“is It Posible To Be So Dissapointed On Something You Already Know Would Be Like How It Went? Were

Ok, just let´s be honest.

If i was Sylvie, inside, i would being screaming like if i would dying for two reasons:

One: for the first time, i fell in love. And it’s something that scares me, scares me like bloody hell. But it’s a scaring that you feel not in the mind, but in the heart, and that’s truly like a green sign. 

Because true love scares, and if you don’t feel scares, then it’s not true love.

Two: for the first time, i fell in love. True love. And the eyes i’m looking at are saying to my soul that it IS reciprocated, even if i don’t accept it because of inminent death.

conclusion; that’s what Sylvie thought, as i did. #change my mind or fight me. i have daggers. hehehe

LOKI SERIES Episode 4

The deepness of somethin' that does not exist.

Where to start. Well, things that does not exist are, for example, myths. Stories. Fantasy. These things that are taken in paper, in songs, in drawings, and in TV programs.

Take for example, the Mystery of the Impossible Girl in Doctor Who. I did not watch the series, yet I plan to, but here is what I know: Its the story of a girl that stepped into a portal by choice and broke herself into millions of pieces that did a diaspora around space and time. Every single one of those pieces, for as far as I know, saved the Doctor. Wherever or whenever, the Doctor was there, and Clara was too. And well then, I could have never thought of such story.

It allowed me to understand, in a way, how willing someone can be in order to save someone they love.

And it was romantically dont dare to say otherwise.

This event, thing, does not exist in real life, and thats what makes it deep. Time travels, girls that broke into millions of pieces in order to save one person, a payphone cabin that can travel across space and time. And more.

The beauty it has is that it does not exist. It comes from a part of ourselves that is unknown, and powerful, and that dreams a lot. Because of that very reason, it needs to be free, and takes the form of stories, of songs, of drawings, of TV shows. This things that does not exist allows is to explore the probabilities, to defy the limits, to live beyond universes. And that deepness also allows us to understand what does exist.

Its beautiful, to realize this. To be aware that, even if these stories, creatures, TV shows and else doesn't exist, they got to actually exist, in paper, in music, on a screen.

How else, would have we seen, or hearken, or live, through them?

Poseidon: "I surrender. Just spare my son"

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Percy: "Do you ever dream with mom? "

Poseidon: *laughs silently*

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Me: *cries pearls*

Will I ever stop being something to trade?

I'm a daughter, a grand daughter, a cousin, a nephew, but between them all I'm a person. I have a heart that beats, a mind that works, lungs that breath, dreams that exist...

I'm not a stumbling block, or a channel through that people take advantage of other people. I'm not a burden, or something to just invest in.

I'm a person.

I'm a person! I care, I listen, I see! How can any of you call yourself my family when your love is builded in rage, in hate, in all those awful things that you, family, don't want to let go, cause you feel that you have the right!?

How can you all be so... So... So like this? Like a vampire that sucks my blood and lets me with no energy to move on?

I'm a person, and I'm tired. I'm tired of being trapped between all the hate, all the anger, all the bitter, that you, family, send to each other like a tennis ball.

I'm a person, and so I'm tired, and you are losing me.

If this is what I get to carry your blood, then I don't want it.

As psychology student, I WAS AND AM AND WILL BE HAVING A FIELD DAY WITHW THIS BOY.

We all know that Zeff was the one to drill into Sanji's head that he is to under no circumstance ever strike a woman, but he wasn't the one who taught him to fawn over every lady in existence. If anything Zeff tried to kick that out of him. I like to think that actually came from Sora. I think watching his mother get abused and treated so horribly forever changed the way he interacted with the opposite gender. Maybe she use to make Sanji promise he'd never be like Judge. He'd treat his own future princess like the kind & honorable prince in the picture books they read together. To always treat her like a precious gift.

So Sanji being Sanji takes it a step further & decides to treat every woman he comes across like she could be his future princess. Even subconsciously, I feel he would hate to think of any woman being in the same situation as his mother. So when he's flirting with a customer on a date at the Baratie it's not just about him being a flirt. He wants to make sure that if this lady is in a situation where the man she allows in her company is being an ass she has another frame of reference to compare them with. That way if she's ever getting yelled at or hurt she can think of the random waiter who didn't even know her, but was able to treat her with more love & care than the man she's been living with for years. To remind herself that there are better options out there. That she doesn't need to settle.

Maybe that's why he over reacts to any perceived slight against a lady because how dare you. He knows the power words hold and the very real pain a man can cause so in an attempt to protect he overreacts & becomes an issue himself. Somewhere along the way he confused his respect with lust & his need to protect with possessiveness. This is something he needs to learn to undo himself. Hopefully by the end of the series he's done enough internal work to sort this out & come out with the healthiest version of chivalry he can.

So he may not always react the way he should, but the intent is there. He's never going to stop either so don't even try. Because whenever he sees a lady in a vulnerable position maybe just maybe it's his mother's face looking back at him. And he's not powerless anymore. This time he can do something to help. To stop it.

My mother thinks that Nami is in love with Zoro.

What do I tell to her?

Dear people that is as pissed of as me because of the cancelation of Lockwood and Co:

I politely ask from you to write, in this post, on the coments, reasons why the show should not be cancelled.

I have intentions of finding a way of comunicate with Netflix and to write them a politely threatening message. If you have information of it, please tell me.

I am argentinian, so, there is an old rage because of the Malvinas towars the British, I have an important exam next wednesday, I am carrying my family expectations over my head, and suddenly Lockwood and Co is CANCELLED!?!?

I have historical reasons to do this. So please, help. I do not want this amazing show to go down. Thank you.

Good Day.

Lets the Hunger Games begin.

And may the odds be in our favor.

YEEEEEEEEEEEES.

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES

*passes out *

#paramountforlockwoodandco gained a lot of attention today, including likes from the Paramount UK Twitter. Very encouraging!

In the spirit of hopefulness and drive to continue, I made another version of my DEPRAC posters for us to circulate to support the cause! I will post on it on Twitter, and I encourage you all to be on there. It is the hellsite supreme, but it's the best place to get attention right now. Peace, love, and biscuits.

There is a reason why i've never liked anime, and it was because there some things I couldn't understand of 'em, that made me get lost in the inconmensurability of the story, and inmediatly drop it.

Well, turns out, that changed today.

I watched the new Netflix show One Piece, the eight episodes, in a row, with my aunt.

Let's just say, I intend to hold on to this story, and never let it go. I understood it, I followed it, I feel in love with it, and that is all I need.

Now lets just keep it near, and get into this fandom. Hehe.

“i could swear i can live a million lifes aside you and never get tired of that dreamy gleam in your eyes. ”

—The Solivagant.