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In the next stormlight archive book I want scenes of kaladin with his grandparents. His grandfather hating larin and being fully supportive of kaladin as a soldier and giving dalinar a much needed reality check. Pulling everyone down from his high towers. Just causing unhinged chaos throughout and syl just vibing.
Raises hand ✋!!
raise your hand if you’ve sworn an Ideal/ spoken a Truth through tears at 2 AM *raises hand*
Let's go!!!
judas had the decency to hang himself in remorse, but i thought you needed a little help | hannibal (mizumono, dolce) // fernando pessoa, the book of disquiet, tr. richard zenith // hannibal (secondo) // tears and saints, emil cioran, tr. ilinca zarifopol johnstone // hannibal (digestivo, the wrath of the lamb)
I second this. I see no point in staying where I am not needed. If it's always me running after you. It feels like I want you while you simply tolerate me out of politeness.
I cannot be the only one to initiate everything in my relationships anymore I’m going to go insane I need to be needed
I understand this and I understand why people would subscribe to this school of thought but I don't agree.
This, feels disingenuous. Like something we know we should do but we can't because it feels like a lie. Maybe it's just me and I need to grow up. But progress in my life doesn't really mean that I am letting go. They are Always will be my priority.
If I miss someone I will go. I have no honor in face of them. No shame. And it's true that it's important to create value through absence. But I can't create my absence because at the end of the day just want them to be happy and I can't stay away. So no hope either.
You have my sword my friend. (It's here somewhere I am sure.)
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happy autism acceptance month
Me: Doc, I miss her too much. Not sure what to do.
Doc (also Me): Murther when feeling sappy / shy. Destiel when feeling numb / sad. Hannigram when feeling helpless / hopeless.
Mood.
*places my head in your lap* hey can you hold this for me? thanks *walks away, leaving my head in your lap*
My longing for you makes all my close
friends angry. I don't blame em.
Some has small. Some has none. Check out the ones you don't know about. You are welcome.
If only I could sleep forever. 🙃
Now the poll is over so let's take a look at each angsty ship.
Murther:
Now, everything i know about Murther is from memes and texts posts and headcannons. So I might not know much about the show but I have pretty good idea about the ship.
The angst come from the secrets and the entanglement due to destiny. Being two half of the same coin that never really got to be one
And obviously the ending. Aurther died soon after finding out the truth i think. So we also never got them to be together being truthful. Essentially, it ended right when it was gonna get good. They were good for each other. They loved each other with such softness and inevitability.
But now one of them is dead. Leaving the other to live on alone which is one the worst outcomes out there. It's angsty but not toxic. They should have been together but alas.
Johnlock:
My idea of ship comes from BBC Sherlock. Like Murther, Sherlock and John are actually good for each other. AND they get a happy ending. As angsty as it gets. There is a positive ending. They got together. They healed each other. They were what each of them wanted.
The angst comes from sacrifice (Sherlock) and denial (John) They are the most important people in each other's life.
Their ship can be summarized in this phrase.
"I will go to hell for you, I will come with you."
However, their angst also comes from codependency. They are good for each other but they also fall apart without each other. They need each other. Their presence don't just make them better, their absence also destroy each other. It's the need! The amount of need is proportional to the amount of angst you get.
Destiel: speaking of need. This ship is defined by need. They are the best version of each other when they are together and worst version of each other when they are apart. They hate their own self but find salvation in loving each other and caring for people.
They understand each other. Dean would fight anything and everything to protect Cas but Cas won't let him and will stay in purgatory away from dean to keep Dean safe.
They are each other's strengths. They are also each other's weakness and those around them know it.
Cas will defy his purpose, his existence, his faith in God, already has, for Dean. And Dean, becomes a monster when you take Cas out of the equation. But he'd still pray, he'd still beg, he'd fight through everything to get his angel back and they even has 'i need you' stand it for I love you and I just jejdmsjnsndbbsbbebsh
Hannigram:
now we are leaving the angsty romance waters and entering the self destructive toxic love waters.
