On The Verge Like Actually

feel like this is becoming relevant again so

my stand is evolving (my symptoms are getting worse) i’m becoming stronger mentally (i’m dying faster)

teaching my irl blorbo how to use tumblr. i feel like a dad teaching a kid how to use a typewriter

end of january affirmations

im not doing anything wrong and no one is mad at me

there must be a place for me in this world because here i am

my art doesnt suck

instagram is nothing to me

elon musk did a nazi salute twice at the inauguration, and republicans are defending him.

trump revoked executive order 11246, which prohibited discrimination.

trump put all dei employees on leave to be fired.

trump banned all lgbtq+ flags from being hung in government buildings.

trump rolled back biden’s executive order to lower prescription drug costs for people using medicare and medicaid.

trump rescinded the $35 cap on insulin, and prices are expected to rise to $1500 a month.

trump ordered the national institutes of health to cancel their review panels on cancer research.

trump ended the guidelines to prevent ai misuse. the guidelines prevent many things, but notably it prevents production of ai child pornography.

when sean hannity asked trump about the economy, he said “i don’t care”, after campaigning with the economy as his main talking point.

trump has withdrawn the us from the world health organization.

trump is ordering health agencies to stop reporting on bird flu and halt publications of scientific reports.

trump has pardoned over 1500 people who stormed the capitol on january 6th.

trump changed mount denali back to mount mckinley.

trump signed an executive order to rename the gulf of mexico to gulf of america.

trump shut down cbp one, an app which granted legal entry to 1 million+ immigrants.

trump is allowing ice raids at churches and elementary schools.

trump announced plans to declare a national emergency at the us-mexico border.

trump signed an executive order to expand the use of the death penalty.

trump disbanded the school safety board that works to prevent school shootings. it was comprised of survivors, educators, and gun violence prevention advocates and formed after the school shooting in parkland.

trump withdrew from the paris climate act.

trump revoked all protections for transgender troops in the us military.

trump rescinded executive orders made by biden that benefited and protected women, lgbtq+ people, black americans, hispanic americans, asian americans, native hawaiians, and pacific islanders.

trump is attempting to make it legal to refuse to hire or fire pregnant women.

multiple state legislators are drafting bills to allow the punishment for abortion to be the death penalty.

trump pardoned 23 individuals convicted under the freedom of access to clinic entrances (FACE) act for their anti-abortion activism, including oftentimes violent protests at abortion clinics.

trump signed an executive order allowing deportation of foreign students who they believe express support for hamas or hezbollah.

trump announced that the us government will from here on out only recognize male and female as sexes. intersex is not legally recognized anymore.

trump refused to swear on the bible during his inauguration. (i’ve gotten some comments about this specific point. i didn’t include it because i’m christian, because i’m not. i’m agnostic. i included it because he’s the first president in history to refuse to swear on ANYTHING, bible or not. in the bible it teaches that the only person who cannot touch the bible is the antichrist, yet that on TOP of everything else will never convince his followers that he’s unfit.)

andy ogles drafted a constitutional amendment to allow trump to be president for a third term.

georgia republican congressman mike collins called for the deportation of new jersey born mariann budde, the bishop who urged trump to “have mercy” on the lgbtq+ community and immigrants during a service at the national cathedral.

six states (arizona, idaho, iowa, kansas, mississippi, and north dakota) are planning on challenging obergefell v. hodges, which would end same-sex marriage nationwide. about a dozen more states have representatives who are also considering filing similar resolutions.

amazon revoked protections for lgbtq+ and black employees.

every single republican told us we were overreacting. trump swore he had nothing to do with project 2025 yet continues implementing details outlined in it. not a single person has the right to tell us we’re being dramatic anymore.

hope “cheaper eggs and gas” was worth it.

@cassyapper

*cups ao3 author's face in my hands gently* please. you are the only one who understands the blorbos correctly. you must write more.

that way i can tell them all the things inside my head about how we’re all made of stardust

i want to fall in love with someone the way i love stars

meet virginia jotakak live music au!!!

i’ve never posted my own writing before so here goes!! (this is just word barf tho. bouncing ideas off the walls of my enclosure)

jotaro is a solo live musician; mostly at restaurants and festivals; on guitar and singing kakyoin is part of a duo live musicians group originally; dio is on guitar and singing and kak is on drums and backup/side singing dio is an asshole and ditches kak at the last minute before a small restaurant show, trying to embarrass kak bc he (dio) doesn’t wanna play at such a small place joot regularly plays there so the restaurant owner calls him up like “hey i need a guitarist tonight. i’ll pay double your tips. plus you keep tips. that’s triple.” and joot can’t let that go obv that’s like so much money so he goes joot was not informed that there was a drummer, he thought the whole band had ditched. very nervous and trying to put on an aggravated front. kak asks if they can borrow the kitchen for a few minutes and they quickly go over what songs they both know and make their set list and determine who’s singing what they get onto the little stage (glorified store pallet more like) and ready up kaks drums and joot does a few warmup chords and stuff they play super well together, amazing chemistry. jotaro smiles most of the night, kakyoin realises what a good bandmate acts like. they end the show with “meet virginia” by train, making eye contact the whole time and smiling like a couple fools (they’re both super glad they met and got to play together) (neither knows they’re falling in love yet) after the show (before they part ways) joot gives kak half his tips before going to the restaurant owner. kak is shocked but ofc jotaro won’t let him give it back (kak doesn’t fight too hard, it’s money bro) joot helps kak pack his drums and mic away and they chat for a bit sitting on joots tailgate. getting to know each other (ie how did you get into music, whatcha doin here, etc) they leave for their own places and about a week later joot performs at the same restaurant alone. kak is at the table closest to the stage. (sneaky little vixen asked the restaurant owner for joots schedule) leaves joot a bigass tip and says “hey, virginia, nice to meet you” with that stupid pretty smile of his. joot invites him up to sing with him and plays “meet virginia” and a friendship blooms. kakyoin keeps coming to the restaurant on joots days, eventually getting his number to ask personally when he’ll play next or if he’ll be playing that day. they decide to meet together and practice together one day a week and joot thinks of asking kak to be his bandmate since not once has he seen dio (kaks original bandmate) and kak thinks of finally ditching dio. a few more weeks of practice and joot asks. kak is in a rough spot then bc dio is trying to get half of all they’ve ever made from the band. kak still agrees. joot feels bad bc maybe he’s only agreeing to get money by playing with him. they perform together at the same restaurant and then they get a huge gig at the annual (___?) festival (haven’t decided where this is set except it’s an america au. no idea what festival they would play at lol) dio shows up in the crowd and tries to harass/heckle kak. joot stands up for him and dio backs off for the moment. they perform together at the festival and they have the best time ever. joots face actually hurts from smiling so much, and by the end of it kak has happy tears on his cheeks. after the show dio follows them to the parking lot and tries to assault kakyoin. jotaro intervenes and calls the festival security and dio gets arrested. kakyoin hugs jotaro and tells him he’s so glad to be his bandmate, and joot finally gets the courage to ask kak out. he says yes (ofc) and they kiss in the parking lot under stars and festival lights and decide it’s the best night either of them have ever had. GONNA ELABORATE!! I WANT TO WRITE THIS BUT I NEED MORE BRAINSTORMING!!

Obsessed with tiktoks of high school girls doing Steve Harvey cosplay. My favorite genre of video tbh

He infected Jotaro with smug bastardness. He is now a smug bastard as well 😔

the way i. forgot about this site