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5 months ago

last year when i posted this people melted down and went out of their way to misinterpret the purpose of this exercise and just say insane racist shit; the goal is to get you to reflect on whether or not you engage with black music and black art and artists, and if you seem to avoid doing so, to ask yourself why that is

if you would like, feel free to share the song/artist in the tags to share recs! always easier to begin or continue diversifying your listening habits with suggestions :)


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5 months ago

I hate my period so much

It woke me up at 5am after I had stained my gorgeous baby blue linen sheets

And I had 30min of bad pain bur being fully fine to walk so I changed my sheets into red cotton and got my pregnancy body pillow I use for periods ... then I had to go lie on my side with my legs squished up while vomiting/dry heaving while running hot water on my stomach which ment my oxy didn't get to fully absorb .

Then when I could sit up again I was rinsing out my hair and found cigarette buts tangled in from my dad smoking the shower which is going to be a problem I hope they don't clog up out old plumbing.

I stopped vomiting then lay in bed for a until 930 where I was no longer hella nautious so I drank a few maybe 5 standard of white rum eith pinable jucie and some oxxy which fully got rid of the pain so I could walk down the road to get my dads latte and white bread cheese egg sandwich (he got high a few months ago and threw my coffee machine off the balcony and only eat fresh bread due to his teeth [he has dentures that he can wear as of last week but they make him gag) or if I make it Japanese milk bread but I only do that once a month cause it's labour intensive) and my job is his primary career and he is hella underweight like 40kg (90 pounds) at 6 foot its fucked. Anyway I sat down in the alcohol freezer while they finished up but I had to leave to go dry heave above the garbage bin ... which sucked cause it's connected to a metal pole that's stops the lid from flipping all the way open so I had to but my head under the lid... and like all the people that work there know me (like I walk in and they ask if I've already ordered my dads sandwich). But the man in front of me brought me a lindt chocolate bar which is great cause im running low on the food pantry ones I normally use and like they don't seem plain caramel and dark chocolate in Australia anymore only sated caramel milk chocolate which is disgusting.

But I was literally crying and then when I got back my dad had nicked.over his side table and smashed a ton of my mugs and gold philosophy glasses trying to get his leg into bed ( he passed of the balcony friday morning and then feel over and maybe broke his hand but he won't see a doctor so I helped him get back into bed but I physically can't clean up all the smashed stuff like I did some with a broom but then I got dizzy and had to go before I feel into the glass myself.

At least his bed pan didn't get knocked over.

I wish I got my period next week when my dads shower chair arrives but alas.

It's a bad one but not a heinous one like im not crawling or wheelchair bound yet and there had been no migrant or diahera but im still passed. Like since june I have had 3 periods that have all been good 2 we're less than a week and the other one was 3 weeks with only 1 day of vomiting and fainting. I'm just worried this one is going to get all the shit I missed out from June. The only good thing is when I'm in the shower I can leave the shower head on my stomach cause the water droplets on the rest of my body cool me down in this 33° weather.

RANT OVER

5 months ago

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i have not yet voted cause i dont really watch porn like i used to do watch partyies were would would try to find the funniest/strangest videos but most my coutnry friends have moved to a city but like i fuck with music videos and amvs so much and i go to burlesque shows pretty often and love to watch pole and stripers (i dont go to the clubs cause since quiting sex work i dont have enough money & think 150$ in the min u need to spend if ur there otherwise you are lowkey wasting the girls time especially as a women like you can take attention away from dancers as men think you are more likey to interact with them) so i think i would really enjoy this like i have music omaying basicly 247 183494 min in my wrapped this year and if im not on spotify im listening to albums on vinyl remixes/unpublished music on vlc media player or music videos in my glorious YouTube playlist or my amv sideblog which i dont think is concected to this main imma go fix that today when my dad didnt have a cane we would dance around our living room to music videos until like 4am he would get hella high it was great sometimes ally would also come over and bring her dog and then they would get shit faced as well it was great also shout molly your the only girl ive been able to grind with without being shitfaced but yeah i jave really high hopes imma just try porn hub first but if i fuck with it ill ask for recs on my insta its the same @ cause i used to literally be a whore and a socialist and i thought it was the funniest thing when i made this email in hs tho this remake only has a couple thousand followers they are mostly people from the bdsm scence then a handful of my friends at one point i was like a dozen away from 100k and then insta nuked my account which was fair like i had topless stuff in my cf and my posts had shibari but i should get some good recs for goth/numetal and gay pop prev if u have any good sites/perfomormers please dm me
5 months ago

