Latest Posts by spectrespeaks - Page 3
Might fuck around and develop a parasocial one sided relationship with one of my new mutuals because we dont talk and I shake like a scared chihuahua when I try to talk to them, it's all in my head
growing up is terrifying i wasn’t supposed to make it this far and now my future depends on me and i have to make wise choices and decisions and i’m just sitting here like a clueless little kid
disabled people should get louder and meaner and angrier. disabled people listen to me. we need to get louder and meaner and angrier.
overestimating how much you mean to someone really fucks you in the head
It would be really cool if I could stop randomly feeling insanely depressed out of nowhere
The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.
fuck it we ball (malnourished, heavy eve bags, dehydrated, and on the verge of insanity)
P L E A S E stop sending me memes and actually talk to me please please please
i cannot fucking deal with you anymore lol i feel like such an afterthought in your life and you're practically in the center of mine
Hey so um do you want to have a really fucked up dynamic with me or not
Grahhh fuck!! I have this stupid desire for human connection!!!!
This is so boring I want cigarettes
"summer is the worst" "no winter is!!!" actually both are. down with Big Temperature. spring and autumn for the win
Dr Ignoreitandhopeitgoesaway does make some good points
i love all my friends that are insaide my computer, im going to find a way to get u guys out someday trust me
Asking someone you barely know what their disability is equatable to just coming up to someone and saying “hey what’s the most traumatic thing that’s ever happened to you?”
Able-bodied people assume most people with mobility aids ESPECIALLY wheelchairs, have been in some sort of traumatic accident, and yet y’all still come up to us asking.
AAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! AHHHH!!!! AAAAAAAAHAHHHAHHHHHH !!!!!!!! AHHHHHH WHAT THE FUCK AAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!!!!! AHHHH!!! AAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! AHHHH!!!! AAAAAAAAHAHHHAHHHHHH !!!!!!!! AHHHHHH WHAT THE FUCK AAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!!!!! AHHHH!!! AAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! AHHHH!!!! WHAT GHE FUCK AAAAAAAAHAHHHAHHHHHH !!!!!!!! AHHHHHH WHAT THE FUCK AAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHH!!!!!! AHHHH!!!
nobody lures you into the fog anymore
I am a grown ass adult and I still get nausea when I feel like I'm in trouble. They're gonna send me to the principals office and take away my toys for a week. Can you just fucking kill me instead of making me stew in my fucking anxiety
my biggest s3xual fantasy is to have someone notice my absence and wonder about me lol
yeah no it's totally cool that you left me on read for 6+ hours after i finally reached out to you after an of entire week not speaking im totally not frothing at the mouth or anything
i wasn't meant to live this long and that's why i don't know what to do when i feel this awful
Please pity me, for I'm dependent on your love. Please look at me like I'm nothing more than a sorrowful child, raise me up and praise me, shower me with your affection. Please show me that I'm worthy of being alive. I'm nothing without you.
The thing is, no one cares how hard you’re trying. They just want you to pass their expectations. Anything less means you’re lazy. What a brutal world we’re living in right now.
No ones responding therefore I should die
I deactivated my Facebook and my instagram because I just hate seeing people living their lives.
wow. i really haven't spoken to my fp in a whole week. after 3 years of talking every single day, all day.
they've sent me memes all week, i only actually opened our chat for the first time yesterday. all i did was like the posts they sent me. i didn't really know what else to do. i feel like this is so wrong. everything feels wrong and i feel numb.
they had made this big instagram post with their new besties during the week too, so I know exactly what they've been doing this whole time that they haven't been talking to me.
why is it impossible for me to be anyone's first choice.
why do i still bother lol