That Time Of Day Where You Try To Explain To Your Grandparents About Having A Love For Fictional Characters

Hey, Remember these bois?

Yeah, they’ll be in the story thing, and yeah, they have names.

The fire one, is Keagan. His personality itself is kinda like Childe (Aha-) cocky, willing to fight, and a menace to society.

The Electro one is named Barack.

He probably has the most sense in situations. He’s very cold though and very aloof. He doesn’t get along well to those he barely knows.

Last one, they Hydro, is Baeyoung.

Baeyoung is probably the calmest out of them all. He analyzes the situation before going into it. And also the sweetest out of them all, too.

And yeah, those are the boys and it’s going to be fun. Hope you all are excited for when they show up!!

So, uh, a while back I created human Abyss Lectors with Gacha (I also created the other type but forgot the name) and so now I decided to share ^^

They don’t have names yet!! Maybe you all can help with that? Then I’ll probably come up with sweet headcanons!

You find it so hard feeling human, don't you? It's like there's some kind of barrier between yourself and the rest of the world- something impossible for you to cross. You feel alien, despite your own humanity, and it's painfully lonely. For this reason, you find it so hard to trust and love others. You can't let anyone get too close- you're terrified you'll hurt them. You push them away in a desperate attempt to protect both them and yourself... So you go on, isolating yourself, watching life pass you by and you continue to grapple with who you really are. Maybe, you feel, the best way is to simply ignore it all: the matter of life itself. You would gladly keep going on this way, shut away from the world- to you, it's safe... But it will never fill that hole inside you that desperately seeks someone who understands you. Someone that can help you find who you are. You aren't alone in how you feel. People care about you, so deeply, sometimes it's just hard to see. Keep searching for yourself- be open with others and allow yourself some vulnerability.

….Okay so ouch. Anyways, Tags!: @crowisinthetrash @eelussy-enthusiast @ph4nt0mzgr4v3y4rd-0f-s3lfsh1ps + anyone else

I took a test. Erm!

Is it lonely, feeling like there is always a glass wall between yourself and others? You see the world through a lens of contempt; not rooted in disgust, but in pity. A third-person spectator of society, you struggle to feel, at times, like you're human at all. Not in a sense that you're a monster or a creature, but that you are simply without which defines man. You watch the motions of existence with a dull sense of separation, untouchably. Even so, you're tired. You're exhausted. You wish it would all end, gently and quietly. You feel, in some sense, it would be a mercy to euthanize the world as a whole, even. You have already accepted that this is a lonely viewpoint, after all, it isn't possible anyone could truly see the world the same way. Not without going through your very same pain. Not without your same wisdom; to see the meaninglessness in human continuance, when we never learn from history. Further, no one else can keep up in a matter of intellect, anyway. Everyone around you is so, so... Dull. Even so, there is an ache inside you that yearns for some form of understanding, some form of companionship so, at least, you wouldn't need to watch the world destroy itself alone. Deep down, I know you're a person who cares so, so much. You're someone with far too much empathy for a heart to hold- have you ever thought, maybe, to direct that empathy towards yourself?

@still-fatemeh -> you'd lowk like this

@jsol1015 -> I need to see if you get sigma lol

I love that I thought of HellSing abridged before this was even brought up. Definitely not a kids show and I think only a select few of the BSD would even enjoy it tbh (I can’t see Bram liking it, because Alucard in that series.)

Stray Thought

Before BSD Cast got into Real World.

Kids and Teens of BSD Cast are a tiny bit jealous of Adults of BSD Cast. Adults have more time in official media, which leads to more time in your "presence".

Yes, kids and teens can add more of their cards in Mayoi, but it's not the same.

So, the agreement was made.

Because, thanks to access to the rest of your phone, BSD Cast can watch anything you are watching "together" with you.

So, if they see, that you are watching something age-appropriate for children and teens, adults will leave, letting children and teens to have their time with you.

How do they know, that the show is appropriate for children? Internet.

However, they didn't do a full research on the show you are watching.

So, when you decide to watch an English Dub of an "old" anime about ghost stories, a film about cat detective and French cartoon about superhero team of bunnies, after a quick momentary search, Adults from BSD Cast left, so kids and teens have their time.

Thankfully, they didn't understand all the jokes and themes. Unfortunately, they decided to ask adults to explain them.

Let's just say, after that, BSD Cast will search everything they could about anything you are planning to watch, including dubs and history of shows you are planning to watch.

So, I think Imma explain some stuff about my Pfp.

For starters, this would be my Nightmare Demon, or ND for short. I don’t know if others have a nightmare demon or not, but here he is.

For height wise, he is 6’10 at his chosen shortest height. I don’t know whether he just chooses to be that tall or not (For comparison, I am 5’7, so he is tall as fuck—)

He is purely black and white. His only color is his tie, which is a blood colored red. He always wears a suite though, and he likes it that way of being proper and clean.

ND is also a being that can be called “One of Pure Fear.” He preys on it, and basically, in a way, eats the fear. It’s like food to him.

He has his own domain, sorta in my own head. It is a black and white area, that has a castle like place as well. The only other color (other then myself if I happen to go into the domain) is red. It is actually a lot safer then you would think, and it is quite calming.

At first, me and ND were definitely not ones to get along. When younger, I would have constant Night Terrors, whether from him or something else.

Also, if you are wondering why the art is this messy, that was how I see him sometimes irl, messy in a way, yet you can clearly tell who it is.

This child.

I have adopted as mine. They are my child now, the Collector is my child and no one can stop me—

The god with a mind of a 7 year old is now my child.

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH EVERYONE!!

I hope everyone has the most amazing days this pride month. Be safe!!

Due to the recent Tears of Themis stuff, aka the cards. And also due to Vyn Richter, I have decided I have passed away. Vyn has murdered me with his gorgeous looks, personality, and just, yeah. I’m dead now, my funeral is, I don’t know. But I have died and ascended-

Welp, I have work tomorrow morning, so Imma head to bed. (It’s farm work, in summer, so. I need my rest, unlike other days.) Goodnight everyone!!

My F/O List

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•Venti (Tag used: May the Wind Guide us)

•Zhongli (Tag Used: Ice and Rock)

•Signora (Tag Used: Fiery Passion 🔥)

•Albedo (Tag Used: Dragonspine Love💙🤍)

•Xiao (Tag Used: My Dear Protector 💚)

• Tartaglia/Childe (Tag Used: Okay, Whale Boi 🐳)

•Nagito Komadea (Tag Used: Luckiest Hope🍀)

•Yuji Itadori (Tag Used: Cursed Together)

•Yandere-Yun (Tag Used: Dangerously Obsessed 🖤)

•Satan (Obey Me) (Tag Used: Book Lovers💚)

•Leviathan (Obey Me) (Tag Uses: Anime Forever ❤️)

•Saeyoung/707 (Tag Used: Hacked Heart ❤️❤️) (Feel Uncomfy with Sharing)

•Vyn (Tag Used: Psychological Love 💕)

• Scaramouche (Tag Used: The Exception 💜)

• Azul Ashengrotto (Tag used: Poor Unfortunate Souls 🐙)

• Sebek Zigvolt (Tag used: Shocking Duo ⚡️

•Shadow the Hedgehog (Tag Used: Love Again ❤️‍🩹)

Spencer Reid (Tag Used: Different 📚)(Feel Uncomfy Sharing)

•Zack Foster (Tag Used: Psychopath and the Sweet 💀)

•Ciel Phantomhive (Tag Used: Guard Dog and the Butterfly)

•Sundrop/Moondrop (Tag used: Love Eclipse ☀️🌙)

•Hunter (Owl House) (Tag used: Help me Heal ❤️‍🩹)

Ryuji Sakamoto (Tag Used: Heart’s Treasure 💛)

Karma Akabane (Tag Used: Assassin’s Heart)

Sasuke Uchiha (Tag Used: Walls Broken)

Sun Wukong LMK (Tag Used: Loved you like the Sun ☀️)

Rin Okumura (Tag Used: Tag.exe has yet to be found, will update when known.) (Not comfy Sharing)

Death the Kid (Tag Used: Tag.exe has yet to be found, will update when known.)

