Class Of 09 But In My Artstyle + Hcs

Not so platonic roommates Jeckole where Nicole is still depressed while Jeckas at work all day so she starts to get really into cooking because it gives her something to do and she ends up getting really excited to cook for Jecka and make them dinner for when they get home :((

@st4rlight-kayz okay so YK how I was lwk infatuated for like an hour about British co09?? Because (I will never get over this) MY FUCKASS ACCOUNT GOT TERMINATED FOR SOMETHING I DIDINT EVEN DOOOO ⛓️⛓️😔🖤👩‍🎤 im going to doMORE headcanons.. 👅

Anyway

Nicole

Year 10

Her attendance is 72.1%

Uniform consists of: untucked, creased grey-white shirt with the top button undone, fat tie, jumper, rolled up way too high skirt, socks and adidas trainers

In iso 3/5 days a week and basically an after school almost every day 💔

Has no bag, and is surviving off of floor loot.

Pushes past everyone in the corridors and doesn’t give a fuck

Always skipping with jecka

Emily gave her a stick n poke heart on her hand

Always eating in lessons (stolen from a year 7 or ari)

Constantly safeguarded

Picked history, art, music and photography for GSCE (along with English, maths and science)

Middle set for science, bottom set for maths and English

Jecka

Year 10

Attendance is 89.2%

Uniform consists of: tailored blazer, tailored shirt, top button undone, FAT tie, rolled way too high skirt, knee high socks, slip on shoes.

Skips lessons she isn’t taking for GCSE

In iso 2/5 days and lots of detentions 💔

Has a somewhat nice handbag, and most of her equipment (Nicole and Emily r stealing her highlighters 💔)

Asthmatics worst nightmare - always spraying something

Always brushing her hair

Best friends with her french teacher

Always has drama

Constantly safeguarded

Picked triple science, higher french, history and psychology for GCSE

Top set for everything

Emily

year 10

Attendance is 54.3%

If she is at school, shes in iso or on a flexible time table, or skipping.

Uniform consists of: untucked shirt with no top button, no tie, no jumper, no blazer, knee high socks and nike trainers

No bag, also surviving off of floor loot and Ari.

Fights all the time

Shoving year 7’s, 8’s, and 9’s down the stairs and hallways so she can get to the canteen first 💔

Has a toilet pass

Stick n poke heart on her hand from Nicole

Constantly safeguarded

Picked Geography, Art, food tech and PE for GSCE

Bottom set for everything

Ari

Year 10

Attendance is 95%

Uniform consists of: blazer, shirt, medium tie, skirt JUST above her knees, knee high socks and Mary Jane’s

Has an actual bag with loads of charms on it from Megan or Kelly (does get bullied by Nicole, Jecka and Emily for it)

Had a villain arc in year 8

Nicole normally bully’s her into buying lunch for her.

Actually on okay terms with jecka, they just don’t speak a lot

Often chosen to be new kids partners to show them around

Got safeguarded once and never recovered because they were so bad 💔

Picked Geography, art, music and drama for GSCE

In top set for English and maths, middle set for science

Nicole and Jecka are in a talking stage, and like .. that close to dating.

Ari has a FAT crush on Emily but still hasn’t recovered from Nicole, and Emily is too busy scamming year 7’s with empty vapes

Kylar with shove jeffery down the stairs and start crashing out when he gets screamed at WHATSAHSK I DIDNT WVEN DO ANYTHINGJNDJCN??!?

Megan and hunter are like THE couple atm but Megan hasn’t realised her crush on Kelly yet

Kelly is friends with everyone and their mums and always has a face full of makeup

Jeffery has never been late for a lesson before and has 100% attendance

Hunter got beat up by a year 8

Karen is getting nearly £20 a week for doing everyone’s homework, and is friends with the dinner ladies.

Emily and Nicole have beef with the safeguarding leader, and made a hate page about her on TikTok

SLT tremble when they see Nicole, Jecka and Emily enter the school gates 💔

Tumblr won’t let me respond to the ask but I love a good parent au, I’m a sucker for it so this is so exciting for me @myl0v3l1f3

Nicole has several panic attacks during the process of them becoming parents (I think they would adopt bc I just don’t think either of them would wanna be pregnant but it’s definitely smth to explore). Her and Jecka are like mid 30s at this point and they’re a lot more stable but they obviously have bad days. Jecka is trying to comfort her and remind her that they aren’t their parents and it’s a process but Nicole is convinced she’ll just fuck them up.

After a really long therapy session she decides to actually do something about it and buys a fuck tom of parenting books and spends the majority of her time researching childhood trauma and how to keep their home safe and welcoming for a foster child.

It was Jecka’s idea to begin to foster kids and she was beginning to get worried bc with Nicole’s anxiety, she’s been really hands off with the whole process but after Nicole’s new passion for it, it unlocks something in her and she finds herself loving Nicole in a whole new way. They’ve been together for over ten years and they’re ride or dies but now she’s seeing Nicole as a leader for their soon to be family and it’s a really beautiful time for them.

