Erm....serious topics my fault
I feel really disconnected from myself and who I am, maybe because of my depression or maybe just getting older??, any tips on how to figure out how to define myself while transgender and other hearted?
i just think nothing breaks the ice better than addressing a group as "everypony" in the year 2025.
I'm just going to start saying shit and if someone sees them cool cool cool 🤷
Yesterday afternoon I couldn't. And I stress. Couldn't. Stop thinking about how nice it would be for someone to put photos of or like videos of me on the Internet after running out onto incoming traffic. Like the thought of my guts and blood sprawled against the warm pavement while some sick pervert puts the beauty of my death up on the internet for people to jerk to or something just really satisfies a part of me. Maybe even record myself absolutely slobbering over a shotgun before pressing the muzzle up against my pallet and blowing my brains out. Letting the camera or my phone capture the splatter of meat, bone, and blood against the ceiling and wall just so others can enjoy me for one last time!!
Maybe it's my newfound appeal to Newfag Runs the Gauntlet but guts and blood have always been a part of me, from the hunt to the kill it's all a thrill 🙏
-19 yr old trans man who likes art!!- Reposting (and posting) makes me nervie - so I'm a chronic liker!
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