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Only girls with crushes on soldiers who died 80 years ago knows real frustration

SA victims are allowed to be sexy. they are allowed to enjoy having sex. they aren't doomed to a life of never being confident enough to have sex again and i don't understand why people think that's the best narrative for them.

Dating Mussolini

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“Et in Arcadia ego.”

(Even in Arcadia, there I am.)

that feeling when you doze off a little to a vivid image of the judge sucking your dick while he bullies your cunt with his fingers and it shocks you so much it jolts you awake

is this relatable guys?

#184

I regularly have dreams about the judge monologuing at me in a blank white room. I can't move. I always wake up cold and sweaty and with the sense that something horrible was done to me

#189

I need Judge Holden to be edited to Womanizer by Britney Spears

#185

“When the lambs is lost in the mountain, he said. They is cry. Sometime come the mother. Sometime the wolf.”

Blood Meridian (1985) — Cormac McCarthy

I want my head to be crushed between Judge's thighs.

#182

Okok i read the book a while ago and no character had made me feel so disgusted than holden but then it turned into horniness and now I'm just disgusted with myself oh lord I need him to crush me

#180

I'm a short dark haired guy with anger issues. Where is my uncanny 7ft tall polymath polyglot who ties me to a bed and talks softly to me when I'm on a violent drunken bender. this book is giving me unrealistic expectations

#180

PINKERTON'S FAVORITE WHORE

He Paid to Be Betrayed

I can’t stop thinking about that girl. That shot from the credits — where the Pinkertons approach her with a casual smile, while she’s servicing another client. I’m absolutely sure Charles had been with her more than once, not just during that mission in the Valentine saloon. We’re not shown everything, right? We don’t see how the gang members spend their downtime, when they go into town, who they spend it with.

I’m almost certain Charles wasn’t the only one. Half the guys in the gang clearly had a thing for whores. And that woman — that prostitute — I’m sure she was one of the people who gave information to the Pinkertons. Maybe even about Charles himself, though he managed to leave Beecher’s Hope. In the end, she definitely helped lead them to John.

Working girls don’t care what they get paid for — whether it’s to spread their legs or spill someone’s secrets. Especially if they get paid twice as much. And her clients — even Charles — couldn’t really hide their identity from her. Sure, he’s the quiet type, but if you watch that saloon scene before the cutscene triggers, you can clearly see him talking nonstop to the girls — his mouth never stops moving. We don’t hear any of it, but his lips are constantly moving, like he’s deep in conversation. Javier, by comparison, barely moves his mouth.

Prostitutes aren’t stupid. They take mental notes on their clients — who they are, how much they’re worth, and whether there’s more to gain than just cash. So here’s what I’m thinking… I once read this crackpot theory that Charles was the real rat in the gang. Probably a joke, because the arguments were like: “He drinks coffee. Dutch drinks coffee. Boom — traitor.” Seriously.

But my theory? The girls — the prostitutes — were the real rats. Or at least, they played a way bigger role than anyone realizes. Maybe that sounds even more insane, because I’ve got no hard evidence — except for that one frame in the credits, where she’s clearly giving information to the agents. Maybe not directly about John, but about Charles and Javier? Very likely. And if so, all she did was pass along what the guys themselves told her — in drunken confidence, far too trusting of their smugly satisfied, rented companion for the night.

Where the Gang Fell Apart

We only see things through Arthur’s eyes, but we have no idea what the others are doing. Dutch told them to blend in, act like civilized workers, and find ways to make an honest living. But he didn’t tell them to get black-out drunk, hire whores, and start bar fights. And yet that’s exactly what they did — so recklessly it borders on stupidity. When you’re that drunk, you don’t care who’s listening or what you’re saying.

There’s even a line in a conversation between O’Driscoll members, where they say Colm ordered them not to mess with whores until their job was done. And honestly? He was right. A drunk man whose dick is doing the thinking is no friend to his own brain. And yes — scientific studies confirm that sexual hormones impair both cognitive and physical performance. Aroused men are less rational, more impulsive, and their coordination drops. (This is a bit of a tangent, but it fits.)

So, is it possible that one of the biggest reasons behind the gang’s constant failures wasn’t just Dutch’s madness or Micah’s betrayal — but the reckless, indulgent lifestyle of its men? I’m not blaming them for wanting to satisfy basic urges. But, seriously — showing up as a group of four (Arthur, Javier, Charles, Bill) at the saloon, all of them among the most wanted criminals in the country, openly using their real names, and then starting a fight?