They’re both extremely anxious when they actually begin to foster children, these twins come to them. It’s a big and girl around 7 years old and they’re very quiet so Nicole thinks she’s doing something wrong bc she hyped herself up for this great experience but she thinks the kids hate her. She’s still welcoming and trying her best but her insecurities are starting to get the best of her. Until one day Jecka comes home after picking them up from school and the boy brings her a drawing and she fully starts sobbing bc it’s a small reinforcement that she’s doing a good job and they’re starting to feel comfortable. Nicole frames it and everything, she’s so happy and she refuses to hide it. As they get older she’ll make jokes like “I’m his favorite” and Jecka just rolls her eyes

Jecka is a mountain of anxiety and she’s done a lot of work to manage it and not project it onto the kids. She still has anger issues and sometimes when the kids are being kids but it overwhelms her, her hands start to shake and she goes to her room crying bc she thinks that means she’s just like her dad. Nicole is rubbing her back and reminding her that Jecka has never put her hands on them and she never would. Being angry doesn’t mean she’s violent and after she calms down

I’m going to make ONE little hc about if one of them got pregnant bc I read a fic about them dealing with a teen pregnancy and it was funny. This is basically a shit post but I had to include it. After Nicole gets Youtube famous, Jecka traps her so she can secure her bag and she likes Nicole anyway so why not. They’re terrible parents and Jecka is “excited” to have a baby bc the idea of having someone love her unconditionally is exciting but then actual motherhood is a nightmare. Nicole doesn’t know what the hell she’s doing and they’re starting end up turning into a family vlog channel to make more money but then once the kid is like 8 they stop bc they can see unhealthy habits forming and they actually love their child.

Some happier moments are Nicole actually enjoying a house full of kids when they’re fostering multiple kids. Her house was always loud growing up bc of her parents yelling and then her numerous stepdads but there’s a weird comfort in the chaos bc it’s familiar. She also really enjoys the routine of driving to school, pick ups, packing lunches. She likes to be needed and she’s happy that she’s able to provide a stable home with her partner

Something about Nicole’s suicide ending fills me with such indescribable sadness that I don’t know how to describe. The fact she’s just hanging there, the room was dark, the computer was on, the bed was not made, the whole house was dead silent. Don’t even get me SYARTED on the suicide note either:

“People are books, puzzles and pawns. In that order. First theyre read, then they’re figured out, then they’re persuaded”

People are read, figured out and persuaded as Nicole says herself, but theyre also open, confusing or difficult and gullible. In that order can be a reference to Nicole before the game, listing to her mom’s advice and being a “nice” child, but ending up being gullible and vulnerable in the end. Being confusing/difficult can be Nicole struggling to “fit in” in society, with the mindset and attitude she has.

“Some would call that wrongly manipulative but whats the alternative? Basically any advice my mom’s ever given me. “Dont be mean, don’t judge, be open,”,”

Nicole doesnt see another option besides manipulating people or being stupidly nice, with no in between. It shows the difference between how both of them think you should supposed ply act in society. Nicole thinks you should figure out how to change people to have control and ‘not get hurt’, whilst her mum thinks that you should be respectful, and - in Nicole’s eyes - vulnerable. An open target, really.

“And yeah sure but, that only works when men don’t wanna have sex with you. Be tolerant of guys who get off by choking you, no way that goes south.”

Nicole recognises that she CAN act like her mum says, she knows it’s an option, except she’s also aware that men do see woman as objects and things to stick their dicks in, and in a place where she is mostly interacting with men, it crosses it off as something she can do, because she knows if she does, she WILL get hurt. She’s aware that she’s supposed to ignore the warnings and calls it out but she’s also aware that she won’t be heard, by a majority of people.

“Whats wrong with a pizza delivery-boy with no career goals? Whens the last time you asked a pizza delivery-boy if he’s a rapist?”

I feel you can interpret this im different ways. I personally see it in two different lights - sarcastic (people like crispin are seen as people with no career goals, or realistic ones, and he’s most likely (obviously in Nicole’s eyes) a rapist, yet no one ever checks because they’re seen as less educated) and Nicole seeing no problem with ‘settling down’ with someone who doesn’t have a bright future ahead of him (idk I feel like this is a reach and doesnt make sense but this is the best I can describe what im thinking 😭)

“Theyre called warning signs, but ignoring them makes you a nice person. And one day, if you’re a nice enough girl you’ll end up just like me”

If you call out people on shit behaviour, you’re seen as ‘disrespectful’ or something along those lines. If you ignore them, you might have a good life, but in the end you will be caught up in vulnerability. Nicole frequently called out and accused men of inappropriate behaviour, and she was both hated for it and liked for it, however in the end, she called out someone who didn’t have a line to cross and in the end she couldn’t ’handle?’ It, the pressure and most likefesr of what would happen to her, as again, the men in this game dont have a line they can cross.

