“I Am Nothing In My Soul If Not Obsessive” Defines Me. Without Obsession, I Experience Profound Emptiness.

Kafka on the Shore

Haruki Murakami

@ixhika-jsx thank you so much for tagging me!

🥀favourite colour: Black

🥀last song I listened to: Frozen (slowed remix)

🥀last film I watched: Actually...I don't watch films?🥲😅

🥀currently reading: nothing but I had last read The Secret History by Donna Tartt

🥀currently craving: maggi noodles 😁

🥀tea or coffee: coffee ☕️

Tagging:-

@ameyauneedtostop

@ramblingsfromthytruly

@midnightmuses301

@nia-academia

@jennracer

@rain-is-studying

@thyion

@hauxicrook

@studyinrain

P.S.- Feel free to ignore it , lol 😅

tag game : answer + tag nine people you want to get to know better and/or catch up with!

@peachym00 tagged me in this thing like years ago and i never got around to doing it because — welp, depression 😵‍💫 — but here i am! thank you my love!

🌸 favourite colour : sunshine yellow. probably. or it was at one point. it was also prussian blue at one point. it's probably ace purple now. it's been for quite a while.

🌸 last song I listened to : the moon represents my heart, from moonlight chicken.

🌸 last film I watched : lmaooo i honestly don't remember, I haven't watched any movies in a while. but i did re-watch ep. 5 of only friends — the 25th hour episode — last night.

🌸 currently reading : haven't picked up a completed giant fic in a while, but currently following a few sandray fics. but I'm especially tuned into this firstkhao getting together fic by my dearest @semantics-error . it's delicious and heart wrenching.

🌸 currently craving : i wanted french fries today but ordered in chinese. it was good. but i would have still liked french fries.

🌸 coffee or tea : tea, any day. coffee just gives me acidity whether i take it with milk or not lmao. also tea has more varieties, so.

tagging ; @aniland @skyfish7 @kaleidoskuls @semantics-error @boyslovecorner

feel free to ignore to hell and back lol

When the academic validation gets so bad that you cry over a 95

There is no great genius without a mixture of madness

-Aristotle

may i stop dreaming of you this 2025

eternaldroplets // charles dickens // inkskinned // numenrot // eternaldroplets // anne sexton // david st john // paul auster

The Secret History destroyed my life like what do you mean I can't drink wine and study classical literature and spend the nights in a countryside mansion with piano echoing through the dark halls and break through the confines of humanity in a bacchanal and commit a string of murders and try to escape but eventually kill myself in a blaze of glory, ultimately shattering the lives of the people around me? That I can't escape the cognitive mode of experience and transcend the accident of my moment of being? That I can't lose my self, lose it utterly? What do you mean I can't live without thinking?