N Harmonia (Tag Used: Tag.exe has yet to be found, will update when Known)

Malleus Draconia (Tag Used: Tag.exe has yet to be found, will update when known)

Nightmare Sans (Passive and corruptive) (Tag used: Tag.exe has yet to be found, will update when known)

Monika (Tag Used: Tag.exe has yet to be found, will update when known.)

Kisshu (Tag Used: Tag.exe has yet to be found, will update when known.)

Ryunosuke Akutagawa (Tag Used: Tag.exe has yet to be found, will update when known.)

Madoka Kaname (Tag Used: Tag.exe has yet to be found, will update when known.)

Hinata Shoyo (Tag Used: Tag.exe has yet to be found, will update when known.)

Asta (Black Clover) (Tag Used: Tag.exe has yet to be found, will update when known.)

Bakugo Katsuki (Tag Used: Tag.exe has yet to be found, will update when known.)

Ayato Sakamaki (Tag Used: Tag.exe has yet to be found, will update when known.)

Shu Sakamaki (Tag Used: Tag.Exe has yet to be found, will update when known.)

Ruki Mukami (Tag Used: Tag.exe has yet to be found, will update when known.)

Kazuto Kirigaya (Kirito) (Tag Used: Tag.exe has yet to be found, will update when known.)

Gray Fullbuster (Tag Used: Tag.exe has yet to be found, will update when known.)

Subaru Akehoshi (Ensemble Stars!) (Tag Used: Tag.exe has yet to be found, will update when known.)

Yugi Mutou (Tag Used: Tag.exe has yet to be found, will update when known.)

Yamato Ishida “Matt” (Tag Used: Tag.exe has yet to be found, will update when known)

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Platonic f/o

•Kazuha (A wonderful friend who gives way too good of advice-)

•Jaehee (Older sister)

•Gojo Satori (Father-)

•Zen (Friends but the type of friends who tease the hell out of each other)

• Hajime Hinata (Frieeeend—)

• Bennett (Younger Brother)

• The Collector (Adopted kid)

• Vil Schoenheit (Older Brother)

• Dire Crowley (Father)

• Gyutaro + Daki (Older Siblings)

• Anya Forger (Younger sister)

• Rui (Kimetsu No Yaiba) (Younger Brother)

• Shura Kirigakure (Older sister/Mother figure)

•Loid Forger (Older Brother)

• Franken Stein (Soul Eater) (Father)

This is a Vent post. Probably just something weird and isn’t anything.

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So for some reason. Tik Tok people is fine with you know, sharing stories about doing 🔞 things with their favorite characters. And yet the one time. The one time I call Foul Legacy Childe “Pretty boy” after getting my ass beat by him, I get hate. Can someone explain to me why? Cause I seriously don’t understand. What is wrong with me calling him Pretty Boy, when I think he’s, well, pretty. Can I not like Foul Legacy Childe, and call him pretty boy in my really shifting experience? And now I got a comment saying this:

LIKE OH, IM SORRY, AM I SUPPOSED TO HAVE THE TIME OF BEING 🛤️ED BY HIM ONLINE?? (Didn’t happen istg) OR AM I SOMEHOW MORE NORMAL?? EVEN THOUGH IM AUTISTIC AND SUPPOSED TO BE WEIRD? LIKE WTAF—

I’m pissed, and I think I have a right to be upset, with all the side eyes, and blank stares, and death stares, and comments like these. And honestly I don’t know what to do.