A Beautiful Broken Promise.

you have been on my mind for so long,

you have been my dream,

my first and last thought of a day,

and that's why

its so hard for me.

to let you go.

as if you never mattered.

life would have been soo dramatic

if i was a dragonnn

self care is over, we’re doing drugs again

How fucked up are you ?

So much that i ask ai if what i went through was enough to be this tramatized.

It's time.

It's time to end it all.

And i am gonna survive it all.

Good luck.

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I've spent so much time being sad,

For things I should have held anger for.

Let me hear you say my name,

Beg for my forgiveness.

My absence will rot within you,

My ghost will haunt hallways you've yet to discover.

You fell in love with my mercy,

What about this rage?

I've cried my last tear,

And I am unashamed of the way I begged-

It is, however,

Your fucking turn.

x

you can not speak in poetry

to someone who does not read.

they don’t know what it’s like

to have to pick up a pen to survive.

damn true

do you guys ever like forget you're interested in something until you start engaging with it again and you go "oh wait i'm like crazy crazy about this yeah"

Why mother?

why did you tear me apart

when you should have kept me together ?

when you should have held me a bit closer ?

Why father ?

why did you pull me down

and drowned me in my tears

when you should have been my ladder ?

when you should have kept me warm under your wings ?

Why sister ?

why did you spat venom and killed me inside

when you should have been my pillar ?

when you should have hugged me tighter ?

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