Current WIP!! Feat. Poolverine and the Boxes (white and yellow) ^-^
It’s angst time o_o
found this alternate cover art on google and it’s making me feel things… the height difference, the way wade casually pulls the shade down… they’re getting FREAKYYY fs
credits to todd nauck 🙏 legend
Obedient demons, devlish Angels.
Wade is so bad at his job he almost starves to death. And Logan is so bad at his, that he makes sure He dosn't.
Tw: depiction of rejection sensitivity, vauge sex, open/closed relationship dynamics, sick/ill demons, "eating" problems, what the title says.
@nuggetpool-hi
No one:
Wade, rubbing up against Logan like a cat: Plllleeeeaaasseee?? Pretty please? I'm staaarrvvinngg Loagie!
Logan, sitting in a chair reviewing the bible: You just ate yesterday; Wade. You aren't starving...
Wade: Yes, I am! You left me here to go spend the night with kurt so Im hungry! Honest! Please?? I'll be quick! You won't even know im down there-
Logan: Enough! I'm tired of this. Stop. Every time I come back, all you wanna do is have sex and I know you kinda have too but I dont want to! Do you ever think about that? Do you ever stop and wonder if I even want to?!
Wade, backing away, tail tucked: ......i-.. I do all the time...
Logan: Apprently not because I already said no! And you just keep-.....
Wade: *anxiously picking at his nails, head down and clearly ashamed to just exist* ....sorry...
Logan: No... Wait- Wade no... I didnt-
Wade, already crying, streaks of red coming down his neck and cheeks: n-no.. Its okay.. i-I wont ask anymore..
Logan: *sighs* I didn't mean it like that... Im just.. frustrated...
Wade, hurt, tears falling: I-its fine.. really. I Just..y-youre so nice to me when-.. when we do it and..and..
Logan, getting up: *reaches out a hand* No, Wade, I didn't mean to- You dont have to find someone else. Ill do it, Just.. just gimme a second okay?
Wade, shaking his head, backing up: No.. I-i wont ask anymore. It's fine.. dont worry about it..
Logan, watching Wade lay down and curl up on his side of the bed, now feeling terrible: ...so... y-you aren't hungry anymore..? Or.. cause we can! I dont mind Its just... *another sigh* Look. Wade.. I don't want you to be hungry..
Wade, whispering: I'll be okay...
Logan then puts his stuff away, trying to pull Wade close. He's squirming, trying to shy away but Logan forces him to stay in his chest, kissing his forehead and softly apologizing. Wade's bloody face heightens Logans primal angelic insticts, fighting the adrenaline rush of battle to keep his touches gentle, rubbing his back with slit yellow eyes. Being a warrior of the lord was difficult when demon bloods scent alone activated the strong desire to overcome evil, esspecially when the one in your arms isn't evil at all, just forever hungry.
*The next day*
Logan: Waade. Im back! Let me eat real quick and ill feed ya.
Wade: *streatches and yawns* Mmh Nah.
Logan: Nah? But yesterday you were whining about how hungry you were.
Wade: Im not hungry anymore. Got some pathetic sap in the chapel.
Logan:...... you..got someone else?;
Wade, non sarcastically, if anything simply explaining: Yeah. Thought you were getting tired of feeding me so.. you know. Besides. Gotta keep the sinners coming back right? Heh heh."
Logan: .....Yeah.... yeah.. thats fine.. thats.... who was it?
Wade: i...I dont know? Just some guy. Fuck, Angel, If I didnt know any better Id say you're acting.... jealous~"
Logan, biting his tounge: No! I just dont-...nevermind..
Wade: You don't like what?
Logan, thinking, his chest tight: I... I don't like you feeding on others.
Wade, gasping: Really!?
Logan: B-but its not like that!! I-i just mean- what kind of an angel would I be if i let a demon feed on the innocent?
Wade, now giggling: Ohh yeaahh suuuree
Logan, finally coming to lay down: Im serious!! You might accidently drain them too much and then what would that make me? A terrible protector. Thats what.
Wade, now pulling his face close, holding his cheeks lovingly: D'aaaaaww~ Loagie baby dosn't want me sleeping around on him? My big brave strong angel boy wants this demon ass all to himself? Hm??
Logan, blushing: No!! I didn't say that! Im just doing my duty as an angel to protect citizens and-
Wade is smirking: Oh yes, your civil duty of fucking a succubus every day, right? Liks you Sooo dont love my tight ass? Hm? And when I nip your balls or when-
Logan, completly red: ENOUGH! ..S-shut up..
This bickering and banter goes on for a while longer before they end up cuddling and falling asleep in each others arms. Wade feels loved in an emotional sense, it feels much better then the other 'love' he got ealier.
*the next x 7 days*
Logan: Hey Wade. Service ended early today and Kurt has a meeting. So im all yours. What do you w-.... Wade? Are you alright?
Wade, weak, curled up inside of the blanket: ....
Logan: Wade?? Come on, don't trick me. Whats wrong? *puts his hand on his forehead. He has a fever but he's shaking. Or was he just hot cause hes a demon? Either way, hes too warm for Logan's liking.* Do demons get sick?
Wade, clinging to his hand with his own, desperate for attention and affection: .. Please..
Logan: Please what? What do you need?
Wade, whos clamy, breathing uneven, and who is now whimpering: N-nothin... i-im fine.
Logan: Wade... tell me whats wrong.
