I Always Thought Of It As Jesper Van Eck 🧑‍🦯🧑‍🦯

Posted May 27 2021

Okay my last post got 0 traction or donations, so here we go again.

I’m a 2-spirit indigenous lesbian and survival sex worker, who is severely physically disabled, immunocompromised, and neurodivergent. I had a “ministroke” only twoish weeks ago, likely from stress, and just found out I have genetic heart disease.

My phones touch screen is broken, my drawing tablet doesn’t connect anymore, I owe 125 in phone bills, and am over 2k in debt due to needing to escape a transphobic roommate (debt is from the first months rent, getting basic furniture and food staples, and paying a damage deposit plus covering my roommates pet deposit (they have been paying me back, but have limited income too.)

Without my phone or drawing tablet I have no additional income sources outside of a meager disability pension (that barely covers my rent and food bills), so those are my priorities right now. If I pay my phone bill off I can upgrade to a new model (I need a decent camera for camming), and hopefully I can start making income again for my other bills.

Hoping to raise 400 for the phone bill, upgrade fees, and new tablet. Extra donations will go towards my active debt.

Donations via paypal and etransfers can go to my email - ezekielmith@gmail.com

Total Raised: 760/400

Please rb if you can’t donate!

Honestly what a mood

Just found out that my url means “butthole” and I’m torn between embarrassment and just deadass changing it to “butthole”

If you see me looking zoned out it’s cuz im having a therapy session with myself in my head

Bold of you to assume I don’t eat all of them together in a sandwich

reblog this post and RANK the following things: bread, potatoes, rice, pasta

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reasons you should read Graceling

book one follows a gender nonconforming woman falling in love with a disabled man of color, while also dealing with her own enforced self-hatred

book two follows a woman known as the most beautiful woman in the world, who is a black, disabled, and bisexual rape survivor. the book deals primarily with rape culture and her love interest is also black and she falls for him because he’s respectful of her boundaries.

book three follows a young woman of color trying to run a kingdom that has been victimized by colonialism, with the help of all her various queer friends, including a bisexual man of color she’s falling in love with. she is very easy to read as bisexual, and the book is primarily about dealing with the nationwide trauma of having been so brutally treated, and with the importance of memory to fix it.

It’s so beautiful!!!!!!

This was supposed to be angsty but then I added yellow freckles for no real reason and now its just kinda adorable

I feel like this is definitely something Roman would say

Bro, DON'T tempt me, I don't wanna pull out my sword and flirt with you. DON'T.

Coming into a fandom late

I’m a Pisces and that’s why I gotta go home.