nyctophilia -- finding relaxation or comfort in the darkness.
Sometimes I refuse to sleep, because at 3am is the calmest I ever feel. Not that my body isn’t dying of anxiety. But the world is silent. No one expects anything of you. No one in that moment can make you feel terrible. Only you can. And there’s a weird power in that.
me the literal instant i have an original/mildly introspective and/or philosophical thought: now how do i translate this into the fic im writing rn; what fake scenario do i need to create
ok i need to get back to writing. one thing to know about me is that often i write these elaborate aus as a way of expressing a greater breadth of thoughts because im literally incapable of thinking of anything that isn't the hyperfixation so its really surreal to just do it normally because i like my story
now posted!!
Hiii, just dropping by to say I read your Dron snippet and I'm soo looking forward to it, I feel like I already read all their good fics haha!
holy shit my dude this is so sweet 🥹🥹🥹
i can't describe to you the way i shrieked when i saw this, TYSMM for liking my writing AND for being my first ever ask!!!
the dron fic drought (bar dronarry, smut, or both bc ppl rlly like their pwp) is what inspired (read: held me hostage and forced) me to start writing fr 😔 bc i see so much potential for their characters other than their (admittedly very present) sexual chemistry. much philosophical discussions to be had when u're on opposite sides of the (wizarding) ideological spectrum (dw, draco comes fully around, he's actually a sweetheart deep deep deep deep down)
and also, Reveal Thyself anon, don't be shy!! let's be best friends!!! let's braid e/o's hair!!! i don't acc have any dron shipper friends atm, i've been needing to convert all my irl besties by force thru my nonstop infodumping lmao
i was planning on waiting til i've written more chaps to post on ao3, but if you'd prefer me to start releasing what i have rn, totally can do 👍✨
ive never not been embarrassing. it’s exhausting
this one has been in the works for a couple years now! i wrote most of what it currently is over this past summer, and finally wrapped up the in-betweens these last couple days, but at last, here is the 11.5k oneshot i affectionately refer to as my bakukami manifesto:
it's also a sort of veiled introduction to the premise of the verse in which i plan to set my kaminari crackfic, but that one is barely even a concept in my brain, so don't think too hard about it yet :P though it's not quite everything i wanted it to be, it's darn close enough, and i've been keeping y'all waiting long enough. so please, enjoy :) next ao3 post on friday!
November 2020 Illustrations ヽ(• ‿ •)ノ
it's never over, she's the tear that hangs inside my soul forever
inspo credits to "Veil" by @/_K0TTERl_
ochako ver
I don’t choose ships. They choose me, and then destroy my life.
i outdo myself, honestly:
powering thru a filler chapter rn, so here are some small funny bits released from fic-jail bc they made me laugh as i wrote
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Idk how Tumblr works. I’m new here. Here is an animation I made.
verisimilous on ao3 ➳ they call me the CDC the way i run the Collaborative Delulu Center
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