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love socks... i love nylons and stocking and have way to many garter belts i would never walk around the house in like normal socks or sleep in them but i have a couple of fuzzy socks that turn my shoe size from a womens 5/36 to a mens 10 i how my legs look in hosiery and have gotten some gorgeous hand me downs from my great aunts and my mother tho i cant wear them rn as its been averaging 30°c/80f and our aircon has been broken for over a year and even if i could i have open wounds on my thighs worst is a burn above my knee that i got when i flipped over a chocolate chip banana pancake and a chip feel out and got my knee but i was holding a plate in my hand so i had to place it down before getting it off so it went deep and long the wound is like a week old and still leaking green but its gone from the length of my thumb to like 2/3rds then the other leg as a few lines on my upper inner thigh from oil splatter when i my homemade wedges werent dried enough before freezing the consequences of cooking in underwear to escape the heat rip also i like to get cool socks last lair i wore were chucky themed and in primary school i had punk themed ones like to cool for school etc most expensive pair i have i got for 15$ at utopia records but they are purple black sabbeth socks tbh most of my socks i got for like 10-20cents at opp shops the then the lingerie socks are hand me downs or i shoplifted also most of my shoes are second hand or my mums and are to big so i need to wear muliple socks with them my most worn pair are size 7 5inch demonias im a womens 5.5
5 months ago
furia.com

This post of theirs explains in easy step by step instructions how you can sort your data even if you know nothing about code you can copy paste a ton of different promptsm

In case you were wondering why Spotify Wrapped sucks balls this year, and more importantly doesn't have any genre data:

In Case You Were Wondering Why Spotify Wrapped Sucks Balls This Year, And More Importantly Doesn't Have
In Case You Were Wondering Why Spotify Wrapped Sucks Balls This Year, And More Importantly Doesn't Have

Can you hear the sound of bells? That's because they're clowns. 🤡 🛎

5 months ago

What is the first song on your Spotify Wrapped that has a type of animal in the title? What is the first song that has someone's name in the title?


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5 months ago

what’s the first song on ur wrapped playlist that starts with the first letter of ur name


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5 months ago
Queen Bilquis In 2x01
Queen Bilquis In 2x01

Queen Bilquis in 2x01

5 months ago

HF: IN YOUR OWN WORDS WHO IS TRIXIE MATTEL

i saw rocky horror when i was like 17 and it was about that sort of... Achieving power in a room by disrupting gender. At the time it was like a dog whistle to me.

i was like "I hear something that I don't think anybody else around me is hearing when I watch this."

And that made me think of the character[Trixie Mattel].Growing up poor in the country, my family's all Native American. The women in my life were all brown women who were like living below poverty.I guess to me, Trixie was invented to be my critique on Americanized Caucasian capitalism. She was ment to be this big boobs, tiny waist, blonde hair, blue eyes, tan, super long fingernails, stupid, rich, like kind of the worst qualities of an Americanized beauty standard.But I guess because it's attached to me,

what I liked exploring is that my real self was basically the opposit of everything of Trixie. And so the character to me was like the most fabricated version of myself I could think of .... like almost a game of opposities, right? I think of her as this little sixties, California by way of Wisconsin, beach bunny who, the way I try to do the character is that she doesn'treally know she's doing comedy. I like the idea that TRixie, like, thinks she's the best. She's not. I like that Trixie's like a B minus humanitarian, but she sees herself as Miss America.

I kind of think of her as the worst qualities of a person, but like hopefully assembled in like an endearing way. She's rude and she critiques capitalism while very transparently participating in it. In a lot of ways, she's my vericle to poke the bear of Americaniazed success and what it's perceived to be.

But I think what I actually aspire to feel now is being present in the moment and grateful on a very like cellular level of like. "Tonight's show will never happen again. All these people are here to see me. All these people have 40 hour a week jobs and they're spending money to puton a whole outfit and come just be with you in a world that you created - Your little traveling Disneyy World" And I mean, when you say it like that, it's completely cray to not be grateful. While you're in it all the time, it's really hard to feel it. It's hard to feel it always

HF: ARE YOU STILL WRITING A LOT?

TM: Oh yeah, during my sabbatical, I just had my little Gibson Dove. I was living in Kentucky during my sabbatical, and I played my guitar every day. Once a day, i would get an idea for a song. i would sit down, turn on my little microphone and play it through. I was burning out a song a day for a while. it was so free, so fluid.

I mean, I had such a difficult couple years, I feltlike I lost everything. I like had made more money than I'd ever made, and I had more success than I'd ever had. And all these TV shows on the air and stuff and my albums coming out and tours selling out all over the world. And I was more unhappy than I've ever been in my life. So suddenly my measures for success were like, so pointless. It really paved the way for me to sit down with my guitar and make music the way I did when I was like a teenager, there was no stakes. It doesn't matter. And then I was writting the best music I think I've ever been writing

The Best Trixie Interview I’ve Ever Read
The Best Trixie Interview I’ve Ever Read
The Best Trixie Interview I’ve Ever Read

the best trixie interview i’ve ever read


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5 months ago
socialistwh0r3 - lurker

cannot stand people who get up on their high horse about celebrating the deaths of awful people. "they had people who loved them how do you think they'd feel if they knew you were making jokes!" well those people had bad taste and also they can't hear me. it's literally fine to hear that someone shitty died and think 'nice'. "don't speak ill of the dead" how about don't be a cunt and maybe people will have nicer things to say about you when you cark it


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5 months ago

The sanitised lie of OCD representation by @rowanellis is great

i genuinely think ocd is incredibly underdiagnosed bc i will see people posting what are obvious rituals, compulsions, intrusive thoughts, spiralling, hyper morality, etc and its like Have You Considered This Might Be An Issue


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5 months ago

I’m curious, given the length of time I’ve had my own online moniker:

Please reblog for sample size!


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