I Have A Very Important Question...

just gonna type here and get shit off my mind.

i wanna be completely transparent. im 100% going to get harrassed for what i have to say, but i just need to talk.

in regards to what's been revealed about Shelby's situation and Wilbur's involvement.

i've been a big fan of Wilbur since I joined the DSMP fandom and continued to be as I grew older. he's someone i strongly related to heavily due to mental health struggles. i love his characters and his storylines, even if they were silly sometimes. i loves his relationships with those close to him, like with Tommy and Quackity especially. i love his music a lot, Lovejoy is my favorite band, and is probably the only music i never really get tired of.

this is why im not ready to just suddenly drop him. deep down i still really like him and have related to him which is exactly why it is *so* difficult for me to just suddenly stop everything related to him.

on the other hand, i've known about Shelby since i was young. i watched a lot of her stuff with NewScapePro (lots of the undertale and fnaf roleplay stuff) and she was always one of my favorites, though i hadn't really stuck with her as i grew up. when i heard about her situation, i felt a lot of empathy with her, as i also went through abuse (mental and emotional, though).

where my struggle really starts is that i want to support Shelby, but i cant find it in myself to just completely stop my interest with Wilbur. it doesnt help that Wilbur has been one of my primary comfort people for the past few years, he was one of the people i chose to watch or listen to when i was sad.

im internally conflicted. i KNOW i should stop supporting Wilbur, especially because i've been a victim too, but it's so difficult for me, especially when my current hyperfixtiations involve him primarily.

im not ready to just let go. i should do it, but i physically can't. it's so damn hard.

i desperately want to believe in him, believe that he can and will change, but i know how abusers work. i believe in him but i know i shouldnt, and it is frustrating me.

i love him (in a way one would love any other celebrity, obviously) but i also hate him right now, but i also dont.

im not a bad person for not being ready to let go yet... but what happens if i'm never ready? what if im only ready once i find a different hyperfixtiation?

what's going to happen now? will Wilbur even be okay? (i shouldnt wonder about it but i do)

im in a very tough spot. there are so many thoughts in my head that are worsening my already low point in mental and emotional stability.

im gonna be seen as a bad person no matter what i choose to do.

which is why im just choosing to not let it change what im doing right now. maybe once things calm down, maybe i can figure things out more and i may do something different, but for right now, im not going to change anything. i will change things when im ready too. people may not like that, but it's what i need. it's what's best for me right now.

i hope Shelby will be able to fully recover and heal. i hope that Wilbur can genuinely change for the better. i hope that those closest to Wilbur are doing okay too.

quick edit because i forgot to mention this:

Wilbur's mental health is NOT excuse for abuse. Wilbur's twitter post also wasn't great.

but im also choosing to keep in mind that 1. he doesnt owe the internet an apology. he only owes the victim(s) apologies. we are not entitled to an apology.

2. while it isnt an excuse, mental health still contributes to abuse which is why i still believe that if he really tries, he can improve himself.

im not forgiving him for what he did, but im still struggling with my thoughts and emotions, which is why i cant just drop everything.

i hope that this clears things up a bit more.

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"They hurt you because they like you." Needs to stop.

I come on here today to bring forward an issue that I have personally dealt with myself.

Most of us females, when we're young, are taught that a boy likes us if he is hurting us, by bullying us, throwing things at us, pulling our hair, pushing us around, you name it. Anything a boy at a young age could possibly think of doing, they did it. When I told my mother about a boy bullying me when I was still in elementary school, from 1st to 4 grade, and even when I see him now, in 11th grade, he treats me like shit. Any chance he got, he used it to hurt me, whether that was emotionally or physically. He'd get his little sidekick friend to chase me around the elementary playground and throw the rubber at my back, so much so that it could cause burns and bruises. I never told my mom that, because when I did, I was told "oh. that's because he likes you."

He abused me, and yet, I still liked him. I still had that stupid little crush on him, even if he hurt me. I was young and impressionable, and I didn't know any better. When I was told "it's because he likes you", that tells me, my little, underdeveloped brain, that it is OKAY for men to treat me like shit, because they love me, and THAT'S why I should stay. I should ALLOW men, with their big fat egos and fragile masculinity, to treat ME like shit because they 'LIKE' me.

In my first relationship, I was treated like shit by my girlfriend and some of her friends. People that I considered my friends. Yet I was gaslighted, I was manipulated and verbally abused by these people who I thought cared about me. People I thought LOVED me. I thought that love was enough, even if they treated me like shit, maybe, deep down, I even thought I deserved it. That I was the one in the wrong. I wasn't in the wrong. They didn't care, they didn't love me, platonically, or otherwise. They abused me, they neglected me. It's been years and still, their actions and words cover me in their shadows. I'm still healing.

