Barely Having Symptoms For A Few Days Made Me Think I Was Cured... Turns Out That Isn't The Case

should just start whacking peoples shins with my cane if they stare at me

normal people sick in addition to chronic illness really sucks...

everyone that has a chronic illness already shouldn't get sick in addition to that

i don’t know. i’m barely a person. i just want to be kind and hold someone’s hand. eat an ice cream cone. stare at the lake. feel the sun on my skin. lay in the grass. run through a sprinkler. it’s so easy to forget life is supposed to feel like a deep breath and not a gasp

not being able to sleep due to pain sucks, because sleep is the one time i am not in pain

had a low fever for almost a week now, but am refusing to see a doctor cause "not like they would do much"

and that's on doctors constantly dismissing people with chronic illness

asking for accomodations shouldn't be this emberassing and shouldn't be a big deal and i shouldn't feel this guilty for needing them

i think younger me would be disappointed, but current me is just grateful for the opportunities i have

feeling a flare up coming, but trying to push it down cause there is stuff to do... knowing very well it will do nothing... if anything it'll make it worse

i'm tired of being scared of how i feel

wishing my chronic illness would take the day off on busy days