Wade, shaking his head: N-no...I-i dont want to ask anymore..
Logan, finally getting it, realizing that this last week has been all cuddles. He hasn't fed Wade in an entire week: Come on. Get up, Ill-
Wade, whining as if it hurts to talk: I can't..
Logan, now worrying: Y-you cant get up? Oohh.... fuck wade!! Why didn't you say anything!? When I said I didn't want too at that moment I didn't mean starve yourself to death!! Shit!.. okay.. uhm..
Wade, tearing up, silent and holding his hand, logan is squeezing it: ...Im sorry... i-i didnt want to make you upset...
Logan, panicking: Why didn't you just-?!
Its now Logan remembers telling Wade he isn't allowed to feed on the church goers or clergy anymore. He feels terrible.
Logan: You... you listened.. you obeyed an angel?
Wade, eyes closed, trying to ignore his pain: Only my angel...
Logan, smiling, feeling himself tear up. One drops onto Wade.
Wade, whining because angel tears are holy water: OWCH!! W-whhhy??
Logan: Sorry! Sorry I just.. *wipes eyes* Im going to fix this. I promise. Can I fix it? Please?
Wade: If youre asking consent to fuck me then Yes.
And so Logan does. Connecting their foreheads, their tears softly mixing into a slight diluted sting each time they touched one another, kissing like it was the end of the world, the passion and adjustments Logan had is slow. Tender. And passionate. The kind you only really gave to a loyal lover who you've just returned to. A farmilar feeling of home and satisfaction feeding Wade back to health. They must have fucked at least three times that night because in the morning Wade was springy as ever, like a spring chicken being put into a new pasture, the old tired cock trailing behind just happy that the hen was healthy again.
Trad Wade sketch!!! I wanna render this so bad but I don’t have time ;-;
I JUST REALISED HIS ARMS ARE TOO LONG AAAAA
BUT IF I USE LIQUIFY TO FIX IT ITLL END UP BLURRY
Finished with the Wade sticker design!! I like how it turned out :DD He’s holding Baby Knife and Nicepool’s Gold Plated Desert Eagles!
Only wish printers could print in bright RGB neon though :( this is the duller CMYK version and I don’t like it as much. I might post the RGB version but the colours are so eyestrainy because I was trying to get them as bright as possible haha
Mentally Unwell Wade + Friends.
Wade’s friends have different ways to try to help him when he’s in the middle of a psychosis episode. When he’s having a bad one about the Viewer’s watching him, each friend has a different way to help:
If they are at home: Logan hides him. Will wrap him up in pillows and blankets until nothing can be seen by anyone and will lay on top of him. He’ll crush Wade, cover his whole body so no one can see him. His own weighted blanket.
If out in public, he’ll be a watchdog. Double, triple, how many times needed, check to make sure noone is watching them. He’ll wrap an arm around Wade and walk with his claws out. Anyone wanna have their eyes on Wade- they’ll get Logan’s claws in their eyes.
Laura will make him question, in the most rude teenager way possible. "Why?"
“Why do you think anyone would want to watch you?” It's rude, but it works. Why would anyone be watching him? At the moment he’s watching TV with his family- why would the Viewers want to watch that? It’s boring. Why? Nothing worth watching. It weirdly calms him down. Just why?
Vanessa will tell him she understands he’s scared, and that yeah this fucking sucks this feeling. She’ll offer a makeover- If the Viewers are looking for Wade, they just have to make Wade disappear for a bit. The makeover has a lot of pampering to it, baths and face masks. A bit of distraction too, gossiping and painting their nails. It gets his mind off what his brain is telling him for a bit.
Dopinder will pick him up wherever he is and they’ll drive. He’ll weave in and out of traffic with the music loud. The Viewer's can’t see him if they are faster than the speed limit. They’ll get on the highway and drive faster than the voices can reach them. Dopinder will chatter away about customers he’s had as of late, and try to get Wade involved with a conversation of some sort. He’ll drive and drive and drive, and Wade will talk.
They might not understand what Wade is feeling or thinking, but all can see he’s scared. They love their friend and will do whatever is needed to help him out until his brain becomes less mean. Sometimes that’s making him question his thoughts, sometimes that’s a makeover, sometimes that’s going for a drive, and sometimes that’s bringing him somewhere safe to wait it out.
Sometimes there is nothing they can do. They just stay by his side and wait it out. Letting him know he’s not alone. He is safe. He is loved. He is not alone.
‘She said ‘No need to water yourself down,
I’ll take you as you are.
I never cowered from some bitterness,
And damn sure won’t start now.
Drop the guise,
You know you’re mine.’’
- Back To Us, Ike Dweck
Sad Wade :(
WADE WIP :DD
Been busy with commissions and real life things ;-; and my ao3 links are broken again so I don’t wanna post another fic rec. But I finally got some time to work on a sketch!! Might take a little longer than usual to finish >•<
The Cunchkins
And other doodles :D
Flat colours are done!! I bedazzled him up a bit and fixed some of his anatomy!! Ngl I think drawing in his scars fixed a part of me o_o Gonna start rendering him now!!
And the stickers are arriving tomorrow! I’m so excited! >•<
An artist : Aw man! I saw my arts were reposted on Instagram. I’ve asked them to take my arts down but they ignored me.
Me : Say no more! Click this link, then click ‘fill out this form’. Fill the form and wait for about 1-2 days, the staffs will remove the image you were reporting from the reposter’s account :^)
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