Still, to this day, I let people walk all over me, because I push so many people away in fear of the manipulation and abuse that I may be put through, and I have no one else. I don't allow myself to go out and meet new people because I'm so afraid of losing them if I get attached. And I know this, but I also know where it comes from. I've let people walk over me all my life, just because I was taught that it was okay for people to do that because they love me. I was a kid, and I needed acceptance, so I let it happen, but I was never faced with acceptance.

For my whole life, I've been told "he hurts you because he likes you.", and only one time had I brought it up, recently this year, and my mom realized, "Wait... he did that to you? Why didn't you tell me?" My mom realized her error, and while I do forgive her, I cannot forgive those words that set up the first years of my life.

That is why we cannot tell children these things. If you teach your kids that it is okay for them to be abused out of 'love', then you're not only part of the problem, but you are setting them up for the life of a victim. A victim may never understand what love really is because when they think love, they think ABUSE, they think hitting, yelling, throwing things, and cursing. No one deserves to live life as a victim of anything, and it is our job to help future generations NOT grow up like we did. We're supposed to teach generations after us that abuse is never the way, that abuse is NOT love, and it never will be. Abuse. Is. Abuse. Let's start saying it like it is.

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this just gives me more reason for the ship war between me and my friend 😂👊

reblogging this because it's funny

not sure if someone's done this yet but here it is anyway

Ink: *touches Error*

Error: *crashes*

Ink: Oh no! My Ruru! He's broken!

ok wait, reblog if you’ve cried at least once because of math, doesn’t matter which grade i’m trying to prove something 

MY MEOWBAHH POST IS FINALLY HERE!

TRIGGER WARNING: RACISM, TRANSPHOBIA, ABLEISM, RAPE

meowbahh is a... well i wouldnt say influencer... social media person who pretends to be a doll. Meowbahh currently resides on tiktok and youtube, his content is similar to jellybean but worse. He has posted that his pronouns are doll/meow or something, i honestly dont care im not using those. Most people refer to him using he/him pronouns since the other ones are offensive.

Why has meowbahh gotten attention?

Well i dont know if its obvious or not but he literally pretends he is a transphobic doll. But there is more, yes it gets worse.

Do you guys remember those weird roblox kids on tiktok who would pretend to know japanese and then badly mispronounce everything, probably not. Well this is kind of like that. Meowbahh would say that he can speak japanese and then butcher every word. On top of this he is very racist. Meowbahh has a discord server(which i have joined, ya it isnt great) where he has repeatedly said the n-word to people on there. The he continues to spam his discord with messages about how anyone who raids the server will get raped.

As you can see meowbahh is also ableist as he has said the r-slur multiple times. After all these mistakes you think maybe he would post an apology or something, well he did. This "apology" is basically a muckbang. He talks about how he is sorry for offending the "disabled fandom" while he is munching on a full course meal. Did he not learn speaking with his mouth full is disrespectful.

NEXT

Meowbahh answers a comment on his tiktok asking about his thoughts on the war in Ukraine. He replies saying Russia must have their reasons for doing it. Then he answered another question where he said he could beat Allah(The god in islam, please correct me if im wrong) in a fight. This lead to him making his own cult called meowism.

PLUS supposedly he got doxxed and got his face leaked?? i dont know about this for sure but please don't go doxxing people.

NOTE: please don't attack Jellybean for any of this, Jellybean has made it obvious they don't support meowbah.

And i guess don't attack Meowbahh either?? idk i couldn't care less

AND THAT'S ON FUCKING PERIOD.

Problems with “Nerd and Jock” AU.

TW/ Pedophilia, rape mentions

PJ and Fresh’s personalities don’t even go together well, not to mention Fresh is most certainly NOT a bottom. Killer and Nightmare. Minor, adult. Need I say much else? Cray and Cotton. Minor, adult. Swapfell raped Dust. Goth raped Palette, and then Palette was so rightfully broken up about it, and Goth decided it was in his best mind to try and kill himself IN THE SCHOOL LIBRARY, just for things to OH SO MAGICALLY WORK OUT PERFECTLY- Everybody thirsting Dream and Nightmare. Like yeah they’re pretty but jesus christ… Killer forcefully kissing Nightmare.

TL;DR: Minor x adults aka pedophilia, multiple rapes, non-consensual things in general, and very weird thirsting for older people.