pussydestroyerplanetx

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I was intellectually gifted but emotionally neglected, so I learned to rely solely on logic because that’s the only part of me that was ever encouraged. Eventually, my own emotions felt foreign and the next thing I know I’m a diagnosed antisocial. Sometimes I wonder… if I had been made to feel safe enough to feel, would I have stood a chance at a normal life?

a cut that always bleeds

i enjoy arguing with people online out of sheer chronic boredom.

you may think you’ve aggravated me but i promise if i’m arguing with you in comment sections then i’m actually just enjoying myself.

how ‘mental health advocates’ look at me when i tell them my disorder makes me unable to care about other people’s feelings.

𝜗𝜚 — i love pinterest.

As someone officially diagnosed with aspd.

I don't get the problem people have with self diagnosers.

Aspd on record means if go to jail get a worse sentence.

Aspd on record means many therapist in their ableism will refuse to help with any problem.

I knew i had no guilt or shame or affective empathy or feelings of compassion from earliest memories. I didn't suddenly lose those feelings when i got diagnosed.

And there is genetic evidence for aspd.

And there are psychologists that view it more like a neurodevelopmental disorder.

"Well the dsm 5"...was written by people who used studies only on prisoners for their results so it became more action focused over internal as a way to reinforce the prisoner claim.

And it's a work in progress authority...that you are blindly obeying and believing? Now that's a trait that doesn't fit aspd.

Reflect on actual symptoms like problems with boredom. Lower, missing, or weirdly selective care for feelings of compassion, affective empathy, guilt, shame, care. Things viewed differently for you then norm. Urges. Response to things. Having rules need to be explained to make sense and not just accepted in their own right. Etc.

Knowing a spectrum and if fit enough, fit enough.

And then if fit do the best to use how different for best way forward. Like i use my selfishness for long term prisoners dilema as a motivation for me to do good. I turned my high anger into motivation. I found beauty in various things as an alleviation for boredom. Etc.

Tl;dr those "with aspd" trying to fake claim others cause no official diagnoses...are the ones most likely to not have aspd.

Mental health matters until its ASPD or NPD, then they are "cringe" and "corny" for sharing their struggles. You try and build this accepting safe space for all people to bond and when people who have different struggles than yours share their problems you boo them. You tell people to "get help", yet call them evil when they be honest about their problems. We don't have to mask to fit into your mold of perfect little victims to be valid. If you want to be helpful to people with mental health issues, try being less judgemental first.

my Shayla 🫂💖💓💝💗

friendship so good we both can talk about such a problems or even be so comfortable to show each other

tralalelo tralala

porco dio e porco Allah.

I have not seen an uglier flag than this

Ignoring the call of mania should be considered a full time job because it is SO hard to willingly choose to sit in depression instead of doing whatever wild and risky thing my "manic brain" says will solve all my issues

"OmG NaRCISsiStS aRe sO eViL aND wIll mANipuLaTE YoU" Vro. I literally kiss my plushies goodnight and apologize to them when I accidentally make them fall off the bed. Be for real.

i do °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

NPD is NPDing

to the universe as a whole

"how are you feeling today?" gives me war flashbacks.

there is barely anything as attractive as self harm scars

Fractured Fury

The world stands still, the air goes thin,

A silent void erupts within.

A crack inside, so sharp, so deep,

A wound that wakes but does not weep.

Then fire strikes—my veins ignite,

A raging storm, no end in sight.

My breath is smoke, my voice a blade,

A fury born, a war replayed.

I scream, I shake, the earth must hear,

A beast unleashed, too wild to steer.

The walls may break, the sky may fall,

Yet still, my rage outlives them all.

Then silence creeps, so cold, so vast,

A fragile peace that will not last.

The ashes glow, the embers hide,

But fire still burns beneath my pride.

- a little poem about how i feel about narcissistic injury and narcissistic rage :)

when someone asks what's wrong but i can't form a response because i can't just say "it's just the way my brain is"

Keiichi Tahara 

A midnight breeze whispers, sudden and cold,

tracing her thighs, with fingers sharp and bold.

having aspd and/or npd and trying to comfort a friend is like trying to run a marathon without any training istg

little photo dump, because i genuinely look so beautiful aaa

@moonkissedlily love u bby <3

DILF hunters

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i want to be popular on here for being mentally sick please make me popular