i aspire to be a creature whose presence is unfathomable but undeniable.
No matter how hard we try to act like the humans around us we always seem to fall short. It’s like there is something we are missing but we don’t know what.
Even the people that call us our friends seem to act differently around us than everybody else. It’s like they can tell that we are not like them.
I’m proud of being gendervoid and I’ve grown to reclaim the non-humanity. But damn if there aren’t some days that I wish we could just be human like everyone else.
I am not a human I am a thing I am a force with an unwanted physical form I am everything and nothing I am all and I am none I am love and I am hate I am war and I am peace
here's one for this dreary day: you're not faking it. you're not lying to your followers. being confused, being unsure is not the same as lying. moments of doubt don't make you a fake. you're going to have ups and downs and some days you won't even want to think about your otherkin identity because it hurts too much. but you're not a liar, and you're not a fake.
*mischievous giggle*
*scurries back into darkness on all fours*
There's nothing wrong with Alterhumanity being just a phase for someone.
It's okay to explore your identity and find out you're incorrect.
Cause either way you've grown and learned something about yourself.
The Void feels disconnected from it’s vessel. It moves too slow and has too many yet not enough limbs.
The Void feels incorrect, The Void was not meant to be formed this way.
I'm hungry but I'm not craving anything specific so I don't wanna eat
I'm sleepy but I have stuff to get done
I literally showered yesterday why do I have to frickin do it again
Someone needs to hit me on the head with a hammer so I can get some goddamn sleep for once
Sometimes i walk around the woods and pretend it’s the animals who leave discarded nips and red bull cans on the forest floor and feel at one with the earth.