Person A: I Can't Take This Anymore. Please Take Me Out.

Whenever I tell people I write poetry the first thing they always ask is: “You don’t write that depressing shit do you?” And I always kind of pause and Laugh nervously with a quiet answer of. “Yeah. Sometimes.” And it’s true I do write “That Depressing Shit”. Because I am depressed. And I’m not saying that to be romantic or quirky, ‘Cause I know that’s what some people think. I’m saying that because I am. I’m saying that because the serotonin in my head doesn’t work properly And that causes what the psychologists call Maladaptive thoughts. It causes what I call A normal day. So yeah. I write “That Depressing Shit”. Because poetry for me is a Coping mechanism. And more than once it’s stopped me From being very very self-destructive. And. I get that There’s this stereotype about poets. That we’re all Melancholy Misanthropic Emo kids. And I get that in some ways I fit the stereotype because, I’m sad a lot, And I do like to be alone And I kind of only left my crappy emo phase sometime last year but That shouldn’t invalidate the way I feel. And I get it. If you roll your eyes at “This Depressing Shit” Because you’re healthy enough to not need it. And when I say I get it I mean I don’t because. I literally don’t understand ‘Healthiness’. Yes. I write about “That Depressing Shit”. I write about self harm and I write about panic attacks and I write about how sometimes I want to die. I also write about love. And I also write about happiness. And sometimes I write about how beautiful the world is when I actually want to be in it.

That Depressing Shit (via maenadish)

Pet cheetah: Oh, I move slow

I wanna stop time

I'll sit here till I find the problem

Me: oh, you mean like...

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Everytime a woman makes pop-rock, people accuse her of sounding like paramore or avril lavigne and that just because rock is such a male dominated feild that you don't know many female rock singers in mainstream music so as soo as you hear a woman singing with an electric guitar and drums you're like "tHat'S a pOoR aVriL cOpy" meanwhile in the early 2000s there have been 500 male emo pop rock bands where the lead singers sound exactly the same which I don't even care about if the song is good, you're just being misogynist

“coincidentally”

the code lyoko intro got me like

HERE WE ARE *SMASHES DOOR DOWN* GOING FAR TO SAVE ALL THAT WE LOVE *BREAKS WINDOW* IF WE GIVE ALL WE’VE GOT *ROLLS ON FLOOR* WE WILL MAKE IT THROUGH *SCREAMS AT AIRPLANE IN THE SKY* HERE WE ARE LIKE A STAR *CARTWHEELS* SHINING BRIGHT ON YOUR WORLD TODAAAAAAY *RIPS SHIRT OFF* MAKE EVIL GO AWAAAAY

This is my summary of Midnight Mass

just a whole list of all the musicals that I have saved on my spotify i guess

The Light In The Piazza

Hadestown

Cats

Joseph And The Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat

The Phantom Of The Opera

School Of Rock

The Last Five Years

Dogfight

Mamma Mia

Bring It On

Hair

Annie

Preludes

The Band’s Visit

American Psycho

Spring Awakening

Dracula The Musical

Ghost Quartet

Hedwig And The Angry Inch

Jekyll And Hyde

Jersey Boys

Jesus Christ Superstar

Be More Chill

Heathers

Les Miserables

In The Heights

Catch Me If You Can

Mary Poppins

Carrie: The Musical

Mozart L’Opera Rock

A Chorus Line

Evita

Hello, Dolly!

Oklahoma!

South Pacific

The Rocky Horror Picture Show

West Side Story

Ain’t Too Proud

Charlie And The Chocolate Factory

Groundhog Day

Hairspray

Head Over Heels

If/Then

Into The Woods

Kinky Boots

The Prom

Thoroughly Modern Millie

Bonnie & Clyde

The Little Mermaid

Amélie

Billy Elliot

SpongeBob Squarepants

Miss Saigon

21 Chump Street

The Sound Of Music

Everybody’s Talking About Jamie

Pretty Woman

Sister Act

Six The Musical

Little Shop Of Horrors

A Gentelman’s Guide To Love And Murder

The Trail To Oregon!

The Book Of Mormon

Aladdin

Anastasia

Annie Get Your Gun

Bandstand

Bare: A Pop Opera

Beautiful: The Carol King Musical

Beauty And The Beast

Brigadoon

Chicago

The Color Purple

Dear Evan Hansen

Falsettos

Fiddler On The Roof

Finding Neverland

Firebringer

Frozen: The Broadway Musical

Fun Home

Funny Girl

Godspell

Grease

Hamilton

The Hunchback Of Notre Dame

Legally Blonde

The Lightning Thief

The Lion King

Matilda

Mean Girls

My Fair Lady

Natasha, Pierre & The Great Comet Of 1812

A New Brain

Newsies

Next To Normal

Once On This Island

Pippin

RENT

R&H’s Cinderella

Shrek The Musical

Something Rotten!

Sunday In The Park With George

Sweeney Todd

Tuck Everlasting

Waitress

Wicked

25th Annual Putnam Spelling Bee

Come From Away

I realize now that I’m not actually that far off the 100 musical deadline

Huh

ANYWAY

This pretty much confirms I’m obsessed with musicals

Kay bye

god i’m such a slut for historical dramas

why don’t women’s pants have useful pockets

no wait actually I know why it’s institutionalized sexism where women are supposed to be beautiful not functional

When you are spending the entire day, reading fanfictions and watching your TV shows.