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⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅. literally my soul ⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅

never hungry just bored

never hungry just stressed

never hungry just tired

never hungry just sad

never hungry just thirsty

never hungry just bored

never hungry just tired

never hungry just stressed

why eat when you can just read? ₊ ˚⟡

do it because you want to be the skinniest boy in the room. ˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆

│꒰⇢ masc spo

.⋆｡⋆ you can reach your goal. i know you’ll fit those jeans perfectly, you’ll do everything you wanted—as long as you continue. remember why you started this, and why you’ll continue. ༶⋆˙⊹

.𖥔 ݁ To be an angel, you have to let go of the world. Let go of everything. Even hunger. 𖥔 ݁ ˖๋ ࣭ ⭑

i love art dont get me wrong but i just went to a modern contemporary art museum and genuinely it was one of the most unmoving things ever.

i only enjoyed the nature walk and very few pieces of artwork, other than that i genuinely felt nothing.

too many big canvases with basically meaningless paint splatters and toilet imagery for me personally.

i know the whole point of contemplate art is the thought behind it and how it makes you feel as the viewer—the art itself is within our thoughts and emotions but most of the art felt soulless and made me feel nothing.

the most i felt during the entire experience was being annoyed that i didn’t get some big revelation—some enlightening eye opening experience how seemingly everyone around me does for modern contemporary art.

i understand there is soul and effort behind some of these pieces but i just can’t get myself to feel anything.

literally most of the art gave me the same emptiness i get when I see ai art.

i want to like it, i want to like it in an era where stealing others art and calling it “ai art” is a thing!

but i just don’t.

perhaps im just not deep enough to understand the appeal behind it or something.

perhaps it’s surface level of me to only like art that has clear narrative themes to it, that has an aesthetic appeal that anyone can see it had more than 20 minutes of effort put in.

at least the walking in nature was fun, plus it was like 5 miles of walking so i got my steps in.

│꒰⇢ fem spo

.⋆｡⋆ dont give up. think of how pretty you’ll look in photos; when your friends take photos of all of you hanging out at a café or in the mall— everyone will see how beautiful you are. when your family members ask for photos of you for the holidays, they will see how pretty you are. ༶⋆˙⊹

“you look sick” why thank you

i bring nothing to the table but melancholic eyes and ovethinking

With each breath, the air hangs heavy and still,

Emotions freeze, yet warmth lingers at will.

Seeing collarbones ♡

Seeing hipbones ♡ ♡

Seeing ribs ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡

SEEING CHEST BONES ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡

reaching your ugw might feel super far away, but the time will pass anyways.

Don’t give up.

Don’t binge.

Stay on track.

You WILL see results.

At the end being skinny is the only option 😔

thigh gap 💭

collarbones showing 💭

thin arms 💭

💗⋆˙⟡ Reblog if you’re an active blog in April.

I actually don’t care about wearing a tiny bikini. That’s just not my style. I hate exposing too much skin to the sun.

My reason to lose weight is just bc I wanna see how small my waist and boobs can get.

┆things to do instead of eating ! ₊˚ˑ༄

a very specific list to make yourself at least a little bit productive while being hungry.

✧ create a new Pinterest board/organize a Pinterest board you already have.

✧ practice 5 lessons on Duolingo.

✧ watch an hour long documentary video on YouTube.

✧ read a book you’ve been needing to finish.

✧ walk to a public space to relax at.

(ex: library, park, café, interactive petstore, museum.)

✧ play with your pet(s).

✧ clean your room, top to bottom.

✧ make a Spotify playlist about your favorite show/book.

✧ clean your pet(s) cage/tank.

✧ plan ahead of time of time to attend a local event where you live.

✧ organize your work bag.

✧ finish a task you have been procrastinating.

✧ clean out your wardrobe of clothes too big and donate them.

✧ start a digital journal.

- 15kg by summer ♡

- 15kg by summer ♡

- 15kg by summer ♡

- 15kg by summer ♡

- 15kg by summer ♡

be the skinniest girl in the room ˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆

can i pls just see my bones is that too much to ask

suffer being hungry or suffer being fat…

I’d rather suffer in hunger than walk around in embarrassment of how I look

Do it for the compliments

Fot the looks

For the clothes

For the praise

For the feeling

For the power

Medieval Tavern in Riga, Latvia.

Nothing in the fridge will ever fill the empty void you feel

"Bro im not even disordered like im so totally okay" i say as i scroll on ed tumblr