This ship is blatant. They know there is love under that obsession and vulnerability. But they are just too fucked up. Their I love you Is 'I see you'
Hannibal and Will. They both go through life feeling alone. Singular creatures. Then they come across each other and they are no longer alone. They clash they destroy each other in their love and obsession for each other. And at the end. Will brings out the selflessness out of Hannibal and Hannibal brings out the animal in Will.
Their whole story is poetic and they aren't letting each other go. Hannibal is so fucking scared of vulnerability that comes with love. He tests Will. Hoping that will won't see him. That Will will only see what he projects, like everyone else. But damn he is bared. And Will tries to deny himself over and over again but he is hopeless. Hannibal tries to eat him and Will tries to get him killed. It's their stuff and at the end. Will accepts the monster inside and kills them. And finally Hannibal gets honest and let's Will destroy him.
Finally we have Kalmoash:
Their story hasn't come to an end. AND I am not sure how Moash's arc will end. But the obsessive destruction is there. They are too, two sides of the same coin. Kaladin took a path that Moash could not.
Kaladin had people he could rely upon. Moash was encouraged into destruction. Now the choice was his but that doesn't negate that at their breaking point Kaladin had friends and people who cared in the past that gave him the strength and positive outlook to make the right choice while Mosh lost the only family he had and his whole life, lived with distain. Then at his weakest moment had odium.
And Moash loves Kaladin while kaladin is our local Aro Ace fly Boi. And he calls moash his closest. (Used to.) And as angry as Moash was, He still says to kaladin that if you say no I will stop. Its the momentum and series of wrong choices that separates them.
And even after giving everything up. Moash still has one thread that ties him to his humanity. (I know how that feels and maybe that's why Moash is the only character that I feel any kinship to.)
Their conflict comes from the fact that they are bound by their own thinking.
Moash in his skewed way, helping the man he loves. Odium wants Kaladin. Moash knows that. He also knows that Kaladin would rather be dead. The servitude of odium is no life so he wants to kill kaladin to save him a worse fate. But he also knows that no one can kill kaladin. So he baits Kaladin to kill himself. (Peak toxicity).
In his mind he is saving Kaladin and Kaladin i thinks hate only cause he can't accept the other things that he feels.
Now so far Kaladin hasn't tried to save Moash. But now maybe he will try and reach out. I doubt it but damn I want moash to get better. Become a radiant or even a bondsmith. Better yet.A SKYBREAKER.
Their relationship is essentially. "You betrayed me I have to hate you or I will love you" "I hate you I will save you by killing you." They have such strong passion for each other and it will destroy them.
But I am hopeful that sunshine Boi Renarin can save them.
Let the war begin
The last stretch.
Let the war begin
I write for you because I can't kiss you. So I hope my words would.
I wish I could let you go. I say as I get
comfy in bed, hoping to dream of you again.
This has been so relevant for lately. This is almost not funny. Almost.
im full of an untamable rage that constantly seethes beneath my skin but im a real laid back dude dont worry about that
Thank. I feel normalized. Never ever found anything that summed up my life better than this. Damn.
Normalize getting sluttier, bloodier, and overall more insane
There are total 4 different mindsets. Tho only two get expressed here since the other two have other outlets.
Reblog this and put in the tags what you think your role is in your fandom.
It's not like I love you. I just keep fantasizing
but our futurr life together these past weeks.
Thank God I dreamt of her again.
Kalmoah is at the bottom. And loosing. The funny thing is. It's the most toxic relationship in fiction. Hannigram and destiel got nothing on kalmoash in terms of toxicity. Maybe it will Win a toxicity poll. This goes to show how few people know about it. Will explore it in the next post.
Let the war begin
Huh... just gonna leave it here for no particular reason.
Guess who has Anxiety.
Guess who wants to reread the Mistborn trilogy even tho she has 120+ books on her TBR
Ima use em
some SLA characters as onion headlines in no particular order
Kaladin:
Lunamor:
Raboniel:
Teft:
Dalinar:
The Lopen:
Shallan:
Adolin:
Ehlokar:
Jasnah:
Teravangian:
Sadeas:
Moash:
When I prayed I didn't think God would listen. Now she is taken from My dreams. Damn. Where do I call to rectify this?
I dream of you every night.
Every morning I lose you.
Everyday I pray to God—Either stop her from invading my dreams or don't wake me up.
