Real Sh!t

Still stuck on my lw :/

I guess I am just not gonna eat till the scale changes numbers.

Is it really difficult for skinny people to gain weight? I want to get to that level so badly.

I‘m sorry, but the fact simply is that society judges people for having mental problems and I am also victim of it. Do you want me to lie about that? Maybe then just the peopleI meet are all assholes and maybe I can have a opinion about my own scars and how stupid I was as a teen.

I never called anyone stupid or ugly other than myself . Pls stop putting words in my mouth.

At the end of the day I am nobodies parents and nobodies therapist and I can’t make decisions for people. As your blogs encourage sh I am discouraging it and just showing my reality and aftermath of my actions.

Pls block if you don’t want to see someone else’s opinion or thoughts rather than yourself and what pleases you. Nobody has forced you to be here!

Stop cutting yourself pls! It’s not pretty nor aesthetic -_-

You are gonna regret it later, as I myself did. Now I have to see what my dumbass teenage self did every day and I hate that.

I have to answer why I have those scars every time I meet a new person and honestly I feel ashamed.

It is not a pretty look to have those damn stupid scars as an adult. They are gonna think less about you and nothing you do is gonna change how they gonna perceive you as a person.

I just don’t want any other person feel the same way I did and I still do.

My new plan

Give me suggestions pls <3

I want something delicious to binge on ngl! 😅

I need to just stop eating entirely.

If I could choose my name I would go with River or sky. Such cool names honestly.

Imagine if I fasted til I physically couldn’t do it anymore and just died.

This is funny 😭

Feet together, thighs apart,

The collarbones are where we start.

Count the ribs and feel the hips,

That' s what makes us skinny, bitch

no one will love me if i’m not thin

no one will love me if i’m not thin

no one will love me if i’m not thin

no one will love me if i’m not thin

no one will love me if i’m not thin

no one will love me if i’m not thin

no one will love me if i’m not thin

no one will love me if i’m not thin

no one will love me if i’m not thin

no one will love me if i’m not thin