i wish i was pretty enough for people to want me
sitting near the water / whirlpools remained me so much of how all i want to do is to drown myself
fuck my life honestly i cant stand it
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no more yippee (yes they are not deep but stilllll)
JAYD3N'S SONG OF THE DAY!
day 2 - with the IE (way up) by Jennie
how i feel standing in the mirror felling completely obese with my totally fake scratches on my arm
"but you survived" it would've been better if I hadn't
oh how i wish it wasnt so warm where i live already i wish i could cvt my arm more but i guess i have to do my legs instead where i can cover it..
me after telling my therapist im not self harming and i have no urges too. (im lying):
why should i care if people don't want me to off myself??? like its my decision if i want to??
i NEED to cvt myself more after i have a shower... i need to drown in my thoughts for a bit
I'm not pretty, I'm not smart, I'm not interesting, I'm not funny, I'm not talented. What the fuck am I.