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Me procrastinating as my exams loom over my head

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01/12/24

Around 5-6 hours of studying today

A collection of paradoxes. The chilly air of the lingering winter intertwined with the uncomfortable, looming heat of the sun rays, looking to transform into a blazing wildfire. For me, March isn't about bright and colourful flowers. It's about a blindingly bright environment in which I hopelessly stumble around in a vain attempt to regain my bearings. It's not about hope, for me, it has a general sense of dreariness and resignation. And...I welcome it for what it is.

It was one of those March days when the sun shines hot and the wind blows cold: when it is summer in the light, and winter in the shade.

Charles Dickens, Great Expectations

"And you ask yourself: Where are your dreams? And you shake your head and say: How quickly do the years fly by! And again you ask yourself: What have you done with your years? Where have you buried your best days? Did you live or not?"

It has been a long week, a disappointing series of days. Yet... there is more incoming. Staying on to see the storm through.

Even when you're tired, remember why you started.

IX to X grade!

Also, tumblr app is no longer available in my region but I can use the web version; really hoping that it's not totally taken down.

— Sylvia Plath, quoting an acquaintance in ‘The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath’