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i shifted???? some people might say it is a mini shift but i don't use that term. because a mini shift is still a shift. no matter how long you spent in there. there is no such thing as a mini shift. you just shifted. don't down play it. now, i learned about shifting maybe last week? i really deep dived in but never tried anything cause i didn't feel the need to yet. but yesterday i decided to combine the julia method with the 'f*ck it' method (“f*ck it, whatever happens, happens” mindset and let go). on my first try, i shifted?? i got sleepy by daydreaming and jamming to songs in my head. then when i realised i might fall asleep i was gonna start counting... guess who fell asleep... me. but my body woke me up in the middle of the night for no reason and i started my method. i counted to 100 while saying identity affirmations in between. then i visualised my dr bedroom in first person and used my 5 senses. i fell asleep i think? but when i woke up, i actually felt and saw around me a bit. it was a bit blurry and i was only seeing one side (the roof, the sheets and what looked like the doors of my closet?) now my dr bedroom is very princess style. pink, gold, carvings in the walls. my bedroom is grey in my cr. but it was so real and i was seeing details i didn't even think about or put in my pinterest board. and i never had dreams like this before. i barely dream actually. anyways i felt the cold of my silk pillow in my dr and the sheets on my hands. then i got out. it was only for a few seconds. but girl i shifted! and i was confused when i woke up. because i still kinda felt the symptoms and my head was hurting. but i shifted. gonna shift again today!
so basically i was sleeping and i woke up before my alarm which like never happens and i was kinda panicked because i was like, "omfg i need to go record with stefan" which struck me as weird because
1. i dont make videos??
2. who the fuck is stefan
so when i really started waking up, i feel someone behind me trying to keep me in bed so immediately i was like, oh i shifted.
but as soon as i realized i was like, "aw i was really looking forward to doing smth in my cr today" and i ended up back here soooo..
extra:
stefan is part of the teosgame gang and he hasn't been featured as much on the channel anymore which is why i thought it was so weird i thought of him
the method i used was quite literally just gaslighting myself. i'm in college in my dr and since i fall asleep really fast i just go like
"i need to sleep early i have 12 pm classes tmr and i wake up really late"
"i need to remember to post my vid tmr morning bc i have a competition and i cant post it in the afternoon"
"i need to practice my routine, i dont have that rifle toss down yet"
stuff like that