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so basically i was sleeping and i woke up before my alarm which like never happens and i was kinda panicked because i was like, "omfg i need to go record with stefan" which struck me as weird because
1. i dont make videos??
2. who the fuck is stefan
so when i really started waking up, i feel someone behind me trying to keep me in bed so immediately i was like, oh i shifted.
but as soon as i realized i was like, "aw i was really looking forward to doing smth in my cr today" and i ended up back here soooo..
extra:
stefan is part of the teosgame gang and he hasn't been featured as much on the channel anymore which is why i thought it was so weird i thought of him
the method i used was quite literally just gaslighting myself. i'm in college in my dr and since i fall asleep really fast i just go like
"i need to sleep early i have 12 pm classes tmr and i wake up really late"
"i need to remember to post my vid tmr morning bc i have a competition and i cant post it in the afternoon"
"i need to practice my routine, i dont have that rifle toss down yet"
stuff like that