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Latest Posts by rabiesbites - Page 3
"I really was only a tool to you"
i made this, and then immediately learned to render shortly after, so i really kinda hate it now but its okay!!! teehee insert shameless au/fic plug here its a wip but go read it ahhjdjnbdnms
oh okay then
So, I made this fanfic idea generator for the Bungou Stray Dogs fandom. I took ages on it.
I guess you can use it for other fandoms, too.
"Oh, Jigglypuff is the cutest pokemon of all time!" "No way, it's definitely Pikachu!" "Squirtle is the cutest!"
WRONG
Acknowledge the cuteness, you COWARDS
I hate beatboxing so much. I FUCKING HATE IT. If you make dubstep sounds with your mouth then I personally think we should be allowed to hit you with a really, really heavy truck.
the yapper x listener ever
when im in a being gay competition and my opponent is a guy with a rival
something I will never understand:
a pedophile can say "ooh this character that is 500 yrs old but looks like a toddler is so hot" and the whole internet, reasonably, gets really mad and says "oh, that's disgusting! you're still attracted to a child! it doesn't matter if it can reason and speak and hold intelligent conversations!" which makes sense ofc because it's fucking vile
but then a zoophile says "ooh this character that is a literal dog just anthro is so hot" and everyone is like "yeah! it's totally okay that you're attracted to this character because it can reason and speak and hold intelligent conversations! even though it's a literal animal!" for some reason??
if you're attracted to an animal character including furries, you're a fucking creep. you're just as bad as a person attracted to fictional children. you're just as bad.
if you all are going to defend zoophilia, at least be bold about your depravity so I know to block you..or maybe throw a brick at your head home alone style
okay I just checked your blog I am not arguing with someone who posts porn LMFAOO
I could tell YOU about the negative impact that shit has on women and queer people but I bet you don't want to hear it because you're too bothered worrying about politics in a show about rocks
Your children's show unfortunately has the absolute wrong take on tackling fascism. Yeah the power of friendship angle is showing a dismal lack of understanding of Marxist theory or even intro-level Leninism. Yeah my only two interests are children's media and online leftist discourse so this is gonna be a problem.
a thing I fucking hate
[posts anything a bit silly, a bit creative, or just not exactly typical]
literally half the comments section: LMFAOO 😂😂😂 like what were you on??? what were you smoking!+!???!?? 🤣🤣🤣😆😆 no way you weren't on drugs doing this right?!?? LMFAOO this is so weird!!!
"a deeply reactionary response" are you trying to imply I'm homophobic or fascist for seeing a kids show as a kids show? you're fucking nuts 😭😭
anyway, aside from that, yes I understand there's deep elements in steven universe. I understand that..but also when you care more about the political implications of a cartoon than you do about the wider plot, characters, and music, that's kind of a problem. you've proven it yourself by treating me like I hate civil rights and gay people just because I'm like "it's a kids show it's not that deep"
go outside, touch some grass, and realize that just because someone makes a silly joke about Steven universe being a cartoon and not a political campaign is NOT, in any way, anti-intellectualism.
The original post, the one I reblogged, was satire anyway and you fell for it HARD.
Your children's show unfortunately has the absolute wrong take on tackling fascism. Yeah the power of friendship angle is showing a dismal lack of understanding of Marxist theory or even intro-level Leninism. Yeah my only two interests are children's media and online leftist discourse so this is gonna be a problem.
i really really appreciate how much the mouthwashing gameplay emphasizes that curly is still a feeling human person after the crash. he reacts to every single thing that happens around him. he makes decisions. he changes his behavior as the game progresses. these subtle details are everything to me. he’s not a prop.
CW for discussion of medical abuse, forcefeeding, torture, gore, autocannibalism, basically everything curly experiences in-game
“he doesn’t want to keep still any more.” our first line in curly’s presence. anya doesn’t say “he won’t keep still anymore,” she says he doesn’t want to. this diction provides a sharp contrast to jimmy, whose only acknowledgment of curly’s desires comes up when he puts words in curly’s mouth, while anya observes curly’s body language to extrapolate what he actually wants and needs. she considers him a person, just as the player is meant to; jimmy does not.
the progression of the pills scenes. in the first one, he’s in about as little pain as we see him. he just chokes it down.
in the second pills scene, anya is late on giving him the pills and he’s clearly in great pain, crying, tossing and turning even though that probably just hurts him more. i do think the way the crying can be heard through the entire ship is jimmy’s auditory hallucination, but it was loud enough to wake jimmy up from the lounge. when jim actually does give him the pills, curly briefly resists, but after that first hit, he cries out in pain and then gives this strangled “huh?” before the beating continues. he cries out a couple more times before realizing jimmy wants him to be quiet, and he stops crying out, lets jimmy give him the pills, and sobs quietly before going silent.
in the third pills scene, curly seems to be trying not to make noise or resist. he still sobs after the pills go down and falls quiet after.
after anya’s and daisuke’s deaths, curly lies so still and quiet that i’ve witnessed multiple players be shocked that he’s still alive when his chest moves.
and the infamous laughter… that’s definitive proof that curly isn’t just reacting to stimuli like pain (which would not make him less of a person, for the record) but actively observing and thinking about the events around him.
when jimmy picks curly up. despite the fact that having his burns pressed against another person would be excruciating, curly does not react. just breaths hoarsely and keeps his eye locked on jimmy — until he ends up on the table surrounded by the corpses. then, and only then, does his breath get panicky, and he starts to cry softly.
