Why Can't I Just Find A Relaxed, Hipster, Liberal, Atheist, Cute, Tweaker Girl To Take On Dope Dates?:(

i feel like a part of my soul is missing when im not spun

Just had the third person today tell me that i reek of dope and can smell it lile ten feet away. #oops

I’m sorry I loved drugs more than you.

Havent let myself come down in over a month and dont ever plan on itt. 

head has been hurting for the past few days, i know i should take a break but i can’t.

I cant stop thinking about drugs.

when you havent smoked in a second and your hands are shaking so much ou cant light the bowl...

Nonwonder

Literally haven't ever met anyone anywhere even remotely close to her. I've got some hella feels. Literally my dream girl

Fuck sobriety

After my second stint of rehab I knew. Literally within a half hour of.getting out of 90 day treatment I relapsed.

I crave it nonstop.24/7 and always on my mind.

Finally I've.decides I'm done. Fuck sobriety, I'm a tweaker