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I once had a nightmare when I was in one of my phases of avoiding every single person who tries to be in my vicinity, and an ex-but-still-current-friend-that-I-love-but-am-deeply-embittered-by looked me in the eye and told me they knew I was pushing everyone away.
You ever just wake up from an incredibly graphic and realistic nightmare that was a pure psychological horror based on your own personal phobias and trauma and just roll over like “aw shit I got too hot last night I guess.” And then make toast like you didn’t just experience the nine circles of hell before 9 am