I'm Know I'm Delusional But Let Me Tell Y'all Something Real Quick...

IF I WASN'T ONE YEAR UNDER THE FUCKING DRINKING LIMIT I WOULD BE PARTYING LIKE WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK

Look at what my YouTube homepage showed me 🤡

The fact that they're not looking at each other but in opposite directions says a lot to me

Couldn't post this until I got out of work but on the drive to said work, I passed a firehouse with a cop car parked in front. I'd like to think they're the Athena to someone's Bobby 🥰. 'Buddie' could also be happening there too if you know what I mean 😏.

I just had this thought, what if in the dream, Buck is near the scene when Eddie gets shot. He's running over there, pushing people as he goes, when all of a sudden he stops and looks down. There's a bullet hole where his heart is. He crumples to the ground right next to Eddie. They stare at each other as they reach out to link their hands, staying like that as they both lose consciousness. In real life, Buck is flat lining as he saw that he couldn't save Eddie or himself since he wasn't a firefighter. He wakes up after.

Y'ALL I GOT MY ENGLISH PROFESSOR INTERESTED IN THE SHOW!

He had some questions about my essay comparing to real life and it resulted in us having a pretty long conversation about the show specifically. He said he'll check it out and start at the beginning to get a better understanding.

HOLY FUCK!

When you think about Buddie so hard that you start crying 🥲

I don't know why, but during the scene when Buck came out to Eddie, the way Eddie's face was made me think he was going to reveal that Tommy took him on a date too. Or something along the lines of "he kissed me after our night out". I'm probably just going crazy while waiting three weeks but that's what I saw.

And then I go and spoil it all

By saying somethin' stupid like

"I love you."

"I love you."

~Frank Sinatra

Y'ALL I JUST GOT HOME FROM WORK WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED?