Today I learned that if you paint high you'll do a poor job.
I reeeeeally love when fam is the stress in your life. :)
Nephew walks into villain's lair with his sidekick Pikachu.
Villain (sis): "We'll ,well, well, I've been expecting you, nephew and your side chick, Pikachu."
Villain (sis): " . . . "
Villain (sis): "wait"
My older sis is struggling to hold in their tea
I'm falling on the ground laughing
Villain (sis): "I MENT SIDEKICK!"
Life feels like beening floating orb without any thoughts or feelings. Just existing. With a fleshy anchor holding you down in place, so you don't float up into space.
The human body is weird. Like how you can feel your heartbeat in your teeth, or seemingly random heart rate racing, or being unable to tell if you are super happy or anxious as hell; it is a fun looking at the little weird things.
Have so much anxiety that my anxiety has anxiety.
So many emotions and no way to express them and the numbness that comes with that.
Paralyzed anxiety.
Paralyzed by the options.
Paralyzed by what I want.
Paralyzed by what my parents want.
Paralyzed by what I am.
Paralyzed by what is right.
paralyzed.
"New Rice crispy Squares"
It isn't rice and it isn't new, just new to me.
Winged it the whole time with no recipe.
Here is a recipe for what I made.
(It turn out really caramel or toffee like)
Toasty squares!
-Cinnamon toast crunch
(The one I used was a jumbo box [partly used])
-Cow butter about ½ to ¼
-½ a small stick of vegan butter
(Could skip adding both butters and add only one. I add both cuz that is all I had)
-1 & ¼-⅛ marshmallows (mini mallow)
-Vanilla. As much as ya heart desires
(Mine was maybe 1 tablespoon)
-sugar and cinnamon mix
Amount unknown, 1 tablespoon perchance.
What I did:
-Grease a pan you want it in
-Cook the moo butter first, melt it down till it is brown
-Now add the fake butter till melted
-Mallows!
-Have them be ALL be melted
-Vanilla and the cin + sugar mix
-The cereal in now
-MIIIX. IIIIT. UUUUUUUUUP.
-Off heat and put in pan.
-Butter hands (so the don't stick) and flatten the top
-Put plastic wrap on the opening
-Wait till cooled and cut a piece or cut the whole thing so ya can have more later easier (it does hardens, like rice crispys square when left out.)
There ya go! Have fun 🙂