“And just like my dad”

This is such a line. Nicole’s dad killed himself, yeah, and Nicole could just be referencing the fact they both died the same way, but were not told why he kills himself, we just know it’s apparently Nicole’s fault. This could open up so many different reasons on why he did it (Nicole’s mum giving him less visitation rights, the divorce, etc etc or just being under pressure). I think my favourite thoughts in this line is that potentially, Nicole knew why her dad killed himself, and only she alone had the actual reason, which is why she says it - knowing people will just think it’s because they’re both dead/died the same way

If you’re reading this, im dead.

Very obvious, shes dead.

Sorry if this is out of reach Icl as I was writing this I lwk confused myself 💔 but uhhhhhhhhh lmk how you felt abt it?? CUS I CANT BE THE ONLY ONE WHO WNTS TO ACTUALLY START CRYING WHEN THEY SEE THE IMSGE RIGHT???

counseling crush

ILY MOREEEE 😽❤️

OKAY OKAY RHEA... like.. ummm would you share Jeckemily hcs?? Like they're my opt😽😽 and your hcs are SO good

Ty babe 🤞😼

- Emily loves laying on Jecka’s chest. She’ll do it whenever but mainly when she’s tired or upset

- When Emily starts distancing herself from everyone, or lashing out, Jecka feels SLIGHTLY insecure about their relationship

- Jecka swears it’s a secret relationship but everyone knows they hookup in the third floor bathroom.

- Emily gives her a discount on addies (25% off)

- Jecka’s not that big on pet names, but she’ll call Emily ‘babe’, ‘em’ or if she’s drunk then ‘baby’. Emily fw everything so she doesn’t mind but she called jecka loads of different ones, but it’s mainly ‘babe’, ‘baby’, ‘pretty’, and stuff along those lines - unless they’re getting freaky.

- Emily actually praises Jecka’s body a lot, sometimes too much and jecka gets weirded out but she secretly fw it cus she low-key has body dysmorphia

- Emily has carved Jecka’s initials into her body somewhere.

- Jecka paints both of their nails, and they do face masks together but it’s like, cute and wtf at the same time because Emily has 🧿🧿 eyes and jecka has 👁️👁️

- bites x doesnt like to be bitten

- Emily is always kissing Jecka when they cuddle, like it doesn’t matter where - her neck, shoulders, collarbone, chest, stomach, ear, jaw WHEREEVER. She just liked being affectionate

- Jecka showers with a shit ton of fancy products from her mom, and Emily’s been using the same shampoo since she was 10.

- Emily’s apart of those vip scene kid groups on MySpace and jecka sometimes looks over her shoulder and sees what’s happening ands like “….”

- If were to think about them with others - They’re both still attracted to Nicole, but Nicole is infatuated by the fact Ari will let her do whatever, but actually tells her to fuck off when a line has been crossed.

- They both get insanely jealous of other people with each over because all they have to go off is their parents fucked up marriages

- If were to think when they’re adults - Jecka becomes something in the medical field, and Emily is unemployed because jecka said no to selling drugs 💔

- Emily likes to cling in her sleep during the summer and distance herself in the winter. Jecka gets very frustrated and confused.

- in a modern au, where their teens in like, modern - you get it - they both run the schools TikTok page with all the muggies of people and jokes of teachers , and they haven’t been caught yet.

- Sometimes Jecka is actually worried for her safety being with Emily, and then she’ll see the odd picture of Emily when she was little or all the scars she has, or her crying or just her being vulnerable and remember that Emily is also her age and trying to survibe through the fucked up worldd they live in so it kinda fades but not completely.

- constantly on and off but always end back with each over

- they. Get freaky a lot. 👩🏿‍🦰

TW// graphic? SH and su1cide </3

OKAY SO BASICALLY 💔 (the fucking FlipaClip watermark is sending me)

I FEEL SO CREATIVE FOR THIS BUT IK SOME BITS OOOK CLEAN AND THEN OTHER MESSSY BUT THE MESSY LINES R SUPPOSED TO REPRESENT THE INCONSISTENCY AND UNSTABILITY OF NICOLE AND JECKA’S FRIENDSHIIP & JECKA’S LIFE 😓

And I was gonna colour it and make Nicole turn more grey towards the end (representing DEPRESSION) but I was lwk too lazy to do that <3

Anyway also the end bit is making me laugh cus it’s all shaky and then it just stops shaking when it’s showing the song and that 😭😭

@spaceboyden @scenescarz @silverwasafukintrainwreck @rookienoobyk @kwamiwayzz @st4rlight-kayz @polomarco2 @honeynutkorios :3

jecka rlly likes cuddling when shes sick :p

nicole likes to block herself in the bedroom and cough on people.

So we all read this fic?

spiritually, i'm still here

drew this from a base

At the end of the day, I know ill never be what they are to me to them