Im Almost Two Months Clean But I Really Need To Cut Myself

I really need help, im starting to have panick attacks and its killing me

Sometimes i wonder if i count as a burnout, i had pretty decent grades when i was younger but now im to tired to do my homework, i also used to have a lot of friends but now its almost impossible for me to interact with other human beings that are not my only two friends.

I now that i wasnt refered as "gifted" since some of my classmates were better than me but still, i feel like i was better then than now.

Maybe im a burnout happy kid.

Sorry if i ofend someone who read this shit, im just venting.

How do i put myself in a coma?

I am asking this since i cant unalive myself without my family and friends feeling bad

Ok, Jesus, get it i guess 🙄

Yo nunca he sido feliz por dos días seguidos, siempre quiero morir al día siguiente

Seems acurate to me

i made another horrible quiz, come get assigned a niche lgbtq aesthetic such as “strapping young transmasc farmhand” or “morose bisexual sailor”

Yet

Jeff Bezos didn’t even explode :(

Sounds fake but ok

Signs you are Happy with where you are in life right now

A cat sat on my lap today, i've never been happier

I finally found out one of my toxic traits.

I dont like asking for help because i feel like im annoyng and i dont wanna bother anyone with my problems