

*google search*

how do i get an older man?

how can i get this?

the idea of being an older man’s dirty little teenage secret 😵‍💫

mom i love you so much i just dont know how to express all my emotions

sometimes I don't care about being considered weird by classmates, other days I want to be loved

why are my interests so weird and off-putting?

Yo, correct me if I am wrong please, but didn't Hitler rise to power because he promised to fix the German economy and people really liked that so they looked past everything else he was doing??? Like exactly what's happening in America right now???

So many people said they voted for Trump, put a truly evil person in power, because he said he'd fix the economy, and a little voice in my head is going, "Isn't that what happened with fucking Hitler??"

But I've seen no one point that out so maybe I'm miss remembering???????

i fucking hate this body

good people doesnt feel like this

"If God created all things then God is the Creator of my sadness, my loneliness, my hatred, my rage, my sexuality, my family, my love, my joy, my peace. And God's name is "I AM." So I ask, who is my sadness? "I am." Who is my anger? "I am." Who is my loneliness? "I am." So all things were created from him, but his name is my name. I fulfill myself so I can become living water that I may never thirst again."

I hate knowing I have a problem but not having a diagnosis by my therapist because then it's so hard to explain what happens to you and you're less understood, you cannot say anything because you don't have a diagnosis yet