That’s not just carelessness. That’s self-destruction.

im a fucking sucker for the “character gets so badly injured that they can’t think clearly and start calling for help in a distressingly vulnerable way.” characters who start using nicknames for their friends they haven’t used since they were kids. characters who start begging for their brother they haven’t seen in years to be there. characters who would usually use their parents’ names or call them mother/father/etc crying out mama when they go down. u understand.

i plan on rereading blood meridian cause i haven't stopped thinking about how both the judge and dutch tried getting the kid and john to view the world through their lens, and how both the kid and john denied them their vision. like there's something about monsters seeking companionship and thinking they've found it, they've found the perfect protégé, someone who has the capacity to view their vision of the world, etcetera etcetera. a companion of the dark gift. someone who shares the same dark pleasure.

the way dutch says, "you never had the stomach for this." / "you never could see what i see, john. you were too scared." something about how he says, "come closer i've got surprise for you." something about how he says, "you always were a bad liar, john."

and how the judge tells the kid, "come here if you're not afraid" and "you came forward to take part in a work. but you were a witness against yourself. you sat in judgement of your own deeds. you put your own allowances before the judgement of history and you broke with the body of which you were pledged a part and poisoned it in all its enterprises. hear me, man. i spoke in the desert for you and only you and you turned a deaf ear to me." something about how the kid says, "lies, lies by god lies." and the judge says, "think again."

the parallels.. o(<

rraaaaahhh!!

more from my Blood Meridian: art per chapter, series. ft chapter 15 and 16!

Judge x my trailer park au

judge holden needs to cut me open and put his dih in the wound fr

#169

I fucked up so bad the hand :"

I had to hide it with the hair (I'm a lost cause). Btw, I should stop to draw at school, but this last month is just too boring 😔

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the dynamic between the judge and the kid is very reminiscent of an abusive parent and their child to me, especially when its viewed from the lens of punishment. besides the judge's insistence that he wouldve been like a father to the kid, it can also be interpreted that the judge perceives the kid's rejection of his philosophy and his place in it as a sign of disobedience, and so to "correct" this perceived disobedience the judge chooses to punish the kid harshly, which comes in the form of whatever violent act occurs in the outhouse. the violence committed towards the kid there is the accumulation of the judge's frustration towards his insubordinance in rejecting his place within his ideology, and it functions as the correction of the judge's worldview in eliminating the very element that refutes it. this punishment feels foreshadowed by the jail scene, which introduces the element of accountability in the judge blaming the kid for the yuma massacre and then berating him for his adherence to his morality and his rejection of the judge that comes with it. i think its of note how he focuses on the kid's supposed transgression and places accountability on him for their conflict ("our animosities were formed and waiting before ever we two met. yet even so you could have changed it all") and the frustration that results from it on the judge's end evolves into the fate that awaits the kid in the outhouse, the punishment. it reads as a shafting of accountability from the judge to the kid that goes on to justify what was done to him, a la "you made me do this", similar to how some abusive parents will use some transgression, real or not, to justify the abuse of their child

theres way more to it in my mind and my thoughts be kinda scattered but this is the basic jist of it😇

#164

When discussing Micah's introduction, a lot of poeple talk a lot about him looking like a villian, and he does, but personally I am a lover of the fact you are immediately greeted with his ideals. He is not hiding it, he is not even trying to justify himself. You are just immediately greeted with the fact that he is not too fond of the others.

"Huddled around a fire waiting for daddy to put food on the table" is certianly a memorable line that sets the tone for who he is and how different he is from Arthur. There is a very distinct contast between the two that is just immediately handed to you, which I find to be fantastic writing.

I was bored, so I finished a little drawing I started at school.

Yall know the mission "My Last Boy"? Yeah the one where Dutch sends a bunch of the native Americans to their deaths, the one where Arthur leads Dutch to the money, the one where Arthur gets steam blown in the face, where Dutch leaves him and he would have died if it wasn't for Eagle Flies? Yeah that one. Arthur isn't paid anything for that mission.

Instead we are given a little message saying "the other half is split between the gang members who worked the job" meaning Dutch does not think Arthur contributed in that mission.He killed all those folk, he fought, he almost died and he showed Dutch the location of the money, yet he didn't get anything because he didn't work it apparently.

anon #144 better write that fic with long sentences, long words, and no quotation marks. just like cormac mccarthy intended

#161

All the recent doodles of my oc's. I love to draw my shayla Lucifer. But also Beelzebub (insect person) and Mammon(lizard thing) are there.

Blood meridian is so funny to me. Imagine being a kid and meeting some strange man who you immediately kick in the head then get your ass beat. Then! Then you two are gonna go kill a man together. Good luck. Found family.

The Baron hitting a weed pen while he watches Feyd fight in the arena gets me every time. The heir to his whole thing is in danger of being gutted like a fish in front of a cheering crowd and he's just ripping a fuckin cherry-flavored melted diamonds cart and going "damn bro this fight is intense"

Today's vibes are grooming, incest and abuse 🥰

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