I need to keep telling myself it’s not normal to look at sharp objects and wonder how it would feel to cut my skin open with them
I wanna kms already
having bpd and also being a people pleaser is so weird because i will hate someone when they’re not with me and swear i’ll ignore them, and then 15 minutes later i’ll pick up their call and spend the next five hours with them
feeling like shit mentally and physically
I wanna cry, but i am at school what do i do?
“Where do you see yourself in the future”
Bb I don’t. I do not. I do not see myself. There is no future.
I thought that everything was going great and i was getting better, then everything started to go downhill again.
It’s crazy to me that there are people out there who never thought about killing themselves even once where as I think about it 24/7 every single day
"You loved so deeply that even in moments of doubt, pain, uncertainty, all you thought about were others, not as much as giving yourself a second glance."
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