cutting the leg. my goodness, those screams. incredible voice acting, first of all, but it really stands out to me that it isn’t a terrifying, inhuman scream. it’s very human, very desperate and pained, mixed with heaving, awful sobs. and afterward? curly’s so shaken that he’s visibly moving his jaw on his own as he gasps for breath. and the look in his eye…
in the force feeding scene — which, in my mind, was a hallucinatory version of real events — curly is silent and still. he only moves or cries out when he’s forced to via vomiting or the wheels turning (though the latter is likely imagined). he doesn’t react to anything else. doesn’t even hold up his head. but he gives these pained cries when the wheels turn, and this draws awareness to how he’s being treated as a prop here with intention. he’s being dehumanized, reduced to an object, but we as the player are painfully aware that this is a person. he’s not reacting more because he’s shutting down from all the trauma he’s experienced.
and i have a lot in my head about the juxtaposition of curly POV scenes with jimmy interacting with post-crash curly scenes. they’re often perfectly timed to remind you that the person on the cot, on the table, or in your arms is the same man who you were a minute ago, and vice versa.
just. man. mouthwashing emphasizes curly’s humanity at every corner, and that makes his story so much more horrifying.
i really like this game and i really like that it displays a disabled character being dehumanized by the player character while also emphasizing to the player that this is not right.
okay this may be a hot take, I hate jimmy but it kinda makes me mad when people make posts about all of the mouthwashing characters and just exclude jimmy? like yeah he's a shit person but he's literally the character you play as most of the game. he's awful but he's the *main character* and he's so greatly integral to the plot that just refusing to include him in anything kind of like...I guess undermines all of the effort put into his characterization and how amazingly written he is?
like yes, he's awful, that's the point..he's awful in a way thats meant to make you *think*, (after all it is a psychological horror) and people excluding him from everything ruins the point of that
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how Steven Universe fans talk about the show (it's a cartoon for kids about lesbian gemstone aliens)
Your children's show unfortunately has the absolute wrong take on tackling fascism. Yeah the power of friendship angle is showing a dismal lack of understanding of Marxist theory or even intro-level Leninism. Yeah my only two interests are children's media and online leftist discourse so this is gonna be a problem.
I saw a post on here about the whole "Curly talking with those dog buttons" situation, but the reblogs and comments were off, so I have to make my own post to express my thoughts on it
I saw a few seconds of that video, and just that was enough to make me feel rather uncomfortable. My first thought was, wouldn't that be painful? Forcing this man with *literally no skin* to lean forward and smack one of those plastic buttons with his stubs because he has no hands? (seriously. those buttons can be a little tough, you have to put pressure, you can't just tap on them)
aside from the logistics of it, it seems the mouthwashing fandom forgets Curly is still a man. A grown adult, with a fully functioning mind and sense of self..I can only imagine how dehumanizing it would be, to be forced to sit on the floor and use buttons made for *dogs* while already being in possibly the worst situation someone could be in.
the people acting like it's cute or funny are a huge part of this problem - acting like the suffering of a severely injured and extremely disabled quadruple amputee is something funny or silly or quirky. even myself with my developmental disabilities would be absolutely disgusted and ashamed if someone saw me struggling with a meltdown or something and treating it like some cute moment. Yes, Curly is fictional , but treating him like no more than a silly gore mascot really says a lot about how some of you guys feel about real disabled people.
Curly Talks: To Anya
if you ship Anya and Jimmy you're actually disgusting btw
"oh i really love xyz character-" really? outside the context of shipping?
more doodles of the skk coraline au :3c
this is a line of dialogue from a bungo stray dogs au I am writing
Alright then,” Chuuya nonetheless continued. “If letting Teruko live was such a bad idea, I'll make sure I don't repeat my mistakes with you.”
the fic name is Wingless Angel if you're curious, by rabidbites (me)
I have an idea! 💜 (if you don't mind such thing, of course!)
Everyone reblog this ask and write about the fic you're the most proud of. Published one, unpublished one, work in progress, doesn't matter! Just say some nice things about your work. 💜
Heck yeah! Feel free to share a few sentences you’re proud of! Tag a friend or several!
I’ll go first!
This is a line of dialogue from a semi-crack fic my friend and I work on periodically:
“I highly doubt there’s a bomb in your e-mail, Timothy,” Jon says, emerging from his office, looking all for the world like a disgruntled rat in a posh button-up and knitted sweater. A posh rat — a prat, if you will.
There’s a lot of things you’ve done that Becky doesn’t know about
At some point "fanfic can be as good as professional writing" became "fanfic should be as good as professional writing" and that's caused major damage to fandom spaces.
Gatekeeping destroys fandoms!! If you only allow people you consider to be "true fans" interact with the fandom then that fandom's going to disappear. Newcomers will never join, conversation will grow stale, interests will shift and the fandom will slowly fade.
"Corruption is a curse. You must never invoke it upon yourself."
Chuuya had taken Fyodor's words to heart many years ago, holding the idea in with his hands folded carefully over his mouth. It was an idea that guided him, to be wary of his own ability and to trust the knowledge of those superior to him.
Yet after years of placing all of his trust within the hands of the Decay of Angels, everything changes.
[AO3 link + more below the cut]
Hello! This is a fanfic project I've been planning for quite a long while, and chapter one has finally been finished! I posted it on accident (oops), but I think it worked out well.
I'll probably be posting an insane amount for this AU, if it makes up for my blog being entirely dead.
Essentially, Chuuya is a member of the DOA and goes through some shit. I hope you enjoy reading it enough to justify how I've been brainrotting over this 😭 it was all I could think about for a while.
Link to the fanfic:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/60477142/chapters/154386109
Bang!
William and Sherlock in Bungou Stray Dogs art style
Finally, the cousins
the more ada members die in quick succession, the more confident I am that they’re all okay so there’s that at least
You know, Kaminari would be